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Suicide Discussion

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persepexa
Discussion Are you taking care of yourself?
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28
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608
persepexa
persepexa
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Help How much lithium do you need?
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6
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183
radiatedunity62
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S
Package seized at
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9
Views
341
persepexa
persepexa
WallTermite
Venting I'm stupid
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9
Views
305
woofwag
woofwag
Soulless Angel
Resource Self Harm Support Thread
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507
Views
80K
Anonymousa
Anonymousa
subwayhcar
Venting my mom scared me into thinking i would die - kinda wish i did
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1
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198
GenZ-Snowflake
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wishiwasalittlecool
Venting Lonely day, every day
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3
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214
deny_conformity
deny_conformity
disgusting-life
Venting On the path to academic failure
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7
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247
raybd
R
Crematoryy
There is no reason or meaning to live
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3
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342
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
birthdayboy
Does anyone else want to CTB to escape abuse?
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17
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861
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
immolation
Discussion guilt
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9
Views
436
subwayhcar
subwayhcar
overmorrow
Venting talent
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15
Views
475
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
squillykilly
Venting Dream cuts
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1
Views
114
HowlingCoyote
HowlingCoyote
JassieDusk
Venting My psychiatrist told me in a commanding tone “you have to live” and I’ve been furious since then
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23
Views
900
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
Afterglow
Substitutes for prescription benzodiazepines?
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4
Views
296
Jello Biafra
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bugfart
Discussion Another YouTuber made a terrible video on the site- don’t you think we should make more user only threads and put limits on membership (etc)?
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9
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918
deadngoresurgery
deadngoresurgery
amyrel
Venting confiding in others is a privilege i am not able to obtain
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7
Views
363
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
byou
Venting I feel so incredibly cringe when trying to write suicide notes.
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15
Views
453
Reznor09
Reznor09
B
Attempt 2025/11/03
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28
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2K
bitterToad
B
Misery99
Venting Life is full of regrets
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1
Views
140
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
tsuinosora
On being adopted
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6
Views
328
DeathSweetDeath
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Misanthrope0000
Venting I keep thinking about the time when I could've died from unintentional alcohol overdose and resent those who helped me survive..
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1
Views
209
MeSauce
MeSauce
The_screaming_dawn
Today may have been my last day.
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3
Views
229
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
canoekit
Discussion Suicide Notes and Guilt
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2
Views
357
godforbidpain
godforbidpain
woofwag
If I die holding an object, will they destroy it when they find me?
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4
Views
252
woofwag
woofwag
F
Do you guys think this will CTB?
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1
Views
139
GarGoil
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S
Is it very dangerous to test ingest KN?
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2
Views
174
IdentityDoe
IdentityDoe
⋆♡⋆ riri ⋆♡⋆
Venting everyone in my life is trash
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0
Views
228
⋆♡⋆ riri ⋆♡⋆
⋆♡⋆ riri ⋆♡⋆
M
Venting Paranoia surrounding lack of bodily autonomy
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8
Views
351
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
E
I hate life
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1
Views
164
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
R
Method SN in Canada
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0
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134
readytogo1959
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R
Noise Level of SN?
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17
Views
535
FadingSnowFake
FadingSnowFake
lastwordsofmine
Venting I want to CBT, but i dont want to leave my cat.
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5
Views
392
readytogo1959
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coldworld
Help where am i supposed to buy sn in ca
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1
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249
readytogo1959
R
failedmind
anyone else planned to use SN for their method but now they can’t get any?
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31
Views
1K
cakedog
cakedog
peacecomingsoon
Has anyone else experienced the trance-like state before a ctb attempt?
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6
Views
415
TomIsNotMyName
TomIsNotMyName
samarah988
This will be my last birthday
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7
Views
338
samarah988
samarah988
NocturnalDistortion
I'm so damn lonely.
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1
Views
210
violetforever
violetforever
sanctionedusage
cutting ties, gifting/selling belongings, paying off debt
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2
Views
190
sanctionedusage
sanctionedusage
J
What restraints are best for a zero gravity lounge chair?
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3
Views
171
DeathSweetDeath
D
LonelyPrince
Venting Why does dying have to take so much effort..
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3
Views
228
IdentityDoe
IdentityDoe
T
Method ketamine overdose
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5
Views
366
twinfantasylover
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Connie
Venting Why am i here
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1
Views
150
Always-in-trouble
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peacefulnights
I enjoy nighttime
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11
Views
239
Dinnerwith6
Dinnerwith6
squillykilly
Venting Gross fantasies
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3
Views
253
squillykilly
squillykilly
T
Method would this drug cocktail work?
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2
Views
168
twinfantasylover
T
darksouls2kicksass
Venting Cost of living is too high to survive
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1
Views
212
AngelTear
AngelTear
V
New CTB method
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0
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234
viral49
V
P
Difference between sodium nitrate and strotonium nitrate
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24
Views
414
porchpirate52
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squillykilly
Discussion Dreaming of being hospitalized
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11
Views
382
GodzillasBiggestFan
GodzillasBiggestFan
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