singularity3

singularity3

Experienced
Apr 2, 2023
213
I cant take this anymore but im a coward. How Can I to beat the cowardice?
 
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Unwr!tten

Unwr!tten

Saltier than SN
Apr 10, 2023
532
It's not cowardice, it's biology itself you're trying to fight. Survival Instinct (SI) is a natural part of the human brain.
 
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hellispink

hellispink

poisonous
May 26, 2022
1,231
Maybe a substance alcohol cannabis who knows. But after all it depends on our determination. We have to see no way out. It takes bravery
 
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Sluggish_Slump

Sluggish_Slump

Specialist
Mar 29, 2023
300
The process itself of dying is scary. But you can't skip it no matter if it's a natural death or ctb. If you want to be dead, first you've gotta accept the process of dying, and that it will be uncomfortable and painful
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,965
I agree that they are so courageous, hanging sounds like a terrifying method to me, I don't really think that someone is cowardly if they struggle to go through with it. I guess that those who managed to succeed were just very determined, maybe desperate.
 
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Raised Rat

Raised Rat

Alive (?)
Apr 13, 2023
8
For me I had realized that I wasn't particularly afraid of death, but rather afraid of the pain or risk of surviving that comes with most methods. Once I had found some methods that are relatively painless with minor discomfort I was no longer really afraid, just comforted by the fact that there's a way out of this place.
 
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singularity3

singularity3

Experienced
Apr 2, 2023
213
Para mí, me había dado cuenta de que no tenía miedo particular a la muerte, sino más bien miedo al dolor o al riesgo de sobrevivir que conlleva la mayoría de los métodos. Una vez que encontré algunos métodos que son relativamente indoloros con molestias menores, ya no tuve miedo, solo me consoló el hecho de que hay una forma de salir de este lugar.
Any example of those methods?
 
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Callie Arcale

Callie Arcale

It’s a tale told by an idiot signifying nothing
Feb 10, 2021
846
Or they just have a good anchor point…

I'd do full suspension in a heart beat, if only I had an anchor point.
 
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Raised Rat

Raised Rat

Alive (?)
Apr 13, 2023
8
Any example of those methods?
There's information about it all over this site, but you should look into using sodium nitrate (SN). I would recommend using nebutal (N) but this shit is pretty much the stuff of legends. Maybe check out these threads if you're interested:


 
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Worndown

Worndown

Illuminated
Mar 21, 2019
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SI is an enemy that is difficult to beat.
 
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LateForTheBus

LateForTheBus

Experienced
Feb 7, 2023
228
You're not a coward. CTB'ing is a big decision, and humans are hard wired with SI. (Hugs)
 
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hellispink

hellispink

poisonous
May 26, 2022
1,231
CTB requires bravery courage and determination. But even those who did it already and are not longer here, they were once scared too. It just takes time, it takes a situation, a circumstance, that pushes us to the edge where there is no going back
 

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