Goodbye Thread

[Willthishelp?]

3 hours

Good luck! Tried yesterday but chickened out.

 

[HopefulSleep]

I am scared a bit, sorry for not replying

 

[Willthishelp?]

I am scared a bit, sorry for not replying

Will you stay here and report on your feelings. When you can?

 

[HopefulSleep]

Will you stay here and report on your feelings. When you can?

Yes

 

[Willthishelp?]

Yes

I feel you and your process

 

[Sammie_com.sanrio]

I remember seeing a lot of your posts on here, you are great! I hope you'll be able to accomplish what you want! It's so great that you have SN, I wish you well! I hope the ride on the bus goes smoothly

 

[HopefulSleep]

I will crb from 10am-1pm circa, do you think a timed message at 5pm that states that I am dead is too early?

 

[Willthishelp?]

I will crb from 10am-1pm circa, do you think a timed message at 5pm that states that I am dead is too early?

You mean here or elsewhere?

 

[HopefulSleep]

You mean here or elsewhere?

Elsewhere

 

[Willthishelp?]

It's to uncertain I think to make such a message

 

[HopefulSleep]

It's to uncertain I think to make such a message

What you mean?

 

[Willthishelp?]

What you mean?

You could fail.. sorry to make you scared at this point..

 

[I'm exhausted]

I only wish peace for you, whatever means that may be.

 

[HopefulSleep]

I will rather listen to this song now cause I like rick and morty
I water fasted for 5 hours circa and food fasted for 22 hours
Took 600mg ibuprofen now
My stomach hurts a bit

 

[soonatpeace777888]

I will rather listen to this song now cause I like rick and morty
I water fasted for 5 hours circa and food fasted for 22 hours
Took 600mg ibuprofen now
My stomach hurts a bit

I will crb from 10am-1pm circa, do you think a timed message at 5pm that states that I am dead is too early?

I would wait a few more hours before the message sends just to be safe.

 

[MasterOfDisguise]

I will rather listen to this song now cause I like rick and morty
I water fasted for 5 hours circa and food fasted for 22 hours
Took 600mg ibuprofen now
My stomach hurts a bit

Rick and morty is such an amazing show. It's sad to see that it might not continue since the voice actor of both rick and morty is not working with them anymore

 

[HopefulSleep]

I took 30mg meto now, I tried to swallow with salvia but it didn't work so I had to use q bit water

 

[MasterOfDisguise]

I hope everything goes smoothly and you can find peace

 

[HopefulSleep]

I everything goes smoothly and you can find peace

Thanks

 

[soonatpeace777888]

I took 30mg meto now, I tried to swallow with salvia but it didn't work so I had to use q bit water

Salvia or saliva?

 

[HopefulSleep]

Salvia or saliva?

Saliva my english is shit

 

[soonatpeace777888]

Saliva my english is shit

That's what I thought lol. Salvia is a hallucinogenic drug :)

 

[HopefulSleep]

That's what I thought lol. Salvia is a hallucinogenic drug :)

I know, drowning down pills with salvia divinorum haha

 

[storm bringer]

I'm so sorry you've reached this point. Seeing someone of your age go through this is heartbreaking. Wishing you peace and tranquility in your next steps.
Please keep us updated, we're here for you.

 

[Kerrtu]

I woke from a sound sleep, thought I heard a phone notification but nothing. I was going to try and go back to sleep but decided to come here.

@HopefulSleep I am sorry I am late to this thread - you are definitely in my thoughts ♡

Wishing peace for you, Hopeful.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I wish you all the best. May you find peace and freedom. I'm sorry seeing you go my friend. The community will miss you but we also know that you will finally be free from all agony and suffering you had to endure. Good luck and farewell!

 

[lachrymost]

I'm so sorry about your life, HopefulSleep. I hope it has a good end, as far as ends go.

 

[HopefulSleep]

I feel much fear right now this is not good

 

[heavyeyes]

Farewell my friend. I hope whatever comes after this life is kinder to you. I hope you can finally rest. I hope we meet again someday 🕊

I feel much fear right now this is not good

I hate to ask this because I never like assuming anything but are you sure you're ready? If you feel this much fear maybe now is not the right time?

 

[Willthishelp?]

I feel much fear right now this is not good

I totally understand that. I tried 3 times now to get ready. And backed
out.. Sending you strength and care