Method Farewell! (SN)

[VeryWeakGuy]

Love your username!

 

[dyingalone123]

Going to give you a hug kkslider. Don't be afraid. We will be here no matter what. Change your mind and we can talk to each other. We will all be here. If you wish to go, I'll see you when I go one day! And yes you'll beat me at Pokémon lol!!! I haven't played in a long time!

 

[kkslider]

Going to give you a hug kkslider. Don't be afraid. We will be here no matter what. Change your mind and we can talk to each other. We will all be here. If you wish to go, I'll see you when I go one day! And yes you'll beat me at Pokémon lol!!! I haven't played in a long time!

Thank you so much I am starting to get a little scared. Just a little. But I am ready to leave. It has to be today, I will not have an opportunity like this for a long time….

 

[VeryWeakGuy]

Thank you so much I am starting to get a little scared. Just a little. But I am ready to leave. It has to be today, I will not have an opportunity like this for a long time….

It can always be another day, not like it will be any different once you're gone But it's your choice that matters.

 

[soverytired]

Good luck with everything. Let us know how much SN you'll take, and your body weight (if it's not a problem). I hope you'll find peace.

 

[Helpless77]

We're all with you, whatever you decide to do

 

[kkslider]

Good luck with everything. Let us know how much SN you'll take, and your body weight (if it's not a problem). I hope you'll find peace.

My container holds 25g total. I weigh ~60 kg, but I'm 6'0. I don't have any complex weighing materials, but I think I'd like to take about 10g to avoid any vomiting. Anyone know how much that would be in tablespoons?

 

[sadpinky]

Today's the day! I'll be taking SN at approximately 2:30 PM EST.

I'm going to be updating the thread with symptoms, thoughts, etc. I am sort of nervous, so I'd appreciate company lol. I put my regimen in the previous thread. I'll be using exclusively OTC meds.

I wanted to fast this morning, but I ended up eating some grapes haha. Hopefully they're light enough that they won't interfere.

Question though, I plan on leaving a note stressing to the police who will be called to the scene explaining that I was not coerced into this, to ensure that they do not cause any trouble for my family. I know they have to do an investigation as suicide is considered an "unnatural death" in the states. Will they go through my phone and laptop? Not really concerned with anything "bad" on there, just curious.

They will look through everything.
-someone who recently lost someone

 

[kkslider]

Mixing SN now

They will look through everything.
-someone who recently lost someone

I am sorry for your loss.

By everything, what do you mean? Also, are you in the states? I wonder how they'd get by a password…

 

[VeryWeakGuy]

Mixing SN now

I am sorry for your loss.

By everything, what do you mean? Also, are you in the states? I wonder how they'd get by a password…

See ya dude or dudette!

 

[sadpinky]

Mixing SN now

I am sorry for your loss.

By everything, what do you mean? Also, are you in the states? I wonder how they'd get by a password…

They look through everything, phone , laptop, any little detail they look through. My partner passed and they asked me for some information if I knew anything. I'm in the states too

 

[TriggerHappy]

Know you are well loved, well adored... here and there.
There is so much fuckin light around you, its awesome.
Be peaceful, warrior :: whatever u decide know u will know love & peace & perfection on the other side...

Do not go gentle into that good night....

 

[liberty_222]

What...which country are you from? Also did the person leave a note saying no one's to blame and stuff?

They will look through everything.
-someone who recently lost someone

 

[kkslider]

SN doses ready! I have two. Not measured with anything, but the cups have 50ml of water and about a tablespoon of SN. The bottle had 25g and it is about 85% empty. I distributed the tablespoon between both cups

 

[sadpinky]

What...which country are you from? Also did the person leave a note saying no one's to blame and stuff?

They didn't leave a note, they left a mess. I'm in USA

 

[kkslider]

The bottle was small, and sealed shut with tape. Also, it was tinted to avoid sunlight. Very good packaging! The SN was a bit clumped up, but it mixed okay and the water has a slight yellow tint.

 

[Lifeless mindset]

I hope you find the peace you're looking for

 

[kkslider]

I'm a little scared. In my bed, cups next to me, everything is in place. Scratch that, a lot scared lol

 

[liberty_222]

That makes sense

They didn't leave a note, they left a mess. I'm in USA

 

[kkslider]

3 minutes…

 

[VeryWeakGuy]

SN doses ready! I have two. Not measured with anything, but the cups have 50ml of water and about a tablespoon of SN. The bottle had 25g and it is about 85% empty. I distributed the tablespoon between both cups

I'm a little scared. In my bed, cups next to me, everything is in place. Scratch that, a lot scared lol

No harm in backing out and seeing what the future may hold

 

[kkslider]

It's funny how in these last few moments, my brain will scramble to put together a narrative where everything is fine and that I don't need to do this. I've been fooled by you before! I regretted not doing it sooner. Not again

 

[Meliora]

Goodluck on your journey... I'm pretty new to the site, but just want to let you know that we're here for you if you ever change your mind! Sending much love <3

 

[kkslider]

DRANK IT! it really wasn't that badz just salty
Yeah guys it really wasn't that bad lol just like salt water
Heart is fast now
I can't believe i just did that
please deactivate my account lol i don't want anyone to see this
Man I downed that so fast kinda proud of myself

 

[kkslider]

Dude people were so off about this being so nasty. It's literally salt water
Ok I'm shaking. Heart is fast. No nausea like literally at all

 

[sadpinky]

Leaving this up would actually be helpful to the community and authorities if they find this in knowing it was a voluntary act

 

[TriggerHappy]

Yr avatar makes me sad...
Know if its right, you will do it.
If its not right, you won't. We believe in you...
Its okay to be scared. Acts of bravery demand fear, my beautiful friend.
You are held high in the love & light..
You don't need to stay afraid.
There is a future beyond this life that awaits you... whatever you decide.

 

[kkslider]

No symptoms beside tachycardia

 

[Helpless77]

You're so brave. I hope everything works as you wish.

 

[Meliora]

Going through this thread is giving me loads of mixed emotions tbf