Anybody else feel like they're just meant to commit suicide?

[logi3535]

it kindof hurts when people tell you "well have you tried finding a hobby? seeking help?" etc... i know most people just wanna help but i think life is what you make of it and sometimes you just can't make anything at all. for me, nothing has ever worked, life becomes a lot less joyful when you've lost your passion, or if you ever even had it to begin with

 

[ctvunny]

I feel you. Tbh before I would say no but now, maybe I am meant to ctb. Sometimes, I think I only want to recover because of SI.

 

[Chronicoverwhelm]

I can relate 100% to a lot of the comments on this post.
For me it feels like CTB could have been decided for me before birth. Since as young an age that I can remember, I always knew I would CTB. Never imagined aging, retirement, etc.. I never expected to make it to my late 40s and feel that I have way over-stayed my welcome. This past year or so, it seems like the Universe is giving me a kick in the a$$ over and over again to just get going already.