Story im changing my mind im dying tonight will be dead by morning

[PrettyKitty]

Update i just lost the remaining of my friends due to a form member i got close to on discord found my friends and told them about mysuicide plan early so my friend left me because he cant handle me doing this i have nobody now. I'm going to commit tonight i finished wiritng my notes even if it take till morning i will die i will clean up some things write who gets my belongs and than after than i will eat my last meal wear a old dress and full spenshion hang myself. I could use somebody or a friend to talk to throughout this its okay if not its just hard

sorry for the spelling mistakes I'm ruining on no food for days and barley any sleep and dyslexia
heres the orignal goodbye thread and the plan i had going before somebody ruined it.
now that my friend knows i cant live the next 8 days and without them too

Og post:https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye-thread.114970/#post-1948311

 

[SilentSadness]

It sounds dreadful for you to be put through that, I would recommend waiting until you're a little calmer but it's definitely understandable that you would want to ctb. Life does torture us and what you have gone through must be horrific to consider a method like hanging. I hope you make the right decision for yourself and that you find the peace you've been missing.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your plans and I hope that you find the freedom that you are searching for, life really is so unnecessarily cruel.

 

[SexyIncél]

Update i just lost the remaining of my friends due to a form member i got close to on discord found my friends and told them about mysuicide plan early so my friend left me because he cant handle me doing this i have nobody now. I'm going to commit tonight

omfg, one of us betrayed you!? I'm so sorry, could you please tell us or the mods who it was? They're dangerous!

 

[Mr. ‘K so?]

Have you reported to the mods? I'm pretty sure they'd be interested in investigating a breach of trust like this. I got discord if you want an ear

 

[PrettyKitty]

Have you reported to the mods? I'm pretty sure they'd be interested in investigating a breach of trust like this. I got discord if you want an ear

Would they be able to do anything considering the fact it happened on a off form website like discord so like they toke my story off the form and told my friends on discord
Update I'm alive still I'm alittle worried to commit because early morning everybody is still up but I can't wait any longer I'm thinking of doing it in my closet

 

[Mr. ‘K so?]

Would they be able to do anything considering the fact it happened on a off form website like discord so like they toke my story off the form and told my friends on discord
Update I'm alive still I'm alittle worried to commit because early morning everybody is still up but I can't wait any longer I'm thinking of doing it in my closet

Yeah, it is a he said,she said kinda situation, but TOS and the rules are realistically at their discretion. I can theoretically get banned for saying something that the mods don't like, we all assume that they're responsible enough to not.
Now if you have proof, say a message from the friend saying "i heard from xx that you're gonna do x, y and z", that's a different story.

I think it's believable, and that's worth investigating. Actions like this are unnecessary and need to be removed

 

[SVEN]

One false friend may have gone, we on here understand your position and wish you an easy journey, if that's what you decide. Sleep softly and find rest.

 

[sparkle]

So who was it? Others may want to avoid them

 

[singularity3]

will you try complete hanging?

 

[RedDoor]

How can people be so cold and selfish. They were your friends how could they do that especially in this situation. I hope you weren't that close. If you were then im truly sorry i can somewhat relate to that...

Would they be able to do anything considering the fact it happened on a off form website like discord so like they toke my story off the form and told my friends on discord
Update I'm alive still I'm alittle worried to commit because early morning everybody is still up but I can't wait any longer I'm thinking of doing it in my closet

Please take your time, think about this method a little more

 

[WorthlessTrash]

How can people be so cold and selfish. They were your friends how could they do that especially in this situation. I hope you weren't that close. If you were then im truly sorry i can somewhat relate to that...

Please take your time, think about this method a little more

They changed their mind:

Hello people! I ended up not dying and I want to vent lol

I don't really feel like dying anymore I've never felt this way before but I feel pure happiness because of the love and kindness I'm giving myself and recveing from others. I truly wanna recover and hopefully improve and if I do get down/suicidal again all talk to a professional or a friend to...

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