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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
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When I was 13, i had no source to look for stuff. I grew up further and I got access to internet, there were some resources available but they were very basic.
I had got no one to talk to on this topic.

When i become suicidal, I come to this site to look for a possible method. But guess what, I become calmer everytime. I don't even feel suicidal after receiving the love, care and friendship from all of you ❤️

I don't know if SaSu didn't existed, I would be going paranoid by now, thanks to censored internet. And useless therapies and hotlines.

Thanks to the team behind SaSu for having this up❤️ This way we have such a loving community to share our pain with a community which listens with open arm and ears and no judgement, irrespective of religion, country, colour, race, gender, etc.
 
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_Gollum_

_Gollum_

I wish the ring had never come to me
Mar 9, 2024
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I am also so grateful to SaSu for existing. As you mentioned, it ironically can make me less suicidal -- when I was in my severe acute suicidality phase, the idea of waking up even one more day was agonizing, and oftentimes the one thing that kept me going was the prospect of checking my SaSu notifications the next day.

So glad to have this space!
 
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I'm also quite grateful for SaSu existing, it satisfied my curiosity with CTB, and is a friendly space for me to post and reply.
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
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I am also so grateful to SaSu for existing. As you mentioned, it ironically can make me less suicidal -- when I was in my severe acute suicidality phase, the idea of waking up even one more day was agonizing, and oftentimes the one thing that kept me going was the prospect of checking my SaSu notifications the next day.

So glad to have this space!
Exactly 💯 it used to be so difficult and now we have a community full of lovely people from across the globe
I'm also quite grateful for SaSu existing, it satisfied my curiosity with CTB, and is a friendly space for me to post and reply.
Indeed ❤️ it's such a friendly space to share our heart and listen to others
 
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SuicIdiot

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Oct 19, 2024
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I 100% agree. When I feel like talking about suicide (which is a lot lol), I can come here without fear of being hospitalized or anything. It's a safe space to be real. I abso-fucking-lutely HATE being hospitalized for suicidal ideation or attempts. The only thing that was beneficial was that I could quit trying to fake being okay. I was already in the damn psych ward. This community gives me that without the thousandssss of dollar bills or stressors. And I'm so grateful.
 
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