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Suicide Discussion

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gardenofaphrodite
Help Scheduled Texts(?)
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1
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468
momdontcryplease
momdontcryplease
ScornedStoic
Took some mushrooms, having a very bad trip but the things I'm realizing are all real
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2
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532
LC188
LC188
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Ctb during sleep
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14
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2K
Linda
Linda
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Tears
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1
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384
loadedsubside
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huftydumdum
Help My CTB plan
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1
Views
510
Octavia
Octavia
SomewhatLoved
Help Noose placement for CTB by hanging?
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4
Views
984
Born2bealoser
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F
Hello, I’m Kind of New👋🏻
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8
Views
891
FundamentalAspect
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Venting I don't belong anywhere, I'm sorry.
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14
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1K
old_constant69
O
Z
Is there anyone here from alt.suicide.holiday?
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24
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10K
RW__Asher23
R
looking_for_peace
Help easily accessible sedatives?
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4
Views
794
BlackHole
BlackHole
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Help What's the best ctb method apart from swb?
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3
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1K
Leisesyn
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singularity3
Venting People who do complete hanghing are so brave
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11
Views
973
hellispink
hellispink
oooobeeeeii
Best drugs to od?
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6
Views
671
BlackHole
BlackHole
CloseFriendofCamus
Hanging turned out to be way trickier than I thought, so I decided to stick with SN. Ordered SN today.
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12
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2K
Born2bealoser
B
soontobedone
CO in the news
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3
Views
675
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
scenario_2018
Venting I don't know myself anymore.
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3
Views
490
Azora
Azora
Dr.Sleep (Im tired)
Resource I'm publishing a Chemical FAQ Pamphlet (Thread)
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14
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2K
Dr.Sleep (Im tired)
Dr.Sleep (Im tired)
Unattainable666
HAS ANYONE HERE TRIED WITH CHARCOAL?
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8
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1K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
disabledlife
Why are people bothered, hate being told about their misfortunes? Do we complain too much? Why do they force us to be happy and keep silent?
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8
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1K
WorthlessTrash
WorthlessTrash
scenario_2018
Venting I don't know how to feel about going back to school.
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5
Views
524
Gregary0819
Gregary0819
happy endings
Ready to say goodbye, need a little help. heres my story
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22
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2K
happy endings
happy endings
T
Venting I’m so exhausted by stress
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12
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2K
ThatStateOfMind
T
brokensea
Dying for Love
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11
Views
989
brokensea
brokensea
Hugh Class
Found 3g bag of fentanyl...thats my ticket out of here.
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38
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3K
Hugh Class
Hugh Class
holohound
Suicide notes and online friends
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9
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1K
holohound
holohound
S
In a panic.
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11
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1K
redtruck1
R
Walpurgisnacht
  • Solved
Help Conflicted but relieved with partnered CTB
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7
Views
893
Walpurgisnacht
Walpurgisnacht
starrvingstar
i hate other peoples surface level problems
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14
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1K
NorthernMonkey
N
CatabolicSeed
Venting Why is it always about how OTHER people feel about your suicidality
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18
Views
1K
WorthlessTrash
WorthlessTrash
WorthlessTrash
Venting I should just end it.
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1
Views
473
Rumi
Rumi
C
Help Trying to stop me
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9
Views
615
Aisley
Aisley
Amaterasu
Venting 22.12
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1
Views
459
onceinthefuturewas
onceinthefuturewas
happy endings
what happened to em? Anyone know how to get N2 regulators elsewhere??
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5
Views
2K
kadjflakflajlk
K
Pure
Venting Trying to will my heart to stop
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7
Views
2K
RichardFirst
RichardFirst
Catching_the_bus
Apparently I truly can't do ANYTHING right....
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12
Views
792
justastranger
justastranger
PrettyKitty
Story im changing my mind im dying tonight will be dead by morning
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11
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1K
WorthlessTrash
WorthlessTrash
jigsaw_falling
is it possible to ctb from fluoxetine od?
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3
Views
560
LittleJem
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F
Help Advice on prep and CTB timing
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1
Views
488
Raised Rat
Raised Rat
D
Miserable, have the methods but not the balls
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17
Views
895
downndone2
D
N
I think I gonna kill myself because of the shit life syndrome
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3
Views
517
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
A
Can Valium be mixed with water? OxyContin with water?
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3
Views
448
Aisley
Aisley
CTB Dream
Rot situation
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2
Views
854
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CTB Fella
Who else has an exit playlist (music)?
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1
Views
343
lpfx
lpfx
N-methylamphetamine
what is it like having bipolar disorder?
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8
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1K
nosoul
N
CreepyOptimist
  • Question
How long would it take for me to pass out if I strangle myself with a wet towel
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3
Views
620
Worndown
Worndown
CTB Dream
Venting Keep try look method
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6
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1K
justastranger
justastranger
G
Venting tired of people leaving.
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4
Views
583
ghost44
G
roadtogo
Sn help
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6
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1K
roadtogo
roadtogo
kkslider
Method Farewell! (SN)
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117
Views
18K
LostCauseLooknToCTB
LostCauseLooknToCTB
AnonymousL
Why is it so difficult to CTB
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26
Views
1K
DeadWallflower
DeadWallflower
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