Anyone else get their heart crushed during recovery/remission. And now is just back to square one but worse off.

[letsnotmakeittoo22]

Married. Got cheated on. Heart destroyed. Last modicum of hope I had gone. Fuck my life.

 

[k41tlynn]

so sorry baby, your pain is beautiful

 

[letsnotmakeittoo22]

so sorry baby, your pain is beautiful

I think so too. It'll be so lovely and so poetic. When my pain spills out of my bones. And I'm finally gone.

 

[sacrilegeofsouls]

Married. Got cheated on. Heart destroyed. Last modicum of hope I had gone. Fuck my life.

I wouldn't killmyself over a person that did me wrong that would be letting them win giving someone like that power over you perhaps id do it if i lost someone that truly loved me I think you deserve greater than that they can't just run over you throw you to the pits and get away with it
You should recover I think and if u still wish to ctb do it but atleast you'd know you died for yourself and not for someone that disgraced, desecrated you. You could die proud you deserve that dont you?.Me personally I wish no one ever does anything to harm me because if they did I wouldn't be able to ctb for a while

 

[letsnotmakeittoo22]

I wouldn't killmyself over a person that did me wrong that would be letting them win giving someone like that power over you perhaps id do it if i lost someone that truly loved me I think you deserve greater than that they can't just run over you throw you to the pits and get away with it
You should recover I think and if u still wish to ctb do it but atleast you'd know you died for yourself and not for someone that disgraced, desecrated you. You could die proud you deserve that dont you?.Me personally I wish no one ever does anything to harm me because if they did I wouldn't be able to ctb for a while

I agree, catching the bus with something I've wanted for a long time and I really only want it to recover for him because he gave me a sanctity of freedom, safety and love. I'm left with absolutely nothing now. I have no family even if I wanted to pick up and I couldn't.

 

[fluorescentpearl]

I hope your last decision will be lovely beautiful and romantic, the ultimate last act of love (whether to uurself or someone else)