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iwantitalltoend
Experienced
- Feb 18, 2023
- 246
The only reason I'm still alive is because I don't know yet which method to choose because I'm afraid of physical pain. If I could have a gun and shoot myself in the head and die instantly it would be perfect, but I live in Romania and it's very hard to get a gun here. Euthanasia would also be perfect but unfortunately it's illegal. Death by carbon monoxide doesn't sound bad, it's a fast death but I'm not sure exactly how to do it. I just want a fast and painless death