It's going to be painful. Very, very painful.

[sadsamantha]

It's going to be painful. Very, very painful. Sorry for posting so much lately. As my court date which will determine my prison sentence gets closer and closer; as I watch my savings become less and less due to having to pay a lawyer $32000 only for him to ignore me; as my heart remains ever so broken over a guy who hates me; and as the 20th anniversary of my mom's suicide gets closer and closer; suicide has been on my mind a lot lately. I have attempted it 3 times in the past week. As I've mentioned on here several times before, my method is hanging as it's my only option. I think the thing that stops me everytime is I expect it to be peaceful, as a lot of folks on the internet claim it to be. But it's only peaceful if you can successfully locate the carotid artery, and compress it, which I cannot. So, my only option is to accept that it will be painful. Very, very painful. As I will quite literally strangle to death.

 

[WorthlessCoward]

I can't find the artery either, I don't know what I am doing wrong I mean you can't be born without it

 

[FuneralCry]

Hanging sounds like an horrific method to me, I hate this hellish world that denies us access to more peaceful methods, it's incredibly cruel to leave people with no choice but to resort to methods like this which are difficult and risky, I admire those who had the courage to succeed with this method. But anyway I hope that you find the freedom that you are searching for as it sounds really awful what you've been through and none of us should have to suffer for any longer than we wish to.

 

[DrGreenberg]

I can't find the artery either, I don't know what I am doing wrong I mean you can't be born without it

I found it with my hand, i pressed and i felt my vision becoming blurry, like slowly passing out then i stopped
I think you gotta try again and again to find it and once it's done you will be good for a peaceful ride

 

[warriorofeld]

I can't find the artery either, I don't know what I am doing wrong I mean you can't be born without it

Right under the jawline

 

[WorthlessCoward]

Thanks guys, I'll keep trying. I won't give up I mean not on this thing, in the other kinds I already have

 

[sadsamantha]

Hanging sounds like an horrific method to me, I hate this hellish world that denies us access to more peaceful methods, it's incredibly cruel to leave people with no choice but to resort to methods like this which are difficult and risky, I admire those who had the courage to succeed with this method. But anyway I hope that you find the freedom that you are searching for as it sounds really awful what you've been through and none of us should have to suffer for any longer than we wish to.

Yeah. It is going to be very painful but I don't trust pills, nor do I have a gun. You are spot on about how suicide should be a choice, even for those who are not terminally ill.

 

[HybridSpectre]

Ain't life so unfair! How I truly dread the power and superiority of a human over another. To decide how long they want to take away your life and make you watch everything from behind bars. As if we're all not flawed beings who mess up many times. As if we all aren't just flesh and blood, struggling to make it in an imperfect world, lest some of us are driven over the edge. I know circumstances can drive anyone to do anything. You're human. I wish you ultimate peace sadsamantha, whatever happens.

 

[TimeHasCome6]

I can't find the artery either, I don't know what I am doing wrong I mean you can't be born without it

It should be just below your jawline next to the thick flesh on the sides and back of your neck. Also right below your jaw muscle. Please correct me if I'm wrong. I've found it before in past attempts.

 

[WorthlessCoward]

I think I found it guys, thanks it really is directly below the jawline

 

[Source Energy]

that sounds awful...just take sn like everyone else...

 

[lonely man]

that sounds awful...just take sn like everyone else...

isn't SN slow and painful? i read about people who call for ambulance after SN due to SI.

 

[Source Energy]

isn't SN slow and painful? i read about people who call for ambulance after SN due to SI.

from what I know, it knocks you down in less than 20 mins. And it is uncomfortable at most, not painful...people call 911 because they get second thoughts or get scared

 

[SilentSadness]

The people who dismiss hanging as easy or painless come across as a bit unempathetic to me. Hanging is extremely difficult and often results in strangulation with intense pain. It can also result in permanent injury if you have the misfortune of being found by a pro-lifer. I hope it goes well for you if you go ahead, and that you find the peace you need.

 

[lonely man]

The people who dismiss hanging as easy or painless come across as a bit unempathetic to me. Hanging is extremely difficult and often results in strangulation with intense pain. It can also result in permanent injury if you have the misfortune of being found by a pro-lifer. I hope it goes well for you if you go ahead, and that you find the peace you need.

it is easy if you hit the carotid artery you would lose consciousness in about 5 to 10 seconds, and you would be unaware of convulsions that come after that. have you checked out night night method?

 

[headcase95]

I'm willing to endure any amount of pain, short of burning alive, to end my garbage life. it's worth it.

 

[hodbu]

It's going to be painful. Very, very painful. Sorry for posting so much lately. As my court date which will determine my prison sentence gets closer and closer; as I watch my savings become less and less due to having to pay a lawyer $32000 only for him to ignore me; as my heart remains ever so broken over a guy who hates me; and as the 20th anniversary of my mom's suicide gets closer and closer; suicide has been on my mind a lot lately. I have attempted it 3 times in the past week. As I've mentioned on here several times before, my method is hanging as it's my only option. I think the thing that stops me everytime is I expect it to be peaceful, as a lot of folks on the internet claim it to be. But it's only peaceful if you can successfully locate the carotid artery, and compress it, which I cannot. So, my only option is to accept that it will be painful. Very, very painful. As I will quite literally strangle to death.

I'm so sorry to hear about this. Have you thought about carbon monoxide? I was reading about it just yesterday and it seemed like a good and painless method? (Please correct me if I'm wrong as I'm still doing research)

 

[WorthlessTrash]

that sounds awful...just take sn like everyone else...

Sadly, sn sources seem too scarce atm. Not everyone has that available to them.

 

[lukas19]

I'm willing to endure any amount of pain, short of burning alive, to end my garbage life. it's worth it.

When i tried Partial. I had 2 knots into the rope where my catoids were (would've been better if i had 2 socks tied very tight and stuck them in place with duct tape)
I was drunk (dutch courage) knelt down pressed hard, was out in a second but my body convulsesd making it to relive the pressure, bring me back to semi conciousness. After i looked on the hanging thread on here kneeling is a poor position. If you have a strong stomach look for hanging suicide on live.gore, all the ones i have seen on there pass out quickly