Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,279
Death and dying also seem uncomfortable. Sucks
 
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BringMeToLife

BringMeToLife

I'm stuck in here
Apr 13, 2023
174
I feel like something's wrong all the time and it makes me uncomfy.
 
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leavingsoon99

I'm at peace... Finally.
Mar 16, 2023
722
Ever since I was a child. I always feel like I'm in trouble or I'm less than everyone else.
 
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bloberta

Member
Mar 14, 2023
59
yes. nothing feels right. even if im ok everything still feels wrong
 
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LittleJem

Visionary
Jul 3, 2019
2,614
agitated, exhausted, tummy upset, hopeless, hate it.

gotta take drugs don't want to. tired of being alive don't want to be sober or high.
 
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endless_pain

Student
Apr 16, 2023
136
For me it's uncomfortable living but also dying like I have not done everything I could yet
 
m1v

m1v

Eternal flower fields
Feb 27, 2023
129
Uncomfortable from what, living? Well life shouldn't be something comfortable to begin with aha. The fact that I'm conscious, is very uncomfortable.
 
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Pancake

Pancake

Member
Feb 17, 2023
56
Yes. Not really comfortable in my own skin and it makes everything feel a little awkward.
 
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SilentSadness

SilentSadness

The rain pours eternally.
Feb 28, 2023
1,123
Yes, I have constant physical and mental discomfort. I always have the feelings of isolation and alienation and have had them for as long as I can remember. Realistically, death is the only solution to my suffering, and I yearn for it.
 
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peaches

Student
Oct 19, 2022
110
Ever since I was a child. I always feel like I'm in trouble or I'm less than everyone else.
I relate. I always knew that I was a mistake. Not supposed to be here.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,856
Yes, I really do. There is no peace and relief from suffering to be found as long as one exists here, it's a burden being conscious and aware so of course I only wish to not exist. Life itself is the true problem so how could anyone feel comfortable in this world that is filled with such extreme potential for harm and anyway I just know that life is not for me, it's really such an awful and undeserved punishment being burdened with existence, where we are only destined to suffer in this decaying flesh prison.
 
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StolenLife

StolenLife

Warlock
Sep 19, 2022
740
Yes, constantly. This world is too loud and too hard for me.
 
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bluebird16

Student
Feb 27, 2023
151
Yes. Also this constant sense of dread.
 
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jigsaw_falling

jigsaw_falling

if there’s an afterlife i’ll be pissed
Jan 25, 2023
70
yes, i am never relaxed, even when i'm by myself, it's exhausting. when i'm around others it sometimes gets unbearable
 
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Skathon

Skathon

"...scarred underneath, and I'm falling..."
Oct 29, 2018
592
I've never felt comfortable.
 
unnormal9

unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,139
Yes—daily, it is a mixture of chronic fatigue, shooting pain, and mental anguish, coupled with headaches, migraines and numbness.
 
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Wehmut

Wehmut

it's not fair...
Apr 13, 2023
53
Yes. I often feel very dirty in my own body. And I feel the need to take a shower because of that. Even though I am not sweating. I really don't know how to explain it. Its just not that a comfortable feeling living in my body. Even though it's complete fine and I also would consider myself a confident person in general.
 
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Resinn66

Student
Sep 5, 2021
120
It has always been like this for me. The feeling of being a foreign body in a world I never asked to be a part of. Along with constant anxiety and frustration. Death is something that comforts me, an option, even if it's scary
 
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unplug

unplug

Vapor Self
Apr 11, 2023
107
Yeah, I do too. It feels as if I want to jump out of my own skin.
 
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Arachno

Arachno

oh no :(
Apr 10, 2023
248
Not all the time but I do feel like something is wrong quite often
 
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𖣴 nadia 𖣴

𖣴 nadia 𖣴

...member...
Dec 15, 2021
252
Not all the time, I randomly have times where I'm numb or okay, when my anxiety isn't too bad and I can do things I used to do. That's when my mind fools me into thinking I can keep promises to stick around for longer, but then the dread and anxiety comes flooding back because too much has happened, it's exhausting.
 
ikadasui

ikadasui

Arcanist
May 29, 2018
466
Only sleep temporarily brings some relief. the mental pressure has become immense and I'm starting to totally be unable to function. Have been caught talking to myself without realizing it at this point
 
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Sparx

Specialist
Jan 4, 2023
324
Only since circumstances dictated that ctb is inevitable for me. It's constantly there in the background, knowing I will have to do it at some point. It's no way to live & ironically makes me feel more suicidal.
 
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annxietty

annxietty

“Is there no way out of the mind?”
Mar 27, 2023
150
YES, im uncomfortable all the time, if not mentally, physically.
 
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Leagueofgentlemen

Member
Apr 19, 2023
77
Yes, I have constant pain and discomfort and aching kidneys from an infection. There's no way I will ever have a normal brain again, I wanted to turn my life around and have a career but my bastard brain ruined that.
 
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nosoul

Arcanist
Apr 1, 2023
454
Only sleep temporarily brings some relief. the mental pressure has become immense and I'm starting to totally be unable to function. Have been caught talking to myself without realizing it at this point
I wish I could at least sleep, no drugs can help it seems usual cocktail didn't work last night 45 of 48 awake
 

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