if thats how you feel, perhaps this isn't the best forum for you. it always makes me sad when i see a new goodbye post but im sad that this person has had so much pain and suffering in their life that its brought them to this point. im always sorry to see people go but i am hopeful that they are now at peace and have found freedom from the things that have tormented them in this life. i do realise it can be quite a sobering realisation seeing so many people here following through with taking their own life but after all, this is a suicide forum so it is what is expected