Help Anyone else feeling very close to ending it?

[nymb]

yeah, they made me go to a trip with some family members that i didnt met for years. i am returning home today and if i can keep my encouragement up I'll probably do it in 2 days

 

[outrider567]

Hey, just letting you know this advice really helped. Tested my setup today and sure enough there was about a 5-8 second delay on the oximeter. I took two good breaths and by the time I had taken my exit bag off, the oximeter hadn't registered the drop. Then the saturation dropped to 53 suddenly. I certainly might have blacked out if I didn't know this.

Glad to have helped, sounds like you have some good pure Nitrogen there

 

[Edpal247]

Heading out in few minutes for better rope at Home Depot(nice they sell by the foot off the rools). Then seeking out a tree.

 

[Anhaedra]

Yes, I had many attempts the past 3 months but non of the methods were reliable enough (VSED-Aspirin overdose-drowning in bathtub). Im currently staying with my parents and they know Im suicidal, so im not allowed to go outside by myself (by order of my therapist.) ill have to just pretend Im getting better for a month or so until I can go out by myself and look for SN.