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gomikasu

gomikasu

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I've got some online friends who I game with biweekly and I'm not sure how I tell them that I'm not going to be showing up ever again. Obviously something like "I'm gonna go kill myself right now, cya" while funny, isn't really an option. I can't think of any decent way to to let them know I won't be showing up anymore, but I feel like I need to let them know to not wait for me. I feel like a dick for abandoning them, but my life just isn't worth living anymore, and I can't hold on for the few people who actually care about me.
 
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3rdworldsadness

3rdworldsadness

Can you ever stop the suffering?
Dec 22, 2024
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I have nobody but if I had anyone, i will make a scheduled message telling about why I'm gone and saying last goodbye and hope they do good in life.
 
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I feel guilty too and it's normal. Now I'm telling my mom that "I want to disappear". Of course she don't like the idea and she feels sad when I say this, then I feel more suicidal than ever. I hope all this shit will stop soon.
 
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