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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Ways to induce suicidal desire?
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32
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lionetta12
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Ghost_fairytale
Failed attempts suck
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4
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866
grandeur.egg
grandeur.egg
qwerty1969
Third World Hitman
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14
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1K
qwerty1969
qwerty1969
everlastinghistory
Getting a gun in France
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6
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1K
lionetta12
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T
does anyone else wish they had the guts to ctb?
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36
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2K
Ultracheese
Ultracheese
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How much do you spend to ctb?
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14
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1K
hellispink
hellispink
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Discussion Coping with the fact that 99.5% of males don't have autoimmune diseases
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1
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404
bolt
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Broadland
Gonna finally ctb tonight
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30
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5K
freevoid
freevoid
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Venting I have no reasons to be sad
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14
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1K
hughmun9
hughmun9
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Does anyone want to chat about their ctb journey?
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8
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637
missingpeace
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Method Are there any considerations with storing a Nitrogen cylinder in my closet for indefinite amount of time?
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1
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368
outrider567
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kazewoatsumete
Venting I think the end is close.
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16
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1K
kazewoatsumete
kazewoatsumete
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Just want to double check and confirm: are we allowed to post a photo of the supplies before CTB for feedback?
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1
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431
Shadowlord900
Shadowlord900
letsmokerr
Help with hiding SH from partner
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3
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691
pops589
pops589
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What do you do about family?
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4
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1K
DeathToSpiesSMERSH
DeathToSpiesSMERSH
BluesRunTheGame
BBC News: 'NHS abandoned me after I tried to kill myself'
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10
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1K
Thisisme373
Thisisme373
Misery99
I wish I had a partner to CTB with
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9
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2K
missingpeace
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gatito
  • Question
SH help?
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3
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478
gatito
gatito
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Speaking out into the virtual void because the real world won’t listen
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8
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1K
TooConscious
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cath55555
Venting stuck
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3
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547
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Help The size of a 400l Nitrogen cylinder
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6
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1K
Mare Imbrium
Mare Imbrium
WhenTheyCry
Don't kill yourself, instead kill yourself slowly by drinking alcohol and smoking like the rest of us
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29
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3K
zeroto220
zeroto220
jigsaw_falling
Venting i want to go so bad i can’t take this anymore
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4
Views
715
jigsaw_falling
jigsaw_falling
The Eeyorish One
Venting r/“SW” Ironically Made Me Realize CTB Is Legitimate For Me
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0
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380
The Eeyorish One
The Eeyorish One
bluville
I can't function in this world
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9
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1K
Himalayan
Himalayan
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I feel so violated all the time.
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2
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458
missingpeace
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trucker247
It’s finally happening
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14
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2K
Zegers
Zegers
Gaga786
Venting Does anyone else feel like they are not meant for this life
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31
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2K
Dead Horse
Dead Horse
inlify
SN
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3
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684
qwerty1969
qwerty1969
inlify
Venting My Suffering
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0
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474
inlify
inlify
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anyone from italy?
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8
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358
BroodingBleu
BroodingBleu
UnforgivenAttrition
Venting I gave life a fair shot, but I just don't see the point anymore.
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4
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978
SamTam33
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pinkdarlingg
So much bad shit happening at the same time I’m genuinely questioning if this is some kind of setup for me to kill myself. well, it’s working.
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3
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1K
Zegers
Zegers
SinClaude
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Method It's happening today, 6 hours left, im going to ctb in a very gruesome method due to the lack of methods come and chat and give me any tips.
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2
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1K
SinClaude
SinClaude
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Venting Having multiple methods ready to go would actually relieve my anxiety and give me a chance to fix a lot of things
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7
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1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Leaving in an hour with SN / Final goodbye đź‘‹đź‘‹
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29
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4K
Hahem
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bramblebamblebambe
Help Advice please on whether it would be better to be calm to ctb or can being in an episode (have planned properly the method) would help with si?
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0
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349
bramblebamblebambe
bramblebamblebambe
FuneralCry
Venting In such a horrible world, there is no such thing as existing ever improving.
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2
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390
jodes2
jodes2
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Discussion Getting one's affairs in order
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11
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812
Forever Sleep
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B
so happy to leave tonight
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14
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2K
outrider567
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TAW122
The (you're) not entitled to argument
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4
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1K
Forever Sleep
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anyone muslim?
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6
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1K
CringeNihilism
CringeNihilism
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New method
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5
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921
Sunny-Moon
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TAW122
The Fallacy of Relative Deprivation
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6
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563
TAW122
TAW122
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Attacked by best friend and i should have died
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2
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455
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
exhaustedanonymous
Venting i got permission
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3
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612
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
aeri
Venting what if i killed myself rn
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4
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1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Whats going on?
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7
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532
jodes2
jodes2
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I won't kill myself today or tomorrow but I inevitably will someday
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1
Views
356
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Online Pharmacies in Italy
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1
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343
jodes2
jodes2
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