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Suicide Discussion

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I am an Israeli, I want to ctb
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19
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Eegretfrex
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MiMif
Venting I was reading suicide boy and just realized something.
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3
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626
MiMif
MiMif
irregularreconcile
Venting Tired 10/13/23
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0
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282
irregularreconcile
irregularreconcile
suicidestyle
HOW TO WRITE A SUICIDE NOTE!?
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18
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906
bonnibelbubble
bonnibelbubble
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  • Question
Did an Aquarium Test on SN.
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8
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888
NeverMore21
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ddn.ctb
Write a police report on how you will be found.
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2
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371
Suicidebydeath
Suicidebydeath
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I'll be gone next weekend.
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7
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913
Mortadelo
Mortadelo
2BDamned
need a painful way to kill myself.
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12
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918
cosifantutti
cosifantutti
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Discussion If I want to live stream/record my exit for others to see: Is there something wrong with me?
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44
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3K
ddn.ctb
ddn.ctb
Banshe
I'm dying friday morning so I can stop from hurting anyone again.
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46
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2K
Freyja13
Freyja13
lovely_doses
Venting lonely in my own relationship
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7
Views
895
Rouge4000
Rouge4000
Arihman
Resource A new Efilism wiki has been created.
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1
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626
Darkover
Darkover
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I’m on the edge
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2
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342
tiredone
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CTB Suggestions
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3
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322
love2-1
love2-1
Sigh_Sigh_Sigh
  • Poll
Leaving a letter
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10
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1K
a_depressed_lizard
a_depressed_lizard
d3c4y
NSFW dead pet
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15
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2K
pole
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jussrav
Sn help
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3
Views
639
wendy5c
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ardacalvin
I think this is the night
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10
Views
592
EternalShore
EternalShore
SolomonKado
Discussion Funeral and burial…
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11
Views
774
Boudika
Boudika
FuneralCry
Venting Do you wish that you died at a younger age?
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39
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2K
plastic
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BlazingBob
I'm dying of loneliness
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6
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464
BlazingBob
BlazingBob
Ashe
Venting Mental instability
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1
Views
393
wendy5c
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Darkover
Life is bad death is good
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4
Views
296
Huggs
Huggs
Waiting for death
I’ve failed in first attempt.
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1
Views
402
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
rabbit_feet
I want to s/h but I don't know how
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9
Views
506
obei
obei
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Travelling/country to a location for jumping.
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3
Views
409
TooConscious
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wastingtime
i feel so spoiled
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5
Views
461
Enlighten
Enlighten
lovely_doses
đź’­
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0
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363
lovely_doses
lovely_doses
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struggle
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2
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277
plastic
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C
NSFW anyone to ctb right now while videochatting?
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12
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3K
ddn.ctb
ddn.ctb
F
Benzo substitutions for SN
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6
Views
507
Deleted member 65988
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B
Imposter syndrome
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2
Views
310
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
lwlaiet8887
Venting Being truly suicidal is agony
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3
Views
422
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Gathering strengh to SN ctb
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4
Views
372
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Shiva_Story
Can we outgrow the NPC feedback loop and live with intention, beyond instant gratification?
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0
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256
Shiva_Story
Shiva_Story
DT2007
What's wrong
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0
Views
255
DT2007
DT2007
ardacalvin
I finally said goodbye to mother
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3
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1K
username8888
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ardacalvin
the pain to ourselves and the pain to the others
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2
Views
365
username8888
U
A
  • Question
Help CTB via Partial hanging and Trazodone?
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7
Views
669
ApostleOfPain
A
S
Help I cant do this anymore
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4
Views
429
Waiting for death
Waiting for death
ardacalvin
After 3 years I'm back with my N stored and waiting for me.
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8
Views
932
username8888
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C
Help I want to ctb but I havent made any plan yet, where should I start?
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8
Views
672
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Vizzy
Help Help in purchasing Nembutal
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52
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4K
LilaBlues
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A
Possibly ctb this weekend - night night method
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4
Views
408
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Aim
Maybe a litle off topic.
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0
Views
240
Aim
Aim
AShipinthedark
Venting I still blame myself...
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2
Views
319
AShipinthedark
AShipinthedark
YoungJijii
If I were to CTB using a gun would it be better for me to aim for the heart or for the head?
Replies
8
Views
978
STTP
STTP
mothflakes
Method Clarification about sn protocol
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5
Views
641
mothercoin
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Darkover
freedom hypocrisy
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2
Views
277
R_N
R_N
P
Need advice
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10
Views
414
Uhh
Uhh
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