Goodbye. Taking SN in 4 hours.

[Valky]

Damn so if you had drank more you think you would have CTB?

I mean there was no guarantee she would have been able to hold this potion down either

 

[skylarwhiteyo104781]

Damn so if you had drank more you think you would have CTB?

truly can't say. i'd like to think so tho.

 

[NoLightRemains]

Would you try this method again?

 

[ThisIsGoodbye]

EDIT: Sorry, I clicked on the incorrect thread to post this on.

I'm really sorry it didn't work. How are you feeling? I hope it hasn't caused you any more pain then what you are already in. Remember to breathe, try to calm yourself and get to your senses. Whatever you decide to do, we will be here to support you.

My PM's are open if you need any company

 

[Unwr!tten]

Update us on how you're doing. <3

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

Hi guys, the post isn't letting me edit the text itself so I'm doing a reply.

It took me a while, maybe 10 minutes to get myself to drink the SN. It was pretty much exactly like swallowing heavily salted water. Super unpleasant and I had to follow it up with more water. I wasn't able to get the entire mixture down even if I plugged my nose.

I drank about a little over half of it and sadly even with the Zofran ended up throwing it up. I had another mixture ready but I physically couldn't bring myself to drink it and physically repulsed as I tried to bring the cup to my lips. I don't remember what happened after but I woke up just now (1:57 PM EST) and feel pretty groggy but that's it. No other side effects not even a headache.

I'm pretty disappointed I wasn't able to bring myself to drink the SN the second time because I have a lot of things in my life happening in the next few weeks that I'm not looking forward to. I'm not sure if I should try to attempt to CTB tonight with the second SN mixture I created last night that's been sitting out on my bedside table. I don't have any more Zofran tho but I have some over the counter nausea medication- although I understand why those aren't supposed to work.

I once again appreciate you guys for all your kind words and prayers and am equally sorry this didn't work in my favor. It seems the biggest obstacle in this method is the vomiting, but once you can fight through its easy sailing.

Hi, just made a reply you have to scroll down to find, isn't letting me update the post for some reason.

Im really sorry you had to go through that, you didnt deserve that.

Damn your experience really scares me, is it that salty? Extremely bad? Uuugh because im also planning to CTB using SN but im kinda a weakling and i fear that i wont be able to drink it all because itll be too disgusting.

Maybe it was the Zofran? I dont know but I heard around here that Metoclopramide would be the ideal antiemetic for the SN method. I dont remember why exactly. Im planning to use Metoclopramide as my antiemetic + SN + Benzodiapezines.

IIm really sorry you had to go through that, you didnt deserve that.

Damn your experience really scares me, is it that salty? Extremely bad? Uuugh because im also planning to CTB using SN but im kinda a weakling and i fear that i wont be able to drink it all because itll be too disgusting.

Maybe it was the Zofran? I dont know but I heard around here that Metoclopramide would be the ideal antiemetic for the SN method. I dont remember why exactly. Im planning to use Metoclopramide as my antiemetic + SN + Benzodiapezines.

It could also have been that you drank too much water to be able to bear the taste, normally youre only supposed to drink 50ml with the SN so that you will have barely anything to vomit. But i understand, 25g of SN in a small shot of water is a very strong and disgustingly tasting concentration that I doubt id be able to stomach myself.

I wish there were large enough capsules or something that dissolved in your stomach so you could put SN inside a bunch of them and then swallow them without problems or bad taste.

Actually, is such a thing possible?

 

[skylarwhiteyo104781]

Damn your experience really scares me, is it that salty? Extremely bad? Uuugh because im also planning to CTB using SN but im kinda a weakling and i fear that i wont be able to drink it all because itll be too disgusting.

It was horrible. But I think you are right that I put too much water which made me taste it. Next time I try to CTB which I am planning to be in a couple months I am going to stick to the amount given to me.

I was a weakling too- couldn't bring myself to do it again.

 

[Rocket]

I don't think you're a weakling at all, beautiful soul. Everything happens at the right time. Thank you for sharing your experience with all of us. I support you and send you love and peace.

 

[AkaRed]

Wishing you the most peaceful journey possible!
<3

 

[justanotherloser]

CCS!

What is ccs? Is it available in the us?

 

[soontobedone]

CCS is out of business now.

 

[Caoine01]

I was a weakling too- couldn't bring myself to do it again

No, I have to contradict you, you're definitely not a weakling.

It seems very, very difficult to empty the second glass when the first one doesn't work.
It is probably even a myth that this could work at all.
I think it's better not to mix up the reserve and have SN for a second try.
So you did right to break up.

 

[NoLightRemains]

No, I have to contradict you, you're definitely not a weakling.

It seems very, very difficult to empty the second glass when the first one doesn't work.
It is probably even a myth that this could work at all.
I think it's better not to mix up the reserve and have SN for a second try.
So you did right to break up.

Yeah I'm of a similar mindset. If someone vomits from the first glass, I imagine they would likely be too sick and not have the willpower to down a second glass. I'm sure there are some people who could manage it, but I don't know if I could honestly. I'm going to have backups on hand, but I wouldn't feel bad about not being able to down a second glass.

 

[betternever2havbeen]

I'm glad you are ok with no after effects and not needing hospital or anything. I'm so worried I'll fail and wake-up in a horrible state. This gives me hope I'll be ok if I fail.

 

[dimstar]

Very glad your okay no adverse problems besides waking up. I keep vitamin c tablets with my sn for this reason, heard it can help recover if you do wake up. Maybe the original glass and a few sn stuffed capsules instead of a second glass could be easier because I too don't see how after throwing up a poison your body would let you take more.

 

[Sparx]

Im really sorry you had to go through that, you didnt deserve that.

Damn your experience really scares me, is it that salty? Extremely bad? Uuugh because im also planning to CTB using SN but im kinda a weakling and i fear that i wont be able to drink it all because itll be too disgusting.

Maybe it was the Zofran? I dont know but I heard around here that Metoclopramide would be the ideal antiemetic for the SN method. I dont remember why exactly. Im planning to use Metoclopramide as my antiemetic + SN + Benzodiapezines.

It could also have been that you drank too much water to be able to bear the taste, normally youre only supposed to drink 50ml with the SN so that you will have barely anything to vomit. But i understand, 25g of SN in a small shot of water is a very strong and disgustingly tasting concentration that I doubt id be able to stomach myself.

I wish there were large enough capsules or something that dissolved in your stomach so you could put SN inside a bunch of them and then swallow them without problems or bad taste.

Actually, is such a thing possible?

Some members have been successful with capsules although you need quite a few to encapsulate 25g. Maybe try Rizla bombing it?

 

[Fl4u]

How much did you get down?

 

[skylarwhiteyo104781]

What is ccs? Is it available in the us?

Pm me I'll send you the source

CCS is out of business now.

I see the website right now and seems like you can still order it just the quantities are larger and thus it's a little more expensive. But still up and available to purchase. Is this not showing for u?

Very glad your okay no adverse problems besides waking up. I keep vitamin c tablets with my sn for this reason, heard it can help recover if you do wake up. Maybe the original glass and a few sn stuffed capsules instead of a second glass could be easier because I too don't see how after throwing up a poison your body would let you take more.

I'm going to start researching this capsule thing because I believe it's the only thing stopping it from working (aghhhhh)

I'm going to try to get the dopamine blocker nausea meds like Metoclampramide too. My attempt date is indefinite but at least a few weeks in the future so I have more time to plan this stuff ig

 

[scarecrowbubu]

Pm me I'll send you the source

I see the website right now and seems like you can still order it just the quantities are larger and thus it's a little more expensive. But still up and available to purchase. Is this not showing for u?

i just want to tell you that I admire you and wish you the best for next time. If you lose one bus there will always be another one. Hopefully we will all meet in the next one.❤

 

[skylarwhiteyo104781]

I'm glad you are ok with no after effects and not needing hospital or anything. I'm so worried I'll fail and wake-up in a horrible state. This gives me hope I'll be ok if I fail.

My best wishes to you. Yeah there honestly wasn't any effects. I noticed my lips and hands were a yellowish color for some reason and that last for like a day. But there was no other effects for me at all. I was also pretty high through the whole thing so my recollection might not be super accurate but the worst I experienced is just the fatigue and headache. No one in my life suspected or noticed a thing.

How much did you get down?

It's hard to recall but I got around 3/4. there was a pile of sodium nitrite at the bottom of the cup even though i mixed it a lot and right before.

i just want to tell you that I admire you and wish you the best for next time. If you lose one bus there will always be another one. Hopefully we will all meet in the next one.❤

Wow thank you I've decided to keep trying for just the next few weeks and try to turn some things around. I will likely CTB eventually but I'm just trying to push through for now :) All the best to you!
Hi guys I know this thread gets viewed pretty regularly so just letting you all know my messages are always open if anyone wants to chat about SN, life, or anything!

 

[scarecrowbubu]

Wow thank you I've decided to keep trying for just the next few weeks and try to turn some things around. I will likely CTB eventually but I'm just trying to push through for now :) All the best to you!

No worries. I understand you. Atleast you are making progress. Take your time, who knows what the future is planning. Wish all the best to you aswell❤

 

[Unwr!tten]

Please be careful to whom we send sources.