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Suicide Discussion

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Oneness
Venting Tinder has only worsened my mental health
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3
Views
448
koipu1337
koipu1337
sami.v
Discussion I cant imagine myself here in 5 years
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3
Views
478
silentnights56
S
HealMyBrain
The long wait
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3
Views
358
Abyssal
Abyssal
D
Venting The illusion of childhood is an intoxicating bubble that shields us from the horrifying reality of life
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1
Views
429
silentnights56
S
yufei
Venting My parents are arguing because I want to kill myself
Replies
23
Views
3K
silentnights56
S
GreenGlassDoor
Venting I dont have any reason to be depressed
Replies
2
Views
463
hellispink
hellispink
everlastinghistory
Venting We broke up
Replies
3
Views
461
Yaffle
Y
Smelly_ballz
Is it too selfish of me to ctb knowing my s/o will probably follow me?
Replies
8
Views
703
hellispink
hellispink
SquirtleKyun
  • Question
Using VR as an escape?
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1
Views
389
Callmeswerve
Callmeswerve
LifeTransit_1
Another day of pain comes and goes.
Replies
6
Views
466
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
teddyxD
Rate my plan
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13
Views
886
hellispink
hellispink
hopelessoceanic25
Resource Books
Replies
4
Views
657
ropearoundatree
R
mafuyu
Venting i’m too much of a coward to ctb
Replies
9
Views
1K
cherry7
C
puella
Venting Bored
Replies
5
Views
628
leavingthesoultrap
leavingthesoultrap
G
Venting I’m turning 45 in a few days …
Replies
11
Views
722
pitchodile
pitchodile
Remanant
What if we had the inbuilt ability to ctb?
Replies
14
Views
1K
Rev346
Rev346
Nineinchnails
Venting It's over
Replies
1
Views
461
Kalista
K
L
SN Seized at UK Customs
Replies
11
Views
1K
losing hope
L
DeathSleep
How did you pick a day to ctb?
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3
Views
360
piss
piss
D
is N available in cusco?
Replies
1
Views
394
DreamEnd
D
fleurr
  • Question
what's a story you want people to hear before you ctb?
Replies
0
Views
284
fleurr
fleurr
bastard
Venting addiction
Replies
3
Views
470
bastard
bastard
Unattainable666
Help IS THERE ANYONE WHO UNDERSTANDS ME?
Replies
9
Views
710
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
LunaRose
What happens if I fail and cops see me. Do they arrest me. Am I in trouble?
Replies
7
Views
882
tunnelV
tunnelV
Y
Is CTB a comfort blanket for you?
Replies
27
Views
1K
AgainChrisis
A
T
Help IDK i have no answer
Replies
1
Views
348
FuneralGrey
F
Efilismislife
Method Method, help choosing need input
Replies
0
Views
471
Efilismislife
Efilismislife
Darkover
you know your in a terrible horrible world
Replies
9
Views
563
R_N
R_N
FuneralCry
Venting We should be able to just die in peace exactly when we wish to
Replies
5
Views
477
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
KAZ-2Y5
Help Hanging, partial hanging help
Replies
3
Views
1K
Justnotme
Justnotme
B
Method Jumping, concrete vs other hard surfaces
Replies
2
Views
954
Lookoutbelow
Lookoutbelow
Wolfalb
Venting I wish that I had a partner. I feel like I'm unlovable.
Replies
10
Views
798
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
Iris Blue
Why does something only feel wrong when I’m not suicidal?
Replies
8
Views
456
Kit1
K
Some place nice
What will happen?
Replies
1
Views
297
Worndown
Worndown
N
Venting How was your childhood ?
Replies
20
Views
712
Orange Cat
O
FuneralCry
Venting I’d see it as something positive to cease existing
Replies
2
Views
414
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
numar
SN fasting period
Replies
1
Views
380
Deleted member 65988
D
P
Method Helium - what size is this? Help plz
Replies
7
Views
822
Mare Imbrium
Mare Imbrium
burglarlydante
Venting Should I jump of a bridge now?
Replies
4
Views
506
Kundalini Guy
Kundalini Guy
partymonster
Is this the Right sn
Replies
7
Views
490
Deleted member 65988
D
Aries
Help What reason can i give in ordering SN?
Replies
6
Views
1K
gbi2
G
Toobrokentofix
Eye drop cocktail 🍸 👁 😴
Replies
0
Views
358
Toobrokentofix
Toobrokentofix
cactusflower
Does anyone else think that living for another 60 or something years is exhausting?
Replies
47
Views
2K
Kit1
K
Morte
I hate living in a country where they expect you to work more than 10 hours a day
Replies
7
Views
613
gantaigarashi
gantaigarashi
FuneralCry
Venting It disturbs me the thought of reaching an old age
Replies
16
Views
1K
LivideLamb
LivideLamb
Darkover
The world is a mostly horrible place
Replies
2
Views
465
DEATH IS FREEDOM
DEATH IS FREEDOM
WrongGuy47
How many years it has been since you have wanted to kill yourself? And how many and what all attempts you have made since then?
Replies
53
Views
3K
Lost Dreamer
Lost Dreamer
S
Any suggestions?
Replies
2
Views
368
slitdown
S
onthelastday
Discussion If you went back in time for 4 years, what would you say to yourself?
Replies
90
Views
4K
Lost Dreamer
Lost Dreamer
Rainlink
Help
Replies
6
Views
436
Rainlink
Rainlink
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