MidnightDream

MidnightDream

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Sep 5, 2022
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I wonder if anyone knew her. States that she was a member here, or at least got her info from here. May she rest in peace
 
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hexd

hexd

I draw with silver, and it turns red.
May 3, 2023
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seems very peaceful! too bad SN is so difficult to get.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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Seems strange to me that they buried her and then exhumed her for the post mortem. I thought they always performed autopsies after a suspected suicide. Maybe they thought it was natural causes.

It's strange to see it like that. I guess they have to produce these reports to help out other medical professionals but it's weird to think pictures of your corpse could be all over the internet. Poor woman. I guess they were fairly respectful but it still feels kind of weird.

I'm always kind of astounded as well at how much information they choose to reveal. They criticise websites like this for providing detailed instructions and then, do the same thing! I saw a police report once with photographs of the antiemetics he used! The first time I found out about SN was through a report like that or this. I'm not convinced they consider that aspect.

I'm squemish, so it's upsetting to see and read some of the details. You just hope she didn't suffer. It scares me but then- all sorts of nasty things can happen to the human body naturally. When I had a gallstone removed from the bile duct, the nurse said they sucked out a whole load of nasty gunge with it. I thought- no wonder I've been feeling so shit!

Poor woman though. At least she's at peace now. I believe that. At least, I want to with all my heart.
 
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Styxx

Member
Jan 21, 2024
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Doesn't suicide with SN take 2 days?
Or can it be done faster, within minutes?
 
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stuckinthemud

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Nov 14, 2023
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Doesn't suicide with SN take 2 days?
Or can it be done faster, within minutes?
where did you hear 2 days ? From when you ingest it hopefully within 10-15 mins.
I'm wondering though after reading the article does it cause heart attack ?
 
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betternever2havbeen

Paragon
Jun 19, 2022
932
Fuck, hope I don't end up in a scientific journal...hopefully family can say no to that. No privacy even in death. If a regular person took photos we'd rightly call them a ghoul. I understand documenting it, but not putting it on the internet for literally anyone to see.
 
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UKscotty

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May 20, 2021
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Not a badly written piece to be fair, they didn't really need to put the url to the forum thread but could have been worse I guess.

Not sure her family will appreciate reading it though... they are pretty graphic eh
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
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When they talk about heart arrest it means the heart stops beating, causing death. It doesn't mean heart attack, which is something different.
 
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AnonymousL

Specialist
Apr 5, 2023
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The article says that death by the ingestion of SN is not common? So low succes rate ?
 
Old Friend

Old Friend

Sleep well, Airstrip One.
Sep 24, 2023
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More that it's not a well-known method in the outside world. It seems to have a fairly good success rate, if this forum is anything to go by.
 
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thinvy

Woefully Yours, Luka
Aug 7, 2023
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(I didn't take a screenshot of where it said, but it's towards the end)who the hell is offering consultations on here??? or are they counting us explaining to one another as """consultations"""

glad she's finally at rest though, poor thing. I never made it to that low of a BMI, but at my lowest I felt so fucking awful.

I can't help but wonder if Ive spoken to her though, through the eating disorder forums or here.
 
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ScubaCTB

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Jan 1, 2024
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seems very peaceful! too bad SN is so difficult to get.

Is it really that hard to find? I did a simple search (not with Google) and found 98% SN that I could order right now. Not my method so I don't know what exactly is needed. But the company did make me enter an address to determine shipping eligibility. Probably easier to get in the US than Europe, Canada, Australia, etc.?
 
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betternever2havbeen

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Jun 19, 2022
932
@ScubaCTB are you sure they don't just send to businesses and labs?
 
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ScubaCTB

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Jan 1, 2024
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@ScubaCTB are you sure they don't just send to businesses and labs?

I just went back to the site and clicked "check out as guest." The shipping costs are really expensive, I guess because it's considered a hazardous material. But when I clicked guest checkout, it took me to a page to enter my address and payment info. The spot for "company/institution information" is optional to enter. So with shipping, on this site, it's $153 and it would ship tomorrow.

And @betternever2havbeen, if you really are that desperate for SN and they will only ship to a company or institution, it is very easy and relatively inexpensive to form a shell company (LLC) in the US, call it a "lab" and get what you need. I form shell companies for clients all the time.
 
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betternever2havbeen

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Jun 19, 2022
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@ScubaCTB That sounds promising! I know it's easy to still get if you live in the middle East and maybe places like Poland, people are finding it hard most other places tho. Unfortunately it's super hard to get it into the UK now because of customs. I'm interested in what sort of thing they ask for when ordering as a company since if I did that I could literally get from somewhere in the UK easily and without a welfare check I assume. Thanks for the tip , I wonder if you can form companies like that in the UK...
 
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ScubaCTB

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Jan 1, 2024
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@ScubaCTB That sounds promising! I know it's easy to still get if you live in the middle East and maybe places like Poland, people are finding it hard most other places tho. Unfortunately it's super hard to get it into the UK now because of customs. I'm interested in what sort of thing they ask for when ordering as a company since if I did that I could literally get from somewhere in the UK easily and without a welfare check I assume. Thanks for the tip , I wonder if you can form companies like that in the UK...

You can form a shell company in the US, with a registered agent in the US, but a principal place of business in London or Glasgow or whatever. You can have things shipped to your US company, but to your principal place of business address in the UK. If your intent is to use this shell company for this one particular purpose of getting SN, it is very easy and relatively inexpensive. Again I do it all the time for clients trying to skirt taxes! :)
 
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betternever2havbeen

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Jun 19, 2022
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@ScubaCTB that's definitely something to look into, thank you for your help!
 
hexd

hexd

I draw with silver, and it turns red.
May 3, 2023
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Is it really that hard to find? I did a simple search (not with Google) and found 98% SN that I could order right now. Not my method so I don't know what exactly is needed. But the company did make me enter an address to determine shipping eligibility. Probably easier to get in the US than Europe, Canada, Australia, etc.?
places scam alot for it, ive heard its hard to get and theres so many scams so i kinda stay away unless someone has ordered from there before.
 
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cryone

cryone

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Nov 23, 2023
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holy shit, why does it have photos? kinda fucked up.
 
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ScubaCTB

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Jan 1, 2024
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places scam alot for it, ive heard its hard to get and theres so many scams so i kinda stay away unless someone has ordered from there before.

The place I found is a well-known U.S. brand. But again it says 98% SN and I don't know if that's what people need or not...?
 
Adûnâi

Adûnâi

Little Russian in-cel
Apr 25, 2020
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> "crime scene data"

My sides.

> "Recently, the incidence of intentional NaNO2 poisoning has increased, especially among young adults, and this phenomenon is a major cause of concern. This practice has substantially increased in the USA,18, 19, 20 Canada,21 South Korea,22,23 Australia,24 and Europe,25, 26, 27, 28 where several cases have been recorded in recent years."

YOU make the difference. ©
 
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mortuarymary

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Jan 17, 2024
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holy shit, why does it have photos? kinda fucked up.
Sorry, should have put a warning up
seems very peaceful! too bad SN is so difficult to get.
I thought that too. Got me thinking.
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where did you hear 2 days ? From when you ingest it hopefully within 10-15 mins.
I'm wondering though after reading the article does it cause heart attack ?
I think they didn't investigate for 2 days. Not sure if original autopsy was done or was done once she was exhumed. I'd have thought an autopsy would have been done firstly to determine death. Very strange.
only found the cups days later
So sorry if the pics upset anyone. My deepest apologies but thought the article was very good and wanted to share.
The place I found is a well-known U.S. brand. But again it says 98% SN and I don't know if that's what people need or not...?
98 or 99% should work.
wouldn't butchers sell it? Silly I know.
I hear of someone drinking the liquid that comes with hotdogs as that's pretty high with it, but again I know not much on SN
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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Looks like she was a fellow member here. She is free now, may she rest in peace 🕊

I find it odd why the cups were found days later or why she would write this rough "Instructions" on a piece of paper along with SN=sasu.org
 
ChildrensITV

ChildrensITV

Arcanist
Mar 14, 2023
455
Fuck, hope I don't end up in a scientific journal...hopefully family can say no to that. No privacy even in death. If a regular person took photos we'd rightly call them a ghoul. I understand documenting it, but not putting it on the internet for literally anyone to see.

Your face would be censored and most people on earth won't know who you are. Your own family might not even recognize you from the pics. And most of mankind don't read articles like this. You will be fine.

I'd take a picture of the back of my head and back being in an article that most of mankind will never look at over living this life much longer.

@Forever Sleep
 
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