Discussion Love you SaSu family❤️

[ctb_warrior]

For those of you who haven't come across me, I'm someone who has 23 years of failed CTB attempts.

For those of you know me, know that I love you all

Thank you SaSu family for being there

You guys have no idea what difference you all make in my life.

When I became active here last to last week, I was desperate to die. I just wanted anything that could let me CTB.

As it's my conscious decision to CTB, and not a decision I made because I was depressed, I want to CTB and I'll definitely die by CTB, that's for sure.

But, talking to you all,.has made me calmer.

I can't thank you all enough. The team behind SaSu, the members of SaSu


If I be honest, given to me I don't even wanna CTB. Can you imagine?? The guy who wanted to CTB desperately, is feeling calm and has the strength to go on for some more time.

That's the power of you all

This is why, I want to say thank you to you all

If SaSu and you guys were not there, I would have been turning insane by now, honestly.

Thanks a ton to each one of you

I request you all to make the same difference to life of every member you come across so that they can find meaning in their own lives.

Love you all

Take care

 

[Lost in a Dream]

I wish I could give your post a hundred hearts. Our experiences here have been very similar. Just finding a community where people understand how I'm feeling and not being shut down for wanting to die has made a huge difference in my life. Enough of a difference to keep me going far longer than I ever thought possible. Still, I know eventually I will die by suicide, I just don't know when yet. At the very least, I have knowledge of peaceful methods that I didn't have before joining this site, and that is worth a lot all by itself.

 

[infinitetraumacycle]

I'm pretty new, but I was reading SaSu threads before I created an account.

And I really have to say that your threads are informative and supporting.
So thank you too for being on this forum.

I'm glad SaSu exists.

 

[discernment]

appreciate you all for being here

 

[sifp]

Agreed. The first community that gets it.

 

[ctb_warrior]

I wish I could give your post a hundred hearts. Our experiences here have been very similar. Just finding a community where people understand how I'm feeling and not being shut down for wanting to die has made a huge difference in my life. Enough of a difference to keep me going far longer than I ever thought possible. Still, I know eventually I will die by suicide, I just don't know when yet. At the very least, I have knowledge of peaceful methods that I didn't have before joining this site, and that is worth a lot all by itself.

So sweet of you
Indeed. This community has made a huge difference in our lives. Seriously, SaSu is home

 

[coralreefer]

Finding compassion and understanding in a community will always have a calming effect and I'm glad you were able to find it here.
If you ever come back to us, we will be waiting with open arms regardless if it's for recovery or ctb. I hope you get to live your life exactly as you wish to and good luck with your future

 

[ctb_warrior]

I'm pretty new, but I was reading SaSu threads before I created an account.

And I really have to say that your threads are informative and supporting.
So thank you too for being on this forum.

I'm glad SaSu exists.

Welcome to SaSu

Glad to have you here.

Thank you for your feedback i just try my best to be as supportive as I can and share the knowledge I have acquired in these 2 decades

I acknowledge

Indeed, thanks to SaSu

appreciate you all for being here

Indeed

Agreed. The first community that gets it.

So true.. may be if sasu existed in 2003 when In first felt suicidal, may be, i wouldn't have felt suicidal ever after finding this beautiful community

Finding compassion and understanding in a community will always have a calming effect and I'm glad you were able to find it here.
If you ever come back to us, we will be waiting with open arms regardless if it's for recovery or ctb. I hope you get to live your life exactly as you wish to and good luck with your future

So sweet of you to say that

Thank you dear.
Well, one thing is for sure, I'm not interested in recovery, I'll be here to CTB eventually, i just don't know when I'll have a certain method to ctb. Until then, it's always great to interact with you all you all are a loving family

Thank you so much for your kind wishes. i wish it comes true

 

[unluckysadness]

Thank you so much !! You're a wonderful person, truly I hope we'll all find peace sooner or later

When I joined the forum last year, one of the first posts I read was someone saying something like "this forum helped me more than any suicide hotline". I totally agree. If you can talk about something taboo, it can give some relief. I'm glad if you find relief with this forum. Pro-lifers can still insult us, but they don't know what intense suffering is. This is just a community of some unlucky people looking for peace. Nobody takes his own life for fun.

Thanks again for your heartwarming post

 

[ctb_warrior]

Thank you so much !! You're a wonderful person, truly I hope we'll all find peace sooner or later

When I joined the forum last year, one of the first posts I read was someone saying something like "this forum helped me more than any suicide hotline". I totally agree. If you can talk about something taboo, it can give some relief. I'm glad if you find relief with this forum. Pro-lifers can still insult us, but they don't know what intense suffering is. This is just a community of some unlucky people looking for peace. Nobody takes his own life for fun.

Thanks again for your heartwarming post

Thank you for your kind words
I'm so glad to have met you all. You guys have no idea how much it means to me.
I really love you all a lot.

That's true, this forum can help, way better than any suicide hotline. Because SaSu members are accepting they don't judge in any way that helps us open up our hearts. It makes me wonder if all of us could unite, may be we could start a global revolution..
At any point of time I notice 5000+ members are online. So, if 5000 members across the globe join hands, it can make a huge difference.

I exposed proLifers in another thread. If ProLifers really were Prolifers, they'd empower us.
There's so much that can be done but all they do is limit our access to peaceful ways to ctb. Why????
If they were proLifers, they would give the kids mind training to deal with stress and trauma, they'd train Kids to eat healthy and build a strong immune system, US defense found remote viewing in 1972, imagine if there was a training for kids to use power of the mind to heal others and achieve impossible things .

Few of my articles that i have written focus on these. But these proLifers just talk bullshit n disable us from achieving peace peacefully.

I know about your situation, if I had the power, i would have helped you achieve the peace you are looking for. These people don't have a heart. They are fraud in the name of proLifers.
Thank you from the bottom of my heart for being there you are always in my prayers

 

[sifp]

Welcome to SaSu

Glad to have you here.

Thank you for your feedback i just try my best to be as supportive as I can and share the knowledge I have acquired in these 2 decades

I acknowledge

Indeed, thanks to SaSu

Indeed

So true.. may be if sasu existed in 2003 when In first felt suicidal, may be, i wouldn't have felt suicidal ever after finding this beautiful community

So sweet of you to say that

Thank you dear.
Well, one thing is for sure, I'm not interested in recovery, I'll be here to CTB eventually, i just don't know when I'll have a certain method to ctb. Until then, it's always great to interact with you all you all are a loving family

Thank you so much for your kind wishes. i wish it comes true

Wow you are very active on here friend. You have a lot of insightful and supportive things to say. Appreciate you.

 

[whywere]

You are such a loving, caring, kind and thoughtful person.

I am so VERY fortunate having you as a good friend and a family member here, as you always think of the other person so much, just WONDERFUL!

Being older, I always find it so refreshing to find that diamond in the rough who cares about others, is NOT arrogant, egotistical and self-centered. You are truly the completely opposite of all of that, just WOW!

THANK YOU so much for being you and helping everyone.

Love, hugs and thank you for being a good friend to me and so very many others.

Walter

 

[ctb_warrior]

You are such a loving, caring, kind and thoughtful person.

I am so VERY fortunate having you as a good friend and a family member here, as you always think of the other person so much, just WONDERFUL!

Being older, I always find it so refreshing to find that diamond in the rough who cares about others, is NOT arrogant, egotistical and self-centered. You are truly the completely opposite of all of that, just WOW!

THANK YOU so much for being you and helping everyone.

Love, hugs and thank you for being a good friend to me and so very many others.

Walter

I'm so humbled by your reply

Thank you soooooo much for the kind words

I'm out of words.

Thank you

Love you soooooooooo much



I'll always be there for you all

I'm just a ping away.

Thank you so much love you

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