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Suicide Discussion

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BreathDeeply
It would be nice to have a partner to CTB
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16
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1K
wantittoendsoon
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Partners megathread, and calling people
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5
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1K
wantittoendsoon
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Irishsteve88
Finally she made it
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7
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828
Irishsteve88
Irishsteve88
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Downing alcohol
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5
Views
866
maddaddam
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Un-
What keeps you up at night?
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39
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2K
maddaddam
M
goodnight
Could my body moving when I hang myself alert someone?
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5
Views
955
GentlyFading
GentlyFading
Weebster
How would you feel if there was an in real-time website that constantly added the name and photo of the latest suicide somewhere in the US?
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25
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1K
Himalayan
Himalayan
exhaustedanonymous
Discussion idiocy of prolifers
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7
Views
545
Wannagonow
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O
How people can hang themself
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9
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2K
Wait-Bus
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W
Discussion If you CTB and came back as a gnome, what type of gnome would you be?
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6
Views
412
Ultracheese
Ultracheese
Pau MP
Anyone from Switzerland, France, etc in order to come with me to VAD next week? Need help, please.
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16
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1K
ksp
ksp
S
Will icing an artery make it bleed less?
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8
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459
Sad_Sack
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I
Placement of rope for full suspension? URGENT
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2
Views
835
NHLTradeRumor
NHLTradeRumor
CandyCane
Carbon Monoxide car?
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20
Views
2K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
G
Method Feedback on my chosen methods please
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9
Views
996
NHLTradeRumor
NHLTradeRumor
Wannabehappy
Venting Trust nobody
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3
Views
553
Wannagonow
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S
I want to die but afraid of death
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17
Views
840
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
actual_fox
Help Anybody had suicide in family?
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21
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1K
Johan
J
B
  • Question
Method codeine phosphate hemihydrate - how strong of a pain killer is it? Useful for SN?
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3
Views
548
Smart No More
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BornToFail
Discussion Does anyone else here have a speech impediment?
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21
Views
1K
NaturalBornNEET
NaturalBornNEET
dead lightbulb
Venting Emotions
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2
Views
421
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Primus
Discussion Maybe we are Lying to Ourselves.
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4
Views
619
SamTam33
S
CTB Dream
Numb
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2
Views
372
Countdown Kirk
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lilin
Help Storing SN inside my treadmill, next to motor?
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5
Views
444
lilin
lilin
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SN blood test for authenticity
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4
Views
563
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
StrawberryBlonde
Method I will CTB in under a week, I decided today
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6
Views
952
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
Ellipsis
Afraid to fail my attempt at SN
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16
Views
910
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
D
Questions about scba settings
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13
Views
3K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
looking_for_peace
SN arrived!
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15
Views
981
BrokenOak
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Method Full Suspension hanging - what happens to the body - from Medical abstract
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1
Views
857
ksp
ksp
H
Method Live stream suicide
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14
Views
4K
Wait-Bus
W
Efilismislife
Completely alone, surrounded by abusers
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6
Views
608
Lucilius
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lilin
Discussion Things you want to do before ctb?
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4
Views
400
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
DrownFeather
Shallow water blackout : Failed!
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25
Views
3K
Pentobarbital_Plz
Pentobarbital_Plz
P
need to ctb today but I don't know how
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3
Views
809
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
F
Venting 32 years of suicidal thoughts. Wonder how long people take to decide they want children...
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11
Views
1K
ksp
ksp
G
Story Just took the SN
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43
Views
6K
OldDrummer
O
P
How did you source your antiemetic?
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10
Views
870
Prescott241
P
L
Partial question
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1
Views
444
DarkRose
DarkRose
MeltedJello
  • Poll
Discussion Poll: How will you hang yourself?
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14
Views
3K
tary
tary
evey8112
WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN!!!
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6
Views
522
Wannagonow
W
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
Not everyone experiences relief from mental health help and the "right help" doesn't always exist
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16
Views
1K
yyytry
Y
SakoyaLT2732
Some advice about SN?
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0
Views
298
SakoyaLT2732
SakoyaLT2732
stilhavinightmares
How does death of a loved one affect your suicidality?
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6
Views
610
Wannagonow
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Ellipsis
SN attempt soon
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3
Views
549
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
M
Things you are going to do before CTB?
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9
Views
804
Wait-Bus
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GentlyFading
What do you have left to do before you depart?
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13
Views
1K
Prescott241
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evey8112
My "GOODBYE" letter maybe some can relate.
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5
Views
798
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
evey8112
Anyone else waiting till holiday's are over to CTB?
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13
Views
816
Wait-Bus
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NeverNoLuck
why shouldn't i kill myself?
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8
Views
1K
ryo the frog
ryo the frog
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