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Suicide Discussion

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Darkover
human life is like trash being recycled over and over.
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4
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396
lifewasawillow
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K
How to order SN to local University Chemistry Lab?
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3
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360
Kay_Philosopher
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the_fail_man
Legal Issues with CTB and Mom
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13
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627
the_fail_man
the_fail_man
D
Help Failed my attempt
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7
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2K
Praestat_Mori
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AnonymousL
Help Anti emetic, what should I feel?
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8
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632
AnonymousL
AnonymousL
AnonymousL
Help How much benzo do I need
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0
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325
AnonymousL
AnonymousL
wildflowers1996
I don't understand autism
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11
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967
doomer843
doomer843
arthurkuzechov
Too wide thrahea for "Night-night method"
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0
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938
arthurkuzechov
arthurkuzechov
C
How to decide on a date?
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6
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345
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
M
Venting A life where I’m me isn’t a life worth living
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2
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787
Mayfly
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rougarou
SN vs N- pros and cons?
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27
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2K
sserafim
sserafim
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Venting Wish no one loved me
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1
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325
Mirrory Me
Mirrory Me
Ksmиda
Help What would happen if I drank 25g of low purity SN?
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6
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651
sserafim
sserafim
ham and potatoes
Help Other barbiturates besides N that you can actually find?
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2
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565
Rubypie41
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ForgottenTomb
How did people react when you told them you were suicidal?
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26
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899
Kurai
Kurai
bunny_brownie9
it’s world bipolar day
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1
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253
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FuneralCry
Venting Existing can get so torturous beyond how one can even imagine it to
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6
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524
Oliver
Oliver
junko
Known instances of ordering SN causing problems?
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0
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219
junko
junko
QueerMelancholy
Constant Confusion
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4
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437
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
P
SN feeling
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3
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433
junko
junko
drinkthenectar
Venting anyone else feel like they literally will never matter until they die?
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8
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550
junko
junko
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Venting Not in control
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1
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458
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
huntergirl14
I don’t know
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3
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333
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
goodoldnoname923
Discussion Morality of CTB assistance
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6
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693
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
wildflowers1996
There are too many religions and too many religious texts
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24
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1K
Oliver
Oliver
K_K
  • Question
Help Need help with method choice. (Venting included)
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3
Views
535
K_K
K_K
ZoloftSĂĽchtig
I can undo my mistakes(reason I wanna ctb) but I don’t know wether all the fighting is even worth it.
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1
Views
402
mirrorgurl
M
S
What is a good reason why you consider Suicide?
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21
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2K
goodoldnoname923
goodoldnoname923
goblin99
Even if things got better, I'd still CTB
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4
Views
691
goodoldnoname923
goodoldnoname923
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Discussion Other methods to prevent nausea?
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1
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289
UKscotty
U
O
Method GHB method.
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1
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577
cheese.out
cheese.out
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its time to go
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15
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760
rozeske
R
steppingoff
0-100% How ready are you to go?
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44
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2K
TiredOfAllThis
T
Ambivalent1
Is there a site with compiled suicide news stories?
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10
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823
UKscotty
U
wildflowers1996
does anyone else feel like
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2
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274
dinosavr
dinosavr
cyandude
Can you ever not be a NEET?
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28
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1K
lament.
lament.
wildflowers1996
If you could have everything you wanted
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26
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635
Evolution9
E
N
I might order SN tomorrow
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7
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1K
grahf
G
S
Has anyone OD'd on morphine?
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6
Views
472
sad4dayz
S
johnwatterson
how to go about a fent od
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9
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1K
tpboy
tpboy
wiinterfrost
  • Poll
Discussion Is it common to not want to be found after death?
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14
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1K
ringo99
ringo99
AnĂłnimo
Discussion I have a weird SH habit
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1
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599
MortalityScares
MortalityScares
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Not wanting people to know I died this way?
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12
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594
lnlybnny
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halleyscomet
Discussion is self loathing so wrong?
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5
Views
562
vitbar
vitbar
goodoldnoname923
Turning to the darkside
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2
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408
goodoldnoname923
goodoldnoname923
D
Peru Cusco N
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43
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3K
DreamEnd
D
M
Venting so fucking angry
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7
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723
BojackHorseman
BojackHorseman
heisenberg
Venting relapsing
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1
Views
406
halleyscomet
halleyscomet
beetle
Discussion Locations for CTBing?
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7
Views
664
CocoToxBase
CocoToxBase
ForgottenTomb
When is it ''over''?
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15
Views
708
CocoToxBase
CocoToxBase
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