Ambivalent1
🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
- Apr 17, 2023
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Death and dying also seem uncomfortable. Sucks
Because you're married to clay?yes. nothing feels right. even if im ok everything still feels wrong
I relate. I always knew that I was a mistake. Not supposed to be here.Ever since I was a child. I always feel like I'm in trouble or I'm less than everyone else.
I wish I could at least sleep, no drugs can help it seems usual cocktail didn't work last night 45 of 48 awakeOnly sleep temporarily brings some relief. the mental pressure has become immense and I'm starting to totally be unable to function. Have been caught talking to myself without realizing it at this point