What is your biggest regret in life?

[Beachedwhale]

Getting a shit degree with a shit grade then not working and getting a shit job record

 

[8hidden_emotions8]

going to the hospital for treatment for my depression. You tell the 811 nurse you took some medications and it becomes a whole deal with the police. I regret everything.

 

[MyFinalBellyache]

I should have been aborted.

 

[newave3]

Not having the balls to kill myself.

 

[everydayiloveyou]

Not going to therapy earlier. I had a chance back in grade school, but I didn't take it.

Also regret staying in my school's gifted program. I should've asked to quit after the first year, since I was getting bullied there, but I insisted on sticking with it. The craziest part is that it didn't do jack shit for me academically, because my high school put everyone into honors/advanced based on test scores alone.

 

[EnnuiCat]

Allowing my depression to destroy my marriage.

 

[UKscotty]

Not succeeding in my last ctb attempts, could have saved so much time of this shit.

 

[UseItOrLoseIt]

Allowing my depression to destroy my marriage.

Same

 

[naiad]

I didn't follow my heart and I did everything what others expect of me.

 

[Bxbrowler]

The one thing that I do regret about my life is excepting my first apartment here in New York. I never new some ones hatred could go this far. I never had any of these issues the moment that I have met him. If life was a perfect place. I wouldn't have to deal with him and his issue that he seems to affect other people with. If life was a perfect place. Maybe police would actually listen or at least try to understand. I've learned that just because a individual has a form of prof doesn't mean that that form of truth is honest....

Lol

 

[logan]

I didn't follow my heart and I did everything what others expect of me.

that is really sad. But then maybe now also your biggest chance!

 

[papulin]

I didn't follow my heart and I did everything what others expect of me.

This resonates with me.

I destroyed myself listening to lawyers who wanted to see someone of my profile be destroyed. They secretly resented me.

They succeeded.

 

[OnlyWinOnce]

Allowing my insecurities and neediness to harm the ones I love so much they pushed me away. Even now, the regret haunts me unceasingly... and the fact it's happened again is yet more torture.

 

[CelestialGoddess]

I have a few
Starving my body of nutrition to the point of continuously being hospitalised for low blood pressure and potassium, instead of loosing weight the right way
Not saying 'no' to the man who molested me as a child
Ruining my mother's life because of my constant ctb attempts, stealing her pills, and spending all of her money in a manic state
Loosing my closest friend due to SN attempt, (he never forgave me)

What the heck? What kind of friend leaves you if they know you're suicidal and "doesn't forgive you"? Sounds like such a bad friend. Sorry, you had to deal with such an awful person (rather awful people). I hope you can heal from your regrets.

 

[It’s Time To Go]

One of my biggest regrets is teaming up with an exit partner on here, only to have them stall me so many times, that my ultimate plan has now completely been taken away from me.

I should have been gone months ago.

 

[Talvikki]

That i'm still alive.

 

[Hurt]

Not being smart so I could make good decisions. Now I'm hopeless and there's nothing left to do.

 

[Life interrupted]

Catching COVID. My life was perfect. It left me with daily pain and a progressive disease

 

[unkuto]

I had opportunity and money to leave Russia before these happened. But the war, sanctions and various restrictions made it insanely expensive and impossible at this point for me.

I'm so stupid. I shouldn't even be on this forum in the first place looking for ways to end my life as result of my bad life choices. Now I only have two choices: suicide or endless suffering, poverty and hunger. That's the biggest mistake of my life.

 

[treetop.grazer]

Mine is just being an idiot with them money I earned. Now knocking on 50 and I'm f###d as my job industry is just full of people much younger, I'm paying for 2 of my kids through uni and it's crippling me, had i have planned properly years ago it'd be fine. At least my life insurance should pay out when I do "accidentally" ctb.

 

[plough22]

For no

For me it's not buying a lot of Bitcoin 7 years ago.
I am not joking.
The reason I want to ctb is being poor and having to work which is a nightmare for me.
If I had bought say a 1000 bitcoins in 2014 I would have millions right now and would never need to work in anything.
I would be relaxed and happy right now without any worry or stress or anxiety and I would be able to actually enjoy life and not want to ctb.

For not seeing someone for what they were, and losing the one I loved more than anything due to lies/untruths. I'd give anything to go back and inform/save my old self, save my old life, it sent me down this path of self destruction I would give anything to have my old life back instead of these hopelessness helplessness stupidity feelings and emotions,intrusuve thoughts that hit you like a wave, then the thoughts of self harm/suicidal ideations. I'd give up on the years forward to have the last 6 years back . Hope that I'll see the person keeps me here for now anyway.

 

[DontplayGod]

Wearing a red shirt that one day

 

[markimobzzdeasui]

Life itself

 

[Painless_end]

Not having the courage to make a different choice about my life 10 years ago.

That opportunity was once in a lifetime and I blew it. My career has collapsed because of it and I live as a NEET dependent on my parents.

Jumping out a window

Same here, jumped out a window. I regret It so bad.

So so sorry. That's heart breaking.

 

[Ready2GoNow2022]

Being very poor with my budgeting. 10 years ago I was making an extremely comfortable amount of money, but I used it on drink, travel and stupid stuff. Now I am almost broke, my business is going into bankruptcy and I am most likely going to lose my house to repossession.

 

[jawdropped123]

Stopping my ex from raping me. Because maybe if he did i would have felt something.

 

[Ednospatient]

Making so, so many mistakes

 

[callme]

Failing to invent an anal bum cover

 

[waitingforrest]

Trying to put myself out there. Never again.

 

[yeh it's all gucci]

For me it's not buying a lot of Bitcoin 7 years ago.

I hear that