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Every time I look this up I find 1000s of results deterring suicide, not even engaging with question--and I just really want an answer. When is suicide the right call to make for someone?
 
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Salhalla

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When somebody hates themselves , when somebody truly hates themselves , I mean truly truly hate , to hate yourself more than anything in the world , if you hate yourself more than anything in the world and you can never forgive yourself , I think that suicide makes sense in that case , suicide makes sense only when you truly truly hate yourself and are consumed by nightmares every second of every day. Someone whos brain has become the biggest weapon against themselves. Someones whos mind is a torture chamber. Think about this: "If tommorow I won the lottery and won 1 billion dollars and then I went on to achieve all of my dreams would I still be depressed" if the answer is yes then it makes sense. If you have no dreams , if you truly have no dreams , not even tiny ones , then you are probably already dead and so killing yourself would make sense.
 
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kirillbledny

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Think about this: "If tommorow I won the lottery and won 1 billion dollars and then I went on to achieve all of my dreams would I still be depressed" if the answer is yes then it makes sense. If you have no dreams , if you truly have no dreams , not even tiny ones , then you are probably already dead and so killing yourself would make sense.
I agree 1000%, I had this line of reasoning too, and came to the conclusion that there are absolutely no circumstance under which I'm willing to live every single day until I die naturally, for decades to come. Even in insane fantasy scenarios where all my needs and wants are met, I'd live for maybe a few months at most. I just have no interest in life and I refuse to suffer indefinitely.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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It's the right answer when you don't have to go searching for answers about it on the internet. It's the right answer when you don't need to ask anyone, not even yourself, because you already know.
 
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