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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Help any things at home one could use to try to feel high-like?
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9
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794
Mirrory Me
Mirrory Me
leavingthesoultrap
Venting existence
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5
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454
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
underscore_nine
does anyone have a code word they use to refer to CTB?
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13
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627
Tokugawa_Yoshinobu
Tokugawa_Yoshinobu
wistfulness
AITA? Teen Caretaker (Repost)
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5
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463
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
Darkover
never existing is better then life
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4
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413
Slow_Farewell
Slow_Farewell
MrDarkness
Discussion Samurai death/suicide poems
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7
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1K
Peerless_Cucumber
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M
Discussion If I jumped from the middle floor of my apartment like this one what would happen and how painful would it be ?
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8
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716
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
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I'm new here
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14
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571
Pg.964
Pg.964
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Venting Save me
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4
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606
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
Abyssal
Venting I wonder how many lurkers hate me
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15
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1K
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
ringo99
Which celebrity who died by ctb did you truly miss and felt left a meaningful impact on your life when they were alive?
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7
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638
Slow_Farewell
Slow_Farewell
zombiegirl
confession
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5
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705
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
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Any ideas on how to have the cops find me after I’ve drowned?
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3
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400
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
inaminute
Please help
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3
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429
inaminute
inaminute
F
  • Poll
Discussion Given the choice, would you have been born in the first place? Poll
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56
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3K
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
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Venting My first suicidal depression
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0
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301
hopeless08
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Zebulon
How much is a megadose benzos?
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2
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371
Zebulon
Zebulon
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who keeps checking the forum frequently for a magical source of N to suddenly appear?
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22
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1K
ayeyiyi
ayeyiyi
bunny_brownie9
SN and psych meds, would they interact?
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5
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487
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
V
Od on paracetemol
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7
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386
Praestat_Mori
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dogemn
  • Question
Discussion Have antidepressants done anything for you?
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5
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468
cold_severance
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Return2themoonlight
Discussion What do you desire ?🤔
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38
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2K
leavingthesoultrap
leavingthesoultrap
AliceinNeverland
Have my sn and meto, not sure how to feel
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3
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358
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
Euthanasia
Method I live in Korea.
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21
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2K
_apathetic
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Discussion Over 50,000 Americans died of suicide in 2023
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10
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792
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
TheGoodGuy
Adult life isn´t worth living
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27
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3K
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
Hellish Ore
Help Antiemetics for SN
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2
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365
Mateira
M
acey
27 Club
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15
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1K
Captive_Mind515
Captive_Mind515
Janine
Help Dimenhydrinat as an antiemetic?
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0
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271
Janine
Janine
Toxic Positivity
It feels like it's time.
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0
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321
Toxic Positivity
Toxic Positivity
Tokugawa_Yoshinobu
NSFW Violent sexual fantasies yet no will to over come SI if I were to ctb
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6
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674
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
L
Goodbye thread / SN and LSD
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85
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5K
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
S
Ads Ads ADS!!!!!!
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23
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1K
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
Death is my goal
DAE feel the site changed after it got popular?
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17
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906
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
F
Venting I've accepted that I will never be able to pass an interview and get hired. No matter how much I practice, I always mess up.
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4
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544
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
wilbursoot6969
What’s the risk of a welfare check if I order SN?
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54
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4K
dreamingofrest
dreamingofrest
tpboy
Story Anyone here listen to Alan Watts and his thoughts on death?
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4
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798
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
Story My sister just left for a concert…
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5
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677
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
E
15 Days to Fly!
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16
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1K
eashanm
E
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Help What type of gun is this and how do I use it?
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5
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1K
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
NSFW Throbbing c*ck, brain wants death
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3
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825
leavingthesoultrap
leavingthesoultrap
phersper
Am i the only one who got a beautiful life until psych drugs ruined it all ?
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56
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4K
Ashu
Ashu
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Discussion Do you think that if one shoots himself with a shotgun inside his mouth toward the brain if one might end up blind, deaf and mute?
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7
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1K
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
Xiukitty
Venting I’m angry and tired
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1
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251
Worndown
Worndown
bunintherug
i’m getting mad at my partner for keeping me here
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0
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254
bunintherug
bunintherug
tpboy
A continuing state of extreme pain, punishment, suffering, or torment with no seeming chance of reprieve.
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7
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518
tpboy
tpboy
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How can I measure 25 grams of SN without a scale?
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9
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1K
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
exhausted_demiboy
Venting ctbing because of my country's terrible healthcare system
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5
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596
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
nembutal
can anyone share their note drafts / places to read notes?
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0
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268
nembutal
nembutal
offtoseethewizard
SN source for Australia?
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1
Views
332
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
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