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Suicide Discussion

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ChildrensITV
Venting The feeling is just so INTENSE
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4
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648
ge0rge
ge0rge
cath55555
Venting undeserving.
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3
Views
535
cath55555
cath55555
F
Help What should I do?
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9
Views
658
fowlbandit
F
sadteachermom1
Venting No desire to live
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3
Views
586
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
a_new_man
  • Question
SN
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9
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1K
freelifexit
freelifexit
E
Story Failed Sn
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15
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2K
lebrodude
L
Sisifos
Olanzapine
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5
Views
745
Misery99
Misery99
Sheion
  • Question
What is the best day to do CTB?
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5
Views
1K
Huntfish34
Huntfish34
Csmith8827
Trapped in a buttfuck Matrix
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2
Views
501
Csmith8827
Csmith8827
Me Me Me
Method CBT for exsanguination/cutting of the femoral artery
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5
Views
1K
Roland7979
Roland7979
BluesRunTheGame
I wanna kill myself with alcohol
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5
Views
910
Looking
Looking
T
N and DDMAPH enema
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0
Views
451
tosch
T
E
Motions
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1
Views
349
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
BasqueClown
Venting Why I see most things as a ligature?
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4
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Sleeper System
Abortion is legal. Why not suicide?
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10
Views
1K
Looking
Looking
jacarandash
Venting horrible replacement anxiety
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4
Views
528
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CTB Dream
Venting Heavy breath
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3
Views
504
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
D
Help Obtaining Propranolol
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3
Views
960
this is the end
T
K
I dont know why I'm writing this.
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2
Views
468
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
SilentSadness
Venting Tired of being used by others.
Replies
1
Views
439
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
nance
Feel so wrong but in heart i have wished my folks to die, so i can easily kms.
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4
Views
485
nance
nance
Dry-Finding7733
Venting I cut myself tonight.. Going to CTB tomorrow night
Replies
4
Views
690
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Sheion
Venting Things to finish before CTB
Replies
1
Views
435
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
the guilt i carry
I took pills
Replies
8
Views
618
Scacie
Scacie
Live and Let Die
Method ctb is starting to sound more convincing, i'd like a little help on how to go about it.
Replies
3
Views
685
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
madwantstodie
Venting self-harm relapse and feeling pathetic
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4
Views
665
rose-petal
R
U
Fentanyl
Replies
18
Views
2K
swimmer
S
Pancake
What are your triggers?
Replies
8
Views
1K
Scacie
Scacie
CantWait2D1E
Venting Have to CTB because I still like girls
Replies
8
Views
1K
Sparr0w
Sparr0w
S
Help Amytriptaline cocktail or SN?
Replies
0
Views
432
swimmer
S
Krobo
Discussion Hypothetically, if you were to CTB tomorrow, what preparations would you make on the day before? How would you wrap things up?
Replies
12
Views
799
Scacie
Scacie
A
Discussion Why don't doctors take me seriously?
Replies
3
Views
571
ASwissGuy99
A
AnthonyJohnsonxx
  • Question
SN question
Replies
6
Views
984
AnthonyJohnsonxx
AnthonyJohnsonxx
BornToFail
Discussion Is this my life?
Replies
7
Views
702
BornToFail
BornToFail
squidhead
Did/do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Replies
34
Views
2K
Spaztism
Spaztism
UpandDownPrincess
Sodium Azide from Covid tests?
Replies
1
Views
597
Ai-chan
Ai-chan
dyn00ss
Help would you understand me somehow?
Replies
4
Views
574
tuyu
tuyu
Darkover
  • Poll
would you give permission for your life to happen.
Replies
7
Views
1K
Walpurgisnacht
Walpurgisnacht
W
SN
Replies
4
Views
978
Willthishelp?
Willthishelp?
M
  • Question
Help How to perform SN without instinctively saving yourself?
Replies
3
Views
646
stoopid
stoopid
Scacie
  • Question
Would my friend appreciate it if I sent her a personalized gift for after I CTB?
Replies
0
Views
365
Scacie
Scacie
T
Help Jumping
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2
Views
576
Cryptonite
Cryptonite
Cryptonite
Help Do people get seemingly better in the last stage before they CTB?
Replies
10
Views
1K
Cryptonite
Cryptonite
I
Will miss my mum the most…
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12
Views
1K
missingpeace
M
L
My mum said I should kill myself
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24
Views
2K
missingpeace
M
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Venting 0
Replies
6
Views
576
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
S
How to use alcohol to numb the pain caused by hanging as well as survival instinct; ie how much should I drink and how fast??
Replies
2
Views
634
missingpeace
M
L
Is this high enough to jump from?
Replies
3
Views
1K
outrider567
O
mentalhealthfighter
Help me
Replies
13
Views
1K
Willthishelp?
Willthishelp?
T
New supplier M has been removed from the PPeH/Essentials
Replies
7
Views
1K
Willthishelp?
Willthishelp?
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