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FadingDawn

FadingDawn

Experienced
Jul 18, 2023
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All my dreams, that i ever cared or could care about, are mostly dead and gone. I just hate how stupid and useless i am. I'm too stupid to do anything i cared about. Life is just a bunch of dead ideals, and a long procession of dissapointment. Nothing here sufficient to interest me. I just wish i was gone.
 
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Mitsumi

Mitsumi

Student
Dec 23, 2023
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Same here, I failed at everything.
 
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cosmic_traveler

cosmic_traveler

Eternal Spirit Experiencing a Human Moment
Dec 23, 2023
310
All my dreams, that i ever cared or could care about, are mostly dead and gone. I just hate how stupid and useless i am. I'm too stupid to do anything i cared about. Life is just a bunch of dead ideals, and a long procession of dissapointment. Nothing here sufficient to interest me. I just wish i was gone.
Life is miserable when it's always lemons.
 
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Dliena

Dliena

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Dec 22, 2023
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Honestly me.
 
DesperateOne

DesperateOne

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May 25, 2023
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All my dreams, that i ever cared or could care about, are mostly dead and gone. I just hate how stupid and useless i am. I'm too stupid to do anything i cared about. Life is just a bunch of dead ideals, and a long procession of dissapointment. Nothing here sufficient to interest me. I just wish i was gone.
The most tragic thing for me is that I never really tried or even got the chance to aim for my dreams, relationships, education etc... When looking around the world and what kind of households people grew up in I had a pretty okayish parents, but the mental illness and isolation totally destroyed me. I guess I was also at fault by being super lazy and stupid, but I don't know what part of that is just my brain being like that and what part of that I could've actually controlled...

I hate myself for not getting out of this prison that I've built for myself and do something amazing that would make my parents feel proud. Even if I failed, hey at least I tried doing something, instead of rotting at home for all these years, feeling sorry for myself and missing out on pretty much everything.
 
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