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LookingforAnswers

LookingforAnswers

Student
Mar 15, 2022
113
Not getting help for drinking years ago
 
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Depressed Cat

Depressed Cat

Mage
Jan 4, 2022
567
My biggest regret in life is being born. ☹️
 
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houseofleaves

houseofleaves

and this with thee remains.
Jan 14, 2022
550
I don't regret anything. I followed my heart and always did what i wanted to do, not what others have told me to. I'm ready to die; and i will die happy.
 
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Circles

Visionary
Sep 3, 2018
2,297
Either wasting my early 20s doing nothing and/or Working at FedEx as a package handler where I hurt my back and knees to the point where I was bedridden for over 2 years.
 
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fullofregrets

Member
Jul 25, 2021
35
Trying to scrub my acne off resulting in permanent scars. Was not grateful for things I had and ruined everything apart (health, career) thinking I'll never have a good life with social anxiety.
 
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Pain In The Ass

Pain In The Ass

Wizard
Feb 10, 2022
638
Either wasting my early 20s doing nothing and/or Working at FedEx as a package handler where I hurt my back and knees to the point where I was bedridden for over 2 years.
did your back and knees recover?
 
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fastlife

fastlife

Student
Jan 21, 2022
183
Trying to scrub my acne off resulting in permanent scars. Was not grateful for things I had and ruined everything apart (health, career) thinking I'll never have a good life with social anxiety.
oh why did you that you can use for acne roacutane its a great product google it you wil use it 1 year and than it wil never come back the acne
 
Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,160
Wasting my life in fear and squandered opportunity…
 
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fullofregrets

Member
Jul 25, 2021
35
oh why did you that you can use for acne roacutane its a great product google it you wil use it 1 year and than it wil never come back the acne
I tried it for 3 months and the side effects are horrible for me. The acne is not as severe now but the damage (severe scarring) has been done. Did you have acne as well?
 
fastlife

fastlife

Student
Jan 21, 2022
183
I tried it for 3 months and the side effects are horrible for me. The acne is not as severe now but the damage (severe scarring) has been done. Did you have acne as well?
yes I have it just like most of us women have it a lot too but they use make up to hide it


but have you google it the roacutane? it wil help you for delete te pernament scars
 
stellabelle

stellabelle

ethereal
Dec 14, 2018
3,918
Not being able to stop abuse from occurring.

Not being able to get the fuck out of it and stay out of it without the continued harassment, stalking, manipulation, lying, and shitty little "game" people like to "play" with one another.

And then "becoming" the problem.
 
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fullofregrets

Member
Jul 25, 2021
35
yes I have it just like most of us women have it a lot too but they use make up to hide it


but have you google it the roacutane? it wil help you for delete te pernament scars
Oh. Have you taken any treatment for it? Afaik, Accutane doesn't help with deep scars.
 
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indigomoon

Student
Mar 6, 2022
162
I think one of my biggest regrets is not having a voice for myself. What I mean by that is I never voiced how I really felt about things or what my opinion was. I was and still am afraid of disappointing people or offending them. I have never been good at articulating what I was thinking or how I have come to a conclusion on something. And now I've been doing it for so long that I just think it's too late to stop. I pretty much just agree with what's being said whether I really feel the same way or not. It's just easier that way. If I hadn't started doing this earlier in my life there would be things that wouldn't have happened because I agreed to them. And because of that I might have become a stronger and more independent person.
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
Trying to scrub my acne off resulting in permanent scars. Was not grateful for things I had and ruined everything apart (health, career) thinking I'll never have a good life with social anxiety.
Same, wish I listened to the doctors to not use creams, dropped out of high school and lived with a paper bag over my head and then went for accutane my skin is damaged god I hate it
My regret is not dropping out of high school so I wouldn't damage my skin with acne scrubs and antibiotics that damaged my skin, antidepressants, and alcoholism that caused me to make poor decisions
 
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Deadly_Intention

Deadly_Intention

Member
Apr 10, 2021
77
I regret not truly living!
I would not have gotten pregnant or gotten married (don't get me wrong, I love my son, but I was 18 when I fell pregnant and was far from ready to become a parent).
So many mistakes... I became a slave basically, which is funny cos when I was a child I was a slave for my parent now I'm a slave to my husband 😑
I don't have a job, I can't seem to keep one for long with my mental health issues anyway. So I'm reliant on my husband and it really makes me hate myself for being so useless
 
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I need peace

I need peace

The past is never dead, it's not even past.
Mar 28, 2022
141
I became a sex worker while having SA trauma, because I'm extremely poor. It broke me in many ways, I didn't feel human l.
I've fucked up a lot on my life but that was something I'd 100% take back, maybe I wouldn't be so depressed now hadn't I done that
 
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Chico56

Member
Mar 27, 2022
23
Working at the company which ruined my life.
 
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symphony

symphony

surving hour-by-hour
Mar 12, 2022
779
That I'll never be able to achieve my potential, get my PhD, do something great, use what I've learned to help others.
 
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TheWood

TheWood

Experienced
Mar 1, 2022
216
I've more than one regret but certainly the main one is that of not having cut ties years ago with my toxic and dysfunctional family situation
 
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Foresight

Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,393
Trying to scrub my acne off resulting in permanent scars. Was not grateful for things I had and ruined everything apart (health, career) thinking I'll never have a good life with social anxiety.
I have a decent understanding of scar revision options. If you ever want advice my inbox is open. That goes for anyone with scarring or skin issues. I know DIY and cheaper options too.

I regret taking my time for granted.
 
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miserable_existance

I don't know
Dec 17, 2021
72
For me it's not buying a lot of Bitcoin 7 years ago.
I am not joking.
The reason I want to ctb is being poor and having to work which is a nightmare for me.
If I had bought say a 1000 bitcoins in 2014 I would have millions right now and would never need to work in anything.
I would be relaxed and happy right now without any worry or stress or anxiety and I would be able to actually enjoy life and not want to ctb.
staying alive
 
hellispink

hellispink

poisonous
May 26, 2022
1,229
Not reporting the big amount of people who abused me in different ways throughout my existence
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,429
Breaking up with my GF in 2015 and still being alive today.
 
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outatime_85

Warlock
May 17, 2022
789
Aside from being born, living in fear, and the numerous opportunities I missed as a result of my fear, I would have to say worrying about what people's thoughts about me were.
 
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jamie_

Specialist
May 21, 2022
336
loving someone, believing i was loved, fucking it up, being insane about it, fucking up my future
 
dogofman

dogofman

it's the worst day of all time, and it's coming
Jun 5, 2022
9
i wish i never fell in love
 
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Karlala

Member
Jun 27, 2018
74
For me it's not buying a lot of Bitcoin 7 years ago.
I am not joking.
The reason I want to ctb is being poor and having to work which is a nightmare for me.
If I had bought say a 1000 bitcoins in 2014 I would have millions right now and would never need to work in anything.
I would be relaxed and happy right now without any worry or stress or anxiety and I would be able to actually enjoy life and not want to ctb.
Losing my wife and daughter. They are my entire life
Losing my wife and daughter my only reason to live
Losing my wife and daughter my only reason to live
 
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jamie_

Specialist
May 21, 2022
336
i wish i never fell in love
thought i was the only one. wish i could go back to being blissfully unaware. i wish they never approached me. i gave them plenty opportunities to not date me unless they truly wanted
 
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