NSFW nobody loves me so i'll just jerk off..

[meowpuppy]

i really REALLY REALLY want to kill myself, because simply put, nobody loves me. i've tried so hard, but it's probably for the best. suicide is genuinely the best option for me. i hgave no idea how i'm going to do it, but i have to, i simply have to. i'm going to apologize to everyone, i'm going to kill myself, i'm going to do it, i just am. that's all there is. nobody really wants me around, and that's okay, because the problem is me, i'm too different for them, i can't be expected to love anybody, nor can i expect anybody to love me, so i'm going to fall back on jerking off like a pathetic girl
to cope with my anxieties. it's okay, i've been doing this for a year. literally a whole year i was doing this before i met anybody here on sasu lol, so i'm sure i'll survive.

 

[shibby]

i love u lil blud, stay strong cutie

 

[SD2007]

I'm sorry to hear you feel that way. We all love you here

 

[annointed_towers]

i really REALLY REALLY want to kill myself, because simply put, nobody loves me. i've tried so hard, but it's probably for the best. suicide is genuinely the best option for me. i hgave no idea how i'm going to do it, but i have to, i simply have to. i'm going to apologize to everyone, i'm going to kill myself, i'm going to do it, i just am. that's all there is. nobody really wants me around, and that's okay, because the problem is me, i'm too different for them, i can't be expected to love anybody, nor can i expect anybody to love me, so i'm going to fall back on jerking off like a pathetic girl
to cope with my anxieties. it's okay, i've been doing this for a year. literally a whole year i was doing this before i met anybody here on sasu lol, so i'm sure i'll survive.

same. I don't want to live without love, intimacy, touch, someone else's presence who I love and who loves mine.

I've tried so hard to make people love me, to be lovable. maybe someone would have found me, and found me lovable. and I'd find them lovable. and attractive.

But it didn't happen, and now I'm sick and disabled. I don't even think I was capable of being attracted and attracting the right kind of person. just people who hurt me.

 

[iwishtodie8]

Just goon bro

 

[meowpuppy]

Just goon bro

????

 

[Charly]

Life's so unfair. I have all the love i could desire and still desperately want to die, while others would be saved by a hug. I hug you, i really really wish i could do in real life (even though im a half hikikomori myself lol). You deserve love and warmth and understanding. Breaks my heart to see situations like this.

 

[sadbh—itstimetogo🤎]

I am unloveable, romantically. I'm glad I don't have the desire to be intimate in any sense these days. Life is so much better not being attached to people like that. I hope the world moves in a direction where romantic love is not put on a pedestal. It's half just an evolutionary driver to procreate.

 

[Angel From Hell]

я действительно ОЧЕНЬ ОЧЕНЬ хочу покончить с собой, потому что, проще говоря, меня никто не любит. Я так старался, но, наверное, это к лучшему. самоубийство - действительно лучший вариант для меня. Я понятия не имел, как я это сделаю, но я должен, я просто должен. Я собираюсь извиниться перед всеми, я собираюсь покончить с собой, я собираюсь это сделать, я просто это делаю. вот и все. никто на самом деле не хочет, чтобы я была рядом, и это нормально, потому что проблема во мне, я слишком другая для них, я не могу ожидать, что буду любить кого-то, и я не могу ожидать, что кто-то будет любить меня, поэтому я собираюсь вернуться к мастурбации, как жалкая девчонка
чтобы справиться со своими тревогами. ничего страшного, я занимаюсь этим уже год. Буквально целый год я этим занимался, прежде чем встретил кого-то здесь, на Sasu, лол, так что я уверен, что выживу.

Where are you from?

 

[Bootleg Astolfo]

Just watch SPice And Wolf 2024, it wont help but uh... i dunno man

 

[caotic_realm]

It's the voice of my adolescence—or at least, of when I first discovered masturbation...
When I discovered pornography—around age ten—it was just curiosity; I didn't even know what semen, a vagina, or oral sex were...
When I discovered masturbation—a couple of years after that—that's how it was... And that's how it has remained, more than twenty years later: "Nobody loves me, so I'm going to fap."

P.S. I think the problem in my case was loneliness itself; while I was valued by some family members and by people during my school years, feeling alone drove me to fapping as a way to numb the pain.

 

[meowpuppy]

Just watch SPice And Wolf 2024, it wont help but uh... i dunno man

sorry, but i don't, think this thread is the right place to recommend wholesome happy media,,

 

[Bootleg Astolfo]

sorry, but i don't, think this thread is the right place to recommend wholesome happy media,,

Uh... fine, here's chainsmoker cat, MC has mommy milkers and is an absolute wreck due to being an addict. Here is her being a menace and commiting public intoxication.

 

[meowpuppy]

Uh... fine, here's chainsmoker cat, MC has mommy milkers and is an absolute wreck due to being an addict. Here is her being a menace and commiting public intoxication.

,, okay thanks,, idk why you mentioned the mommy milkers though

 

[ceriseange♡]

I'm in exactly the same headspace :( sprinkle the hypersexual child to asexual adult pipeline and BOOM I'm a girlfailure chud who barely has the energy for even that

sending you SO so much love, angel :( <3 I'm sorry you're going through this, but know you're not alone

 

[meowpuppy]

I'm in exactly the same headspace :( sprinkle the hypersexual child to asexual adult pipeline and BOOM I'm a girlfailure chud who barely has the energy for even that

sending you SO so much love, angel :( <3 I'm sorry you're going through this, but know you're not alone

ironically, i'm the opposite :< asexual child to hypersexual adult.. or i guess more asexual teen to hypersexual adult..

thanks for all the love gang.. i too am a girlfailure, though i prefer not to use the word chud at all..

 

[sacrilegeofsouls]

i really REALLY REALLY want to kill myself, because simply put, nobody loves me. i've tried so hard, but it's probably for the best. suicide is genuinely the best option for me. i hgave no idea how i'm going to do it, but i have to, i simply have to. i'm going to apologize to everyone, i'm going to kill myself, i'm going to do it, i just am. that's all there is. nobody really wants me around, and that's okay, because the problem is me, i'm too different for them, i can't be expected to love anybody, nor can i expect anybody to love me, so i'm going to fall back on jerking off like a pathetic girl
to cope with my anxieties. it's okay, i've been doing this for a year. literally a whole year i was doing this before i met anybody here on sasu lol, so i'm sure i'll survive.

Same but I never really felt the need for a partner or friends but resorting to sexual stimulus as cope is one of my hallmark hurdles.

But I don't think you need to do that I'm sure somebody can get to know you and love you there's always someone out there just focus on making friends so people get to know you some may grow closer. Trust me theres all kinds of people out there you can find someone it just takes time most people only have 2 to 3 partners in their entire lives it isn't something that just pops out of thin air modern dating culture may make you feel left behind or the only one that's without someone but It's not true you're probably going just fine at a good pace.
Finding someone that truly gets the deepest bits of you is VERY time consuming for everyone but patience is key. Stay excited

I am unloveable, romantically. I'm glad I don't have the desire to be intimate in any sense these days. Life is so much better not being attached to people like that. I hope the world moves in a direction where romantic love is not put on a pedestal. It's half just an evolutionary driver to procreate.

Not half. That's all it is a disgustingly delicious lie told by our bodies to get us to do its grandest bidding. I do think true romantic love exists beyond us but biology makes it impossible for it to happen in our animalistic bodies atleast.maybe in the afterlife

 

[meowpuppy]

Same but I never really felt the need for a partner or friends but resorting to sexual stimulus as cope is one of my hallmark hurdles.

But I don't think you need to do that I'm sure somebody can get to know you and love you there's always someone out there just focus on making friends so people get to know you some may grow closer. Trust me theres all kinds of people out there you can find someone it just takes time most people only have 2 to 3 partners in their entire lives it isn't something that just pops out of thin air modern dating culture may make you feel left behind or the only one that's without someone but It's not true you're probably going just fine at a good pace.
Finding someone that truly gets the deepest bits of you is VERY time consuming for everyone but patience is key. Stay excited

for one, i've already had more than three partners, but none of them really loved me, and 2024 feels like a long time ago.. i'm also not super interested in waiting years for somebody to love me, and the problem i talked about in my post also applies to friendships, so even step 0 will be hard for me.. also, i don't think this is a problem with modern dating culture, i think what i'm talking about is a lot older than that.. like, put me in the 1990s i still won't get bitches.

 

[sacrilegeofsouls]

for one, i've already had more than three partners, but none of them really loved me, and 2024 feels like a long time ago.. i'm also not super interested in waiting years for somebody to love me, and the problem i talked about in my post also applies to friendships, so even step 0 will be hard for me.. also, i don't think this is a problem with modern dating culture, i think what i'm talking about is a lot older than that.. like, put me in the 1990s i still won't get bitches.

Well you can always play otome games love irl is a lie anyways fictional husbands are the true love .

 

[ceriseange♡]

ironically, i'm the opposite :< asexual child to hypersexual adult.. or i guess more asexual teen to hypersexual adult..

thanks for all the love gang.. i too am a girlfailure, though i prefer not to use the word chud at all..

I totally get that! To be completely honest I forget what chud actually means, my dumb TikTok brain has it synonymous with girl failure OEIRJIO

 

[meowpuppy]

I totally get that! To be completely honest I forget what chud actually means, my dumb TikTok brain has it synonymous with girl failure OEIRJIO

i think chud is like,, a loan word from incel culture,, so..

 

[ceriseange♡]

i think chud is like,, a loan word from incel culture,, so..

Oh my god - so I will now only be using girlfailure, tysm for letting me know

 

[IwantAexit]

i really REALLY REALLY want to kill myself, because simply put, nobody loves me. i've tried so hard, but it's probably for the best. suicide is genuinely the best option for me. i hgave no idea how i'm going to do it, but i have to, i simply have to. i'm going to apologize to everyone, i'm going to kill myself, i'm going to do it, i just am. that's all there is. nobody really wants me around, and that's okay, because the problem is me, i'm too different for them, i can't be expected to love anybody, nor can i expect anybody to love me, so i'm going to fall back on jerking off like a pathetic girl
to cope with my anxieties. it's okay, i've been doing this for a year. literally a whole year i was doing this before i met anybody here on sasu lol, so i'm sure i'll survive.

I understand you but I won't lie to You, I don't know how You look but in my case, My death alone without anyone is just natural selection and it is fine, anyone like me dying alone is just natural selection and it is ok, this DNA must die with me without kids, because a kid with my DNA will suffer like me, only pretty and smart people must have kids "but You are Smart You may discover important science with that Big brain" asking for my brain and leaving beside how I feel is selfish, it is like the government avoiding your death but in the end that government just want You paying taxes, they don't care how You feel

 

[monkeyfff]

The trivialization of love in the modern world is depressing yet fascinating. I sometimes think I am of a different species when I see how people treat the concept of love even on this site. To me it's a valid reason to CTB. Good luck!

 

[Driftwoodau]

I understand how this could come of as weird, but would it help you if you had a person to just be sexual with? I know how that lust going ill-satiated can breed some truly horrible feelings, because in truth I'm much the same. So an outlet might benefit both of us.
I'd love to get to know you, and I'm certain you're beautiful <3
Let me know what you think, perfectly okay if this isn't something you want :3
Reguardless of what happens, I really hope the best for you. I know you're an amazing person :D

I'm a male btw

 

[fluorescentpearl]

The trivialization of love in the modern world is depressing yet fascinating. I sometimes think I am of a different species when I see how people treat the concept of love even on this site. To me it's a valid reason to CTB. Good luck!

I fully agree, I think love is one of the strongest most selfless feelings, love can be enough to keep someone from dying and when it's lost it can be enough for someone to die..