SaveOurLastGoodbye
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- Jan 14, 2024
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Recently I've decided that I'm tired of feeling alone, broken and unlovable. I'm tired of feeling like all everyone does is backstab and abandon me. I'm tired of having my heart broken repeatedly when all I want is to just love and be loved. Nothing ever feels like it's going to change, and I feel like my mental health just keeps getting worse and worse every day.
Since around New Years' I've started seriously thinking about ending it. I've been looking into various ways to do it, trying to find the most effective and painless. Initially I had the idea to take either KCN or KCl, but I read those are both extremely painful, and I'm extremely scared of my last moments being those of agony. I don't have a gun or any place to hang up a rope so I feel like my only real option is to use some kind of poison or meds. My thoughts have been on using H or He but I'm not sure where exactly I can get access to either. I know there are He balloon canisters but from what I've heard those aren't 100% pure He so I'm kind of at a loss on what to do.
Can someone please tell me some of the more accessible, effective, and/or painless methods? And where can I find them?
Since around New Years' I've started seriously thinking about ending it. I've been looking into various ways to do it, trying to find the most effective and painless. Initially I had the idea to take either KCN or KCl, but I read those are both extremely painful, and I'm extremely scared of my last moments being those of agony. I don't have a gun or any place to hang up a rope so I feel like my only real option is to use some kind of poison or meds. My thoughts have been on using H or He but I'm not sure where exactly I can get access to either. I know there are He balloon canisters but from what I've heard those aren't 100% pure He so I'm kind of at a loss on what to do.
Can someone please tell me some of the more accessible, effective, and/or painless methods? And where can I find them?