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Brave_it_Shiru

I am not "safe" babe
Mar 6, 2023
107
SaSu fam....I have left a note for a few people who have been there these final weeks so I cannot leave you out.

Honestly, I have been ready for years but the shaking during preparation was insane! I feel so overwhelmed but not unsure.
Benzos and propranolol have really helped (40min ago). Taken my metos now. I forgot to do the water fast up until now.


Goodbye Ss and hopefully I do not post a failed thread.
 
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overbleed.

overbleed.

raging nihilist
Apr 25, 2023
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Rest In Peace
 
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Justnotme

Justnotme

I want to hang myself
Mar 7, 2022
633
I wish you a peaceful death and that your suffering ends forever

Excuse my brazen last question: could you please tell me exactly how many benzodiazepine pills did you take? And what are they called?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,890
Farewell, I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for.
 
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Shivali

Shivali

Mage
Jun 9, 2022
560
:heart:
 
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Jezzibell

Jezzibell

On my way out. Yayyyyy
Apr 21, 2023
709
I wish you peace. Xxxx
 
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Brave_it_Shiru

I am not "safe" babe
Mar 6, 2023
107
It's okay. I will share as much as I can.

It is alprazolam. I took 3 (0.5mg) and I also have more plus zolpidem (nitrest) for the final 30min.
 
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Letgo

Specialist
Apr 1, 2023
320
Have a peaceful journey. Thinking of you.
 
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Brave_it_Shiru

I am not "safe" babe
Mar 6, 2023
107
Thanks guys. I now know why people come here at their final moments.
 
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depressedlover

In Transit waiting for the bus
Apr 12, 2023
178
I wish you peace and hopefully you will find what you're seeking, See you soon..
 
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freonix

freonix

:-(
Apr 11, 2023
36
safe travels, i hope you find the peace you need
 
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Amaterasu

Amaterasu

When It Ends
Apr 7, 2023
1,151
That's why you said goodbye in the counting game threadā€¦
And maybe it's a coincidence that it coincides butā€¦

The cherry blossoms may have wilted and died but, you will bloom again.

šŸŒøšŸŒøšŸŒøšŸŒøšŸŒø
 
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Valky

Valky

Petulant Child
Apr 4, 2023
1,322
I am so so sorry that life has brought you to this point.

I wish you safe travels and all the best <3

But remember, whatever decision you make, it is valid.
 
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Dead Meat

Dead Meat

DOOMED
Oct 10, 2018
18,395
Wishing you a very pleasant and comfortable journey @Brave_it_Shiru and that you have eternal peace and tranquility you Beautiful Soul :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart::hug:
 
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endless_pain

Student
Apr 16, 2023
136
I hope you find the peace you are looking for šŸ¤
 
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miserabletires9

Student
Mar 27, 2023
158
i really hope i follow you soon
 
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Brave_it_Shiru

I am not "safe" babe
Mar 6, 2023
107
Taking propranolol, benzos and meto second dose now
 
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Torch

Torch

My mind is filled with despair
Mar 18, 2023
122
May the bus ride be swift & peaceful, godspeed my friend. šŸ’™
 
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DreamEnd

Enlightened
Aug 4, 2022
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have a good trip, keep us posted if you want
 
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SVEN

Enlightened
Apr 3, 2023
1,787
Go softly into sweet sleep, knowing that we hold you fondly in our thoughts. Though no one is with you, you are not alone.
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,322
Goodbye, hope you escape peacefully.
 
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Per Ardua Ad Astra

Per Ardua Ad Astra

Malpractice: NeuroDystrophy-Paralysis-Meds-Injured
Sep 27, 2022
3,640
Per ardua ad astra šŸ’«šŸ•ŠļøšŸ™šŸ’›
 
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SantasHelper

Living the ā€˜giftā€™ of life
Apr 14, 2023
58
I hope you find peace in whatever solution you chose ā¤ļø
 
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LateForTheBus

Experienced
Feb 7, 2023
228
Wishing you a swift and peaceful bus ride. See you on the other side! :heart:
 
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MildlyBetter

MildlyBetter

šŸ™‚
Apr 17, 2023
57
Good luck :heart: I hope you find peace.
 
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TowerRoad

Member
Apr 21, 2023
25
Safe travels to the unknown.
 
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scarecrowbubu

medicine for numbness is love #BOOFSN ( Ķ”Ā° ĶœŹ– Ķ”Ā°)
Apr 25, 2023
85
Wish you a good ride, hope you are better now. ā¤
 
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