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BlackBlood6

BlackBlood6

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Dec 7, 2023
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honestly, not sure i got the balls for this but there is like literally nothing else i can do


how do this work? i know you submerge yourself but then what? do you let water fill your lungs? if so how? any tips/advice on this appreciated thx
 
Electric1

Electric1

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Dec 18, 2023
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I assume you could just tie weights down to yourself and wait. But consciously drowning is horrible from what I've heard. I think you can take sleeping pills and fall asleep in the bath to drown, but I don't really know too much about that. However, I do know that SBW (Shallow water blackout) is possible in a tub. That seems like it would be most likely to work. Lookup Aaron Carter's cause of death.
 
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BlackBlood6

BlackBlood6

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Dec 7, 2023
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I assume you could just tie weights down to yourself and wait. But consciously drowning is horrible from what I've heard. I think you can take sleeping pills and fall asleep in the bath to drown, but I don't really know too much about that. However, I do know that SBW (Shallow water blackout) is possible in a tub. That seems like it would be most likely to work. Lookup Aaron Carter's cause of death.
Will look that up now.

But I remember i've almost drowned a few times in my life. Indeed it's extremely painful. I just have this though that as much as I want to die and as much as i'm afraid of failing and ending up worse with other methods I could push through the pain. I just don't know how to submerge. Like hold breath, don't. not sure on that
Lookup Aaron Carter's cause of death.
right after searching hyperventilation guide as asphyxiants i got the picture thx
I'm guessing AC died face up. Would face up be okay if inhaled? or would face down be better?
 
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mortuarymary

mortuarymary

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Jan 17, 2024
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SI kicks it. Not an ideal way to go.
 
mortuarymary

mortuarymary

Enlightened
Jan 17, 2024
1,363
I did think last year that taking an OD and going into a hot tub. But i didnt. I don't even like to bath incase I fall asleep and drown. ( I do shower though) lol
 

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