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Asuraa

Asuraa

whats wrong with me
Aug 12, 2025
12
earlier i did dxm not much tho but i felt good at first and then i felt soo depressed and then fell asleep. now i just feel like empty. i mean this is how i feel usually but it's just like holy shit.

i don't know what to do with myself. i hate this loneliness it never goes away i don't know why. i have so much people and yet i feel so alienated and alone. I feel like no matter how many people i meet it's just never gonna make me feel better.
I just don't know what to do.
 
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kunikuzushi

kunikuzushi

sause
Jan 24, 2023
677
it's so heavy. the loneliness. you're right, it never goes away. it's so painful. i don't know what to do either. i just want to say i feel that pain too and i know its so so bad and overwhelming. i hate being lonely i hate it too
 
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bl33ding_heart

bl33ding_heart

Borderline
Jun 24, 2025
797
I feel the same way, you can message me if you ever need someone to talk to. ❤️
 
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Salkak

Student
Dec 9, 2021
198
I am in the same boat. I try to lessen my loneliness by talking to people. It still doesn't go away. It's always persistent. Idk how to get out of this feeling

You can dm me if you feel like talking
 
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meowpuppy

meowpuppy

valerie | she/they | puppygirl
Jul 11, 2026
396
i don't even have people near me, let alone people to connect to.. really considering just giving up on all human interaction.
 
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