Venting i feel so sick

[farewell_to_my_mask]

not in an infection or like cold way. but just sick and tired of life. my body hurts everyday and not in the way i enjoy. it just aches and aches. i feel sick when i eat. i feel sick when im forced to speak to anyone. i dont have energy to live anymore. i want to ctb so fucking bad already but i dont have the things for it yet. it hurts to live. im lonely every day of my twisted fucking life. i cant stand it anymore.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I also find it so torturous and dreadful to exist and I always feel so tired of it all, all I want is to be gone and never suffer ever again, I always suffer from how I cannot just simply cease existing in peace, I hope you find the relief you search for.