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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
moldyara2002
I don’t want my family to even see my ashes
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4
Views
258
JamieD
J
eggsausagerice
i feel like ctbing in my house
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0
Views
337
eggsausagerice
eggsausagerice
Claymore7274
Venting I can't cry
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10
Views
577
Sadbanana
S
Sleeper System
8 Billion Souls ™️ (Graphic Rant)
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1
Views
290
badatparties
badatparties
meowmauve
therapy
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1
Views
168
Forveleth
F
braintorture
Help Dealing with not being caught with ordering online
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9
Views
738
EmpressDean
EmpressDean
RENOX
Method Will suffocation inside a car works?
Replies
6
Views
707
badatparties
badatparties
Kazu Ha
Venting I hate my life
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2
Views
332
honeythunder
H
pokerrkitty
Venting Being open about being suicidal has only caused me to lose people.
Replies
7
Views
556
Hibiki
Hibiki
GleefulGrimshade
BE CAREFUL WITH AIRBNB AND HOTELS
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4
Views
562
reb
R
SomedayorNexttime
Help Does anyone know how to effectively hang with a cord? I want to half hang as I heard it’s effective.
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1
Views
219
Ramire_Artes
R
M
I don't know if I'll survive this month. Lots of debt
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4
Views
340
Ramire_Artes
R
LonelyPrince
Venting Weak. Pathetic.
Replies
6
Views
465
Roseate
R
Boudika
Help How much it would cost to clean my dead body?
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1
Views
259
kurgan
kurgan
dogdrool
Intrusive thoughts or truly just a terrible person?
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2
Views
219
suicidesergal
suicidesergal
scary
Method Probably the worst CTB method (that I will attempt anyway)
Replies
9
Views
2K
peacefulsleepnow
P
OOUUneverover
NSFW Sex as a form of self harm?
Replies
7
Views
764
Dejected 55
Dejected 55
princeseadove
Help What’s the sweet spot and how can I find it?
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6
Views
359
Forveleth
F
moonlightbeach
For people who attempted ctb outside - how did you feel?
Replies
24
Views
2K
like_a_bird
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kipstriesagain
Venting Probably maybe killing myself in a few days, my thoughts
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1
Views
270
GleefulGrimshade
GleefulGrimshade
Kotaru Chan
Megathread (Brasil) - Tentativas Fracassadas
Replies
6
Views
1K
Alive42long
Alive42long
E
Venting Waiting for SN to arrive is so ass
Replies
3
Views
444
Bimbosqualo
B
O
Fent or something equivalent on the dark web, how easy is it to obtain this a good alternative is this to N?
Replies
11
Views
1K
Liebestod
Liebestod
omgkawaiiamagai
  • Question
doubt about sn
Replies
1
Views
218
Chemi
Chemi
Dinnerwith6
Am I still alive or already in the afterlife
Replies
4
Views
293
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
KattinKai!
I wish
Replies
0
Views
124
KattinKai!
KattinKai!
S
Does C still sell N in the dark markets?
Replies
3
Views
430
Sniperassault2012
S
LakeMungoGirl
I told my friend I’m planning on CTB and instead she offered to fly me to her state so we could live together
Replies
20
Views
1K
doomedforsure
D
A
Drinking Amyl (Poopers)
Replies
1
Views
178
Jisatsu
Jisatsu
notevenhere
if you are born poor, you will die poor. stop trying.
Replies
12
Views
822
Xiaojiu
Xiaojiu
Siamese Believe
Everything around me is just a constant reminder of everything I couldn’t have
Replies
4
Views
301
iveseenfootage
iveseenfootage
N
Venting Im so fucked
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1
Views
208
fkyou
fkyou
P
what is the ideal benzo for sn?
Replies
8
Views
529
Roadrunner
Roadrunner
jonsantorni
Maintaining SI
Replies
2
Views
196
zdeweilx
zdeweilx
WEIRDOOOXDDDD
bye and thanks to everyone who helped me <3
Replies
20
Views
603
zdeweilx
zdeweilx
M
Method Switching methods
Replies
1
Views
279
Praestat_Mori
P
K
EUROPEAN PEOPLE
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3
Views
425
Eriktf
E
here_for_now
how to avoid getting revived
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1
Views
242
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
M
Help How to kill myself with my prescription of Quetiapine (400mg), Lamotrigine (200mg) and lorazepam (2mg)?
Replies
4
Views
451
murielhelsop
M
kat_
Help am i a bad person if i kill myself despite people caring about me?
Replies
10
Views
609
Alpacachino
Alpacachino
Insomniac Butterfly
Venting More silly venting.
Replies
5
Views
419
Dreaming In Aconite
Dreaming In Aconite
K
Method Painless partial hanging - my method
Replies
29
Views
29K
ostaja123
ostaja123
Lazy
I just don't see the point
Replies
2
Views
236
Forever Sleep
F
Echo
Venting For those that work..anyone else just not want to work anymore?
Replies
26
Views
1K
Gangrel
Gangrel
kat_
Venting guilt for my family
Replies
2
Views
240
kat_
kat_
warboy68forever
nothing really wrong with my life, still wanna ctb though?
Replies
3
Views
140
Gangrel
Gangrel
O
Venting I’m gonna ruin them, they just don’t realize it.
Replies
1
Views
241
Jadeith
J
Defenestration
  • Poll
Win 100 billion euros but never again have the option of suicide?
Replies
43
Views
937
azo
azo
zdeweilx
Discussion List of famous people who have CTB
Replies
19
Views
618
shylady222
shylady222
fkyou
Discussion I either kill myself quick or lose my mind
Replies
4
Views
368
unluckysadness
unluckysadness
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