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No-name

Member
Mar 16, 2026
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Been completely fine since it arrived. Still a bit on edge but pretty sure I'm in the clear.
Could you PM me the initials or first letters of the company. I got scammed today on MIC.
 
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Gomomon

The Mentally Loud Overthinker
Feb 24, 2026
119
In the same boat, lost my SN recently TwT
Same anyone willing to share the source? I used the DCL/DSL or whatever his name is and it was a scam, never received anything. Am looking for an alternative
 
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Throwawaysoul

Warlock
May 14, 2018
700
should be receiving mine 2-3 days from now also from MIC. Mine is labeled as plasticizer
Thankfully this isn't putting mic and everyone that orders from them at risk. But you do you.

Derp derp derp. You hear that everyone, it's labeled as plasticizer!!!
 
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tooafraidtodiez

Will CTB before my favorite show ends
Apr 29, 2026
381
My bad. I forgot that authorities might be lurking on here and that will cause trouble. Unfortunately i can't no longer delete my comment maybe try mass reporting it so it can get deleted.
 
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DignifiedGrave

GrinderofSouls
Jul 5, 2026
93
Could you PM me the initials or first letters of the company. I got scammed today on MIC.
How do you know you got scammed? Any details you're willing to give?
My bad. I forgot that authorities might be lurking on here and that will cause trouble. Unfortunately i can't no longer delete my comment maybe try mass reporting it so it can get deleted.
That would suck if authorities are on here. What pigs, man. They have no right to try and sabotage our right to a peaceful exit! One thing ive thought a lot about is: the state isnt justice, but it sees itself as such and must maintain then some kind of order or another and that order doesnt necessarily have to be democratic or legitimate, the state thinks itself legitimate and thats simply enough. When we end our lives, we excise an authority and the state abhors it. It abhors any action or truth that vaguely threatens its iron grip on the monopoly of "justice".
Fuck them pig dogs.
I hope they have to understand what we feel only to have their means ripped away too.
They know nothing but the repression of innocents and deserve our fate in kind.
Telling me the code from WU is invaled and the asking me to free the money possible is possible asking extra money. I am trying her through TT, got my money back from WU. And got another seller who seems more serious because she is hesitant to sell.
Okay I see. I already ordered mine tbh some days ago. I think i ordered first time from a decent seller they even sent me photos of the stuff and it being in a box ready to ship and that id get a tracking # later.
So if you try again and have an experience akin to mine then it may be legit. At least I hope the lady i spoke to was legit.
 
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Mar 16, 2026
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How do you know you got scammed? Any details you're willing to give?

That would suck if authorities are on here. What pigs, man. They have no right to try and sabotage our right to a peaceful exit! One thing ive thought a lot about is: the state isnt justice, but it sees itself as such and must maintain then some kind of order or another and that order doesnt necessarily have to be democratic or legitimate, the state thinks itself legitimate and thats simply enough. When we end our lives, we excise an authority and the state abhors it. It abhors any action or truth that vaguely threatens its iron grip on the monopoly of "justice".
Fuck them pig dogs.
I hope they have to understand what we feel only to have their means ripped away too.
They know nothing but the repression of innocents and deserve our fate in kind.
Telling me the code from WU is invaled and the asking me to free the money, is possible asking extra money. I am trying her through TT, got my money back from WU. She did send me pictures of the product.

And got another seller who seems more serious because she is hesitant to sell. Made up a business card and told her ready to order another 100 kg after this sample. First I ll wait and see if my first order over TT is legit.
 
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0dysseus

Student
Jun 11, 2026
117
Haha, I feel like a guinea pig but this is absolutely entirely my own doing. I'll look into it a bit more- I hope its what I suspect it is. Thanks! :)
May I ask which country are you from? I just want to make sure the custom agencies in my country will also let it pass
How do you know you got scammed? Any details you're willing to give?

That would suck if authorities are on here. What pigs, man. They have no right to try and sabotage our right to a peaceful exit! One thing ive thought a lot about is: the state isnt justice, but it sees itself as such and must maintain then some kind of order or another and that order doesnt necessarily have to be democratic or legitimate, the state thinks itself legitimate and thats simply enough. When we end our lives, we excise an authority and the state abhors it. It abhors any action or truth that vaguely threatens its iron grip on the monopoly of "justice".
Fuck them pig dogs.
I hope they have to understand what we feel only to have their means ripped away too.
They know nothing but the repression of innocents and deserve our fate in kind.

Okay I see. I already ordered mine tbh some days ago. I think i ordered first time from a decent seller they even sent me photos of the stuff and it being in a box ready to ship and that id get a tracking # later.
So if you try again and have an experience akin to mine then it may be legit. At least I hope the lady i spoke to was legit.
We probably spoke to the same one, order mine 3 days ago but shipped today. Which country may I ask? Or at least region
 
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DignifiedGrave

GrinderofSouls
Jul 5, 2026
93
May I ask which country are you from? I just want to make sure the custom agencies in my country will also let it pass

We probably spoke to the same one, order mine 3 days ago but shipped today. Which country may I ask? Or at least region
Im in the U.S. I actually might message the lady i talked with and see if shes got the tracking # yet. Ive been pretty low key since I made my order. If it arrives or is intercepted Ill of course update though.
 
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0dysseus

Student
Jun 11, 2026
117
Im in the U.S. I actually might message the lady i talked with and see if shes got the tracking # yet. Ive been pretty low key since I made my order. If it arrives or is intercepted Ill of course update though.
I want to scream and bawl my eyes out. I just roleplayed with Grok, I already knew my country has higher secutiry restrictions when it comes to incoming packages, but I didn't know how much until I role played with him, told him I'm doing a hyperrealistic show about a custom agent at my country, gave all the details documents everything. High chance it will be destroyed or sent back, after the AI researched. I don't want to hang. Fuck.
The U.S is medium chance

And my country, the if it only gets flagged ,and it will, it will take 5 weeks or so. I don't have that time.
 
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No-name

Member
Mar 16, 2026
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I want to scream and bawl my eyes out. I just roleplayed with Grok, I already knew my country has higher secutiry restrictions when it comes to incoming packages, but I didn't know how much until I role played with him, told him I'm doing a hyperrealistic show about a custom agent at my country, gave all the details documents everything. High chance it will be destroyed or sent back, after the AI researched. I don't want to hang. Fuck.
The U.S is medium chance

And my country, the if it only gets flagged ,and it will, it will take 5 weeks or so. I don't have that time.
Why dont you have the time? the one with patience mostly wins.
 
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DignifiedGrave

GrinderofSouls
Jul 5, 2026
93
I want to scream and bawl my eyes out. I just roleplayed with Grok, I already knew my country has higher secutiry restrictions when it comes to incoming packages, but I didn't know how much until I role played with him, told him I'm doing a hyperrealistic show about a custom agent at my country, gave all the details documents everything. High chance it will be destroyed or sent back, after the AI researched. I don't want to hang. Fuck.
The U.S is medium chance

And my country, the if it only gets flagged ,and it will, it will take 5 weeks or so. I don't have that time.
Hopefully you luck out then. Ive seen multiple people here in the u.s got theres, one from the U.K reported receiving a wellness check. I think its just always a big gamble but so long as its not strictly illegal and its obvious you meant to suicide with it then you shouldn't go to jail or anything. You may just end up delayed or having to find another method.
Fingers crossed for both of us.
And anyway, how much does your nation import and how much of that volume is actually intercepted? I also AI researched and AI in my experience tends to play things up.
Like it talked about america boasting 1.6 million tons of volume being intercepted but we regularly import billions of tons.
 
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0dysseus

Student
Jun 11, 2026
117
Hopefully you luck out then. Ive seen multiple people here in the u.s got theres, one from the U.K reported receiving a wellness check. I think its just always a big gamble but so long as its not strictly illegal and its obvious you meant to suicide with it then you shouldn't go to jail or anything. You may just end up delayed or having to find another method.
Fingers crossed for both of us.
And anyway, how much does your nation import and how much of that volume is actually intercepted? I also AI researched and AI in my experience tends to play things up.
Like it talked about america boasting 1.6 million tons of volume being intercepted but we regularly import billions of tons.
No I'm desperate that I want to pull my hair out because I've lost my only option for a peaceful death.

Also no, I know how to operate an LLM well, and I had a very well calculated roleplay with him.

The only other peaceful , possible to do method is hanging.

I have access to opoids but....I want quickness as well. And a guruntee of surmise
 
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DignifiedGrave

GrinderofSouls
Jul 5, 2026
93
No I'm desperate that I want to pull my hair out because I've lost my only option for a peaceful death.

Also no, I know how to operate an LLM well, and I had a very well calculated roleplay with him.

The only other peaceful , possible to do method is hanging.

I have access to opoids but....I want quickness as well. And a guruntee of surmise
Friend, AIs dont really know things, they are regurgitators trained to give convincing human responses based on information it has available, and it cant really do analysis or problem solving like we can. Its just not a mind, its a mathematical algorithm. Im sorry you're feeling stressed but you should really consider doing your research again and cross checking as much as possible before you make definite conclusions about the risk of importing SN.
I dont deny AI can be useful a fetch tool, but all the real analysis and source checking should really be done by you the user.
 
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0dysseus

Student
Jun 11, 2026
117
Friend, AIs dont really know things, they are regurgitators trained to give convincing human responses based on information it has available, and it cant really do analysis or problem solving like we can. Its just not a mind, its a mathematical algorithm. Im sorry you're feeling stressed but you should really consider doing your research again and cross checking as much as possible before you make definite conclusions about the risk of importing SN.
I dont deny AI can be useful a fetch tool, but all the real analysis and source checking should really be done by you the user.
I appreciate your consolidation attempts. Truly 🙏.
 
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DignifiedGrave

GrinderofSouls
Jul 5, 2026
93
I appreciate your consolidation attempts. Truly 🙏.
You're welcome friend. It probably doesnt help but I do think it may be worth it for you to step back, and wait to revisit the situation. If you'd like to you can pm me since we seem to be in similar situations. SS is pretty bad about getting notifications to me though.
 
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graveflower

druidess
Nov 18, 2025
80
May I ask which country are you from? I just want to make sure the custom agencies in my country will also let it pass

We probably spoke to the same one, order mine 3 days ago but shipped today. Which country may I ask? Or at least region
I am from the US.
 
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kilowatt

scumfuc
Sep 9, 2023
456
Its important to have multiple perspectives so everyone can make informed choices. Mine went incredibly smoothly. Paid 6/8-6/9, tracking number on 6/10, and I received my package on 6/16.
Thanks for the thread very informative. I think it would be helpful to add this info to the initial post as a TLDR
 
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0dysseus

Student
Jun 11, 2026
117
You're welcome friend. It probably doesnt help but I do think it may be worth it for you to step back, and wait to revisit the situation. If you'd like to you can pm me since we seem to be in similar situations. SS is pretty bad about getting notifications to me though.
Cool sounds good. Sent you a private chat.
 
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0dysseus

Student
Jun 11, 2026
117
You're welcome friend. It probably doesnt help but I do think it may be worth it for you to step back, and wait to revisit the situation. If you'd like to you can pm me since we seem to be in similar situations. SS is pretty bad about getting notifications to me though.
My stuff just arrived yesterday, 6 days earlier than expected.
 
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DignifiedGrave

GrinderofSouls
Jul 5, 2026
93
My stuff just arrived yesterday, 6 days earlier than expected.
Nice. Hey. Did your package sit in customs at all before arriving? I just got notified today to cosign for mine and that they need "more information" to verify what it is.
 
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0dysseus

Student
Jun 11, 2026
117
Nice. Hey. Did your package sit in customs at all before arriving? I just got notified today to cosign for mine and that they need "more information" to verify what it is.
Actually not at all, I was even readying myself for a possible phone call.

I hope yours go through as well; I actually wanted to ask whether you are planning on testing your batch or not.
 
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DignifiedGrave

GrinderofSouls
Jul 5, 2026
93
Actually not at all, I was even readying myself for a possible phone call.

I hope yours go through as well; I actually wanted to ask whether you are planning on testing your batch or not.
Yeah. Im ordering all my testing material tomorrow. N95 mask, some glasses, gloves, pippetes.
 
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0dysseus

Student
Jun 11, 2026
117
Yeah. Im ordering all my testing material tomorrow. N95 mask, some glasses, gloves, pippetes.
Would you do me the huge favour, and let me know how pure is it when you find out? Because there are no test kits here locally and it's expensive. You better tell me privately, because they don't let users discuss purity of vendors.
 
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DignifiedGrave

GrinderofSouls
Jul 5, 2026
93
Would you do me the huge favour, and let me know how pure is it when you find out? Because there are no test kits here locally and it's expensive. You better tell me privately, because they don't let users discuss purity of vendors.
You cant get aquarium test kits? Those test nitrite.
 
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0dysseus

Student
Jun 11, 2026
117
You cant get aquarium test kits? Those test nitrite.
Unfortunately I don't think I do, they have quite the list of components like stainless steel syringes and measuring cups, I'm living with my parents and my mom--who's already alert and suspecting--would see it as a definite sign of cbt which would endanger the entire thing.
 
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DignifiedGrave

GrinderofSouls
Jul 5, 2026
93
Unfortunately I don't think I do, they quite the list of components like stainless steel syringes and measuring cups, I'm living with my parents and my mom--who's already alert and suspecting--would see it as a definite sign of cbt which would endanger the entire thing.
Understandable. While i cant guarantee that mine being pure will mean yours is, I can definitely share the results in a pm. Till then, is there a way you can access a little blood? Dissolving a very small amount of nitrite, like even a sprinkle into a bit of water and putting a few drops in a small bit of blood should at least prove that its sn. The blood will go from bright red to being super dark and brown, maybe even a little blue and that should be easy without being caught. Do he careful though. Sn dust and solutions that make contact with any surface should be cleaned up immediately to prevent incidental harm to others. Its why I got so much stuff to test mine. I wanna reduce harm on others and my environment. Definitely be mindful of aquifers too where sn might leech into drinking water.
 
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0dysseus

Student
Jun 11, 2026
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Understandable. While i cant guarantee that mine being pure will mean yours is, I can definitely share the results in a pm. Till then, is there a way you can access a little blood? Dissolving a very small amount of nitrite, like even a sprinkle into a bit of water and putting a few drops in a small bit of blood should at least prove that its sn. The blood will go from bright red to being super dark and brown, maybe even a little blue and that should be easy without being caught. Do he careful though. Sn dust and solutions that make contact with any surface should be cleaned up immediately to prevent incidental harm to others. Its why I got so much stuff to test mine. I wanna reduce harm on others and my environment. Definitely be mindful of aquifers too where sn might leech into drinking water.
Hahaha how would I do that? By mugging a blood donation clinic?
.......................

You see? I would never let my parents get hurt, even if the chances are small; and I can get forgetful sometime due to my medications.
 

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