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Suicide Discussion

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Iris Blue
Discussion Where do you think we go after we CTB
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28
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1K
Rainbow_Jumper
R
neverwashere
Venting I want to die a brutal death
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0
Views
346
neverwashere
neverwashere
cats333
Venting is it normal to feel this empty?
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0
Views
349
cats333
cats333
neverknowsbest0
Discussion cutting veins
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2
Views
510
hellispink
hellispink
Moonshinee
Venting Afraid of mediocrity and remaining in the working class forever
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2
Views
438
piss
piss
Apology
Venting Going to be home all alone for over the next week
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5
Views
846
hellispink
hellispink
edu0z
Venting I like to put out cigarettes on my skin.
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1
Views
421
hellispink
hellispink
DoomValuer
  • Question
Method CTB by electical shock?
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2
Views
614
Blurry_Buildings
Blurry_Buildings
Mistiie
Help What are the aftereffects of CTB on a family?
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2
Views
528
hellispink
hellispink
I
I just want to die
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13
Views
908
chasm
chasm
watereyes
anyone else wake up with a rush of crippling anxiety in the morning?
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12
Views
566
Raindancer
Raindancer
venin.n
I just can’t understand people, the way they behave, the way they function, their values, their lives, their obtuseness, their dullness🌂🐶🐸 Idk…
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7
Views
511
disgustingmale
disgustingmale
disgustingmale
I know I'm going to die by suicide
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1
Views
391
sserafim
sserafim
Justso-tiredof-life
Venting A update to life since ive last been here
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0
Views
346
Justso-tiredof-life
Justso-tiredof-life
violetdevil
How long have you been suicidal for
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85
Views
3K
BlockHammer
BlockHammer
almondmilk
early 20s sucks
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25
Views
870
sanction
sanction
emptymiku
Discussion why do i like the feeling of asphyxia
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3
Views
403
Neogoloid
Neogoloid
MeowTheFlemishCat
Discussion Anyone here actually want to die rather than have their problems go away?
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22
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1K
Neogoloid
Neogoloid
D
More visitors on this site then members!
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11
Views
879
doughmixer1982
D
Mistiie
Worth lowering body mass to OD easier on a smaller amount?
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0
Views
298
Mistiie
Mistiie
carnivalforone
Venting my existence is pathetic
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11
Views
688
carnivalforone
carnivalforone
Bunnybrains
At the end of the day i am just a fucking loser
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6
Views
528
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
R
I Failed :(
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10
Views
809
iwkmlol
I
Y
todays the day
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14
Views
653
haibane
haibane
hi-okbye
.. i'm alive
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29
Views
2K
ohyouknow
ohyouknow
G
I've blown my second chance
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0
Views
366
guyfromasmalltown
G
undynee
Help I need someone to help talk me through self harm (by call maybe)
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6
Views
887
Apology
Apology
E
SN (M)
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2
Views
533
AllFoxedOut
AllFoxedOut
hi-okbye
goodbye <3
Replies
85
Views
6K
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
lyiu
Help give me reasons to not tell my therapist abt this site (UPDATE: I TOLD HER she didnt respond yet)
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15
Views
1K
ben_
ben_
sserafim
I feel like I’m being pushed towards ctb
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2
Views
346
anonymousfoxxo
anonymousfoxxo
zombiegirl
the rush from planning suicide
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2
Views
375
higherthanthesun
higherthanthesun
lyiu
Discussion do u believe in reincarnation?
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31
Views
1K
NocturnILL
NocturnILL
I
Help Any french speaker that could help me ? I am brain fogged and can't manage to understand all I should have to understand about my methods.
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0
Views
374
illAF
I
obei
Method I think I have my final plan
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4
Views
955
10years2long
1
Kore
Venting Does anyone else kinda ‘like’ being in a hole? Idk
Replies
14
Views
757
Reimustein
Reimustein
BackpackBones
Any methods to make yourself permanently mute?
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4
Views
816
Spiritual survivor
Spiritual survivor
A
So unfair
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0
Views
304
Ailashan
A
P
Help Which adapter-thread do I use for my Helium method?
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0
Views
680
Podlerman
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Suicidebydeath
Venting Loneliness is painful
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4
Views
425
hermestrimegistus
hermestrimegistus
M
MDMA and Xanax.
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4
Views
500
SorrowfulDrugUser
SorrowfulDrugUser
F
Ordering SN from Poland to UK
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20
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2K
viljalauss
viljalauss
Meimi18
Help Burning SH advice?
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1
Views
663
evrchanging
evrchanging
dreaming_of_pearl
Help My gf got a job and I’m very proud of her but I’m too chronically sick to work rn and idk what to do when she’s gone?
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3
Views
460
TheDog_
TheDog_
Neogoloid
Help Guys I almost got this hanging fully down pact! Soon I’ll be ready to get out of here. This is my final question unless anything goes wrong.
Replies
3
Views
826
Neogoloid
Neogoloid
S
N in Mexico
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2
Views
572
Ernest1964
E
MiMif
Just failed a hanging
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12
Views
1K
MiMif
MiMif
K
Is it my time?
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0
Views
334
Kit1
K
LucifersIntrovert
MDS for SN
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0
Views
487
LucifersIntrovert
LucifersIntrovert
S
Discussion My bolt cutters came today…
Replies
4
Views
520
sadone2122
S
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