I'm doing it

[dear._.hxc]

I think I've finally decided im going to ctb. My best friend isn't my friend anymore. My coworkers have been sexually harassing me, and I got them fired, and now I have rape threats. My online friend killed himself. I'm so depressed. I can't live on my own. Being an adult is so fucking hard. I hate my job and working is impossible. My parents expectations are killing me. I just have no reason to live anymore. I'm sorry for my parents, but I just can't do this anymore. It may not seem like these are good reasons, but my problems have been snowballing, and they're just too much for me. I'm getting some oxycodone from my plug this Saturday, and probably some alcohol too. I'm going to take all the pills Saturday night and chug the alcohol. Maybe I'll get some Percocets too. Whatever helps increase my chances of dying. I'll make a post on Saturday right before I do it to say goodbye to all of you. Thanks for reading.