Discussion can drug addiction can be good?

[nayomi]

i just thought about 100memoryleaks ctb and i remember when she poseted (click on the posted to see) about taking opioids for ctb but it make her feel good and not wanting to ctb. then someone told her that this is the way to get drug addiction.
on one hand it seems to be smart to alert someone from drug addiction, on the other hand maybe she would get somewhat addicted to drugs and then maybe she would go to some rehab and she would be saved instead of all the time dealing with ctb and eventually do it.

what you think? can drug addiction can be good sometimes?

 

[youpi]

As in the thread, you will never get that good feeling again.
Tolerance will increase, cost will increase, and rehab is not a walk in the park.

 

[praythestars]

Eh. Depends on how you go about it. I did oxy for about three years, basically every day, ranging from 90mg-210mg with dexedrine, dxm, crack and some other things on 'off days'. It was easier before fentanyl and before it got so hard to get the real shit.

IMO back then, if you could keep yourself from shooting dope and just stuck to the pills, it wasn't that bad tbh. They weren't expensive or hard to get. Cycling through different drugs, even just having a day in between using two or three times a week seemed to keep me totally fine. Never had withdrawal that I noticed beyond being annoyed I didn't have a head change when I quit (sent off to a group home due to parental neglect by CPS).

I never felt the need to do heroin and my tolerance never really went up all that much.

But nowadays, everything is dirty, from what I hear fent isn't even a fun high it's just super physically addictive, and anything clean is extremely hard to get at least in the U.S and the prices are crazy compared to back in the day.

Drugs definitely kept me alive back then and I'm not going to pretend they didn't. But I'm also not going to pretend that the drug scene isn't massively different now. So currently, in the U.S at least, I wouldn't fuck with it. The prices alone will destroy your life, probably before the addiction itself would, even if you had access to legit prescription opioids these days. And actually becoming physically addicted to fentanyl, which you will nowadays because everything is dirty, makes it doubly dumb imo.

If you were to go that route the only thing I could possibly suggest is getting a legit script for adderall if you think uppers might appeal to you.

 

[LastNite]

Fake chemical utopia won't last forever.