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Suicide Discussion

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ThisMortalCoil
I broke my ankle, can’t walk or drive, and am feeling hopeless
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5
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336
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
D
I'm so tired of existing
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2
Views
311
Lookoutbelow
Lookoutbelow
alivefornow
Discussion What if...
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13
Views
582
undecided
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R
Venting I think the only way I could get help would be to attempt to CTB. But I don't want a failed attempt. When I do it I have to succeed.
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4
Views
381
undecided
U
StalkedByDeath
Venting Divorce
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13
Views
632
doneforlife
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D
Which benzo is best for sn?
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2
Views
658
DreamEnd
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B
Method Will blood pressure pills do it? Would prefer fentanyl but don’t know how to get it.
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6
Views
738
bodhi2
B
jajajamielee
I have some chemicals... which one sounds best?
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3
Views
456
jajajamielee
jajajamielee
Lynx.
The burden of being alive
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6
Views
765
Lynx.
Lynx.
yaldabaoth
locations to ctb with firearm
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2
Views
543
yaldabaoth
yaldabaoth
MenschenmĂĽhle
Venting How much I hate everyone
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2
Views
550
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Takamagahara
Help Watching my own funeral
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10
Views
2K
SaltySuh
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höstdepressioner
Venting my boyfriend told me he doesn't know if he can stop me ftom ctbing
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11
Views
690
deathxo
deathxo
avaruus
Just finished writing my suicide note
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5
Views
591
avaruus
avaruus
T
Ambien (Zolpidem) OD or combination method?
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4
Views
550
thislife77
T
kilowatt
Story Getting closer with each day
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1
Views
314
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
nembutal
ex has access to dark web, what should i ask for?
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12
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2K
seekingpeacefulend
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minato
What does overdosing feel like?
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23
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2K
NoEpoh27
NoEpoh27
Darkover
i don't know what has the right to bring you alive to live out your misery
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4
Views
616
Arihman
Arihman
serah
Venting its all exhausting
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0
Views
242
serah
serah
carac
  • Poll
Violent or peaceful ctb and antidepressants
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0
Views
288
carac
carac
W
Lifespan in 21st century
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6
Views
478
Secrets1
Secrets1
S
I told ones closest to me that I'm going to die by suicide
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3
Views
397
Aim
Aim
hallowed_
Help Self induced vomit
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1
Views
439
Dying Knight
Dying Knight
ddn.ctb
How close are you to CTB tonight?
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15
Views
787
tiltherainstops
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suchaprettygard3n
Venting does anyone else feel like even ctb is too much? effort?
Replies
33
Views
2K
iamsofkntired
iamsofkntired
Lost_my_soul
Venting Annoying
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5
Views
442
ThisUnrest
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PandaBe
Help How to deal with SI
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1
Views
411
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Secrets1
Entanglements, entrepreneurship
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3
Views
324
Darkover
Darkover
FuneralCry
Venting I hate it when people say disgusting things like “suicide is never the answer”
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6
Views
646
Unknown21
Unknown21
H
Help Sn gram to teaspoon
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4
Views
427
Black Sheep One
Black Sheep One
K
doubting myself
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0
Views
259
k7654321
K
T
  • Question
Help How to properly cut people off?
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6
Views
1K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
L
Despair and Loneliness
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1
Views
341
nood11
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FailureToAll
Venting Tired
Replies
3
Views
409
Amidaa
Amidaa
AshesofSadness
Venting I hope i didnt ruin my chance
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2
Views
351
puella
puella
W
Wanting to check composition of SN.
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12
Views
791
ToTheTwillight
ToTheTwillight
Boudika
Help I fucked up by telling my online friend that I was going to ctb. How do I calm her down and tell her that I am not going to ctb?
Replies
9
Views
954
StalkedByDeath
StalkedByDeath
len
Venting no one knows how i feel and it's killing me
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4
Views
314
Left
Left
V
Help Is there any way i can ctb within the next 24 hours, i am getting really desperate
Replies
4
Views
662
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
roseleaf
Venting hey guys
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4
Views
359
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Just bought a rope :)
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2
Views
397
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
g&hexmhn
Venting Imagine if being called annoying was your final straw /s
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3
Views
400
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
lwlaiet8887
How can I use my death as activism for my mother and understanding of those who commit suicide?
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14
Views
846
Enlighten
Enlighten
Tesha
Tell me not to
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10
Views
517
carac
carac
A
Venting Nonsense
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9
Views
451
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
geraldofrivia
Help Will jumping off of a 5 story building roof be enough?
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10
Views
1K
Wisdom3_1-9
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sadidiot0328
Discussion Anyone else feel like they have to tell white lies to their psychiatrist?
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9
Views
591
alivefornow
alivefornow
greyblue_bian
Happiness is a choice.
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8
Views
917
Gleysson
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Discussion Would you still be suicidal if you did everything right in life?
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65
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3K
kyuuketsuki
kyuuketsuki
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