Living is tiring

[lostmouse93]

istfg I wanna ctb already, but my SN isn't here yet so I'm working on things that won't even matter because I'll be gone anyway. Like yes deadlines are approaching for schoolwork and all that but it won't matter anyway since I'll be gone before I'm able to make use of my final grades. Like why am I pretending to still be alive? Everything feels so stupid and pointless nowadays.

 

[FuneralCry]

I agree that existing certainly is something so incredibly futile, it's just suffering for the sake of it that will all be forgotten about in death, I understand that it's tiring feeling trapped here when you just wish to be gone. But anyway I wish you the best and I hope that you eventually find what you are looking for.