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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Help Need help on living the remaining days peacefully before ctb.
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4
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1K
Leisesyn
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Venting One more friendship being used and invisible
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1
Views
446
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Ambivalent1
Am I alone in feeling attached to suffering?
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8
Views
504
RoundaboutResolved
RoundaboutResolved
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Discussion Spell for death
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3
Views
561
hellispink
hellispink
jacarandash
Venting self harm urges
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3
Views
753
hellispink
hellispink
ChildrensITV
Discussion It still amazes me how people who don't want to die, seem to be the most at risk of dying
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6
Views
540
hellispink
hellispink
ilovecats
Am I ready?
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8
Views
831
aquarian122
A
ChildrensITV
  • Poll
Discussion Is the cause of you wanting to CTB you, other people, or things?
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7
Views
556
hellispink
hellispink
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Help Drug to combine with xanax to forcibly knock myself out?
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3
Views
667
phatstax
phatstax
Ambivalent1
What are the common thoughts and feelings of those right before ctb?
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1
Views
440
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
unknownus3r0
Help Will I end up in a psych ward
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20
Views
2K
headcase95
headcase95
Unattainable666
Story I'M ALREADY DEAD
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9
Views
872
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
catastrophix
Venting One of those nights where I have no escape
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1
Views
453
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
B
My life is one long guilt trip
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7
Views
593
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
M
best of luck to you all, goodbye!
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8
Views
825
gaeulfeels
gaeulfeels
deadkittyxo
  • Question
Help Where can i buy SN that ships to Austria?
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1
Views
533
wiltingorchid
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NSAIDS...specifically ibuprofen. Without SN.
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1
Views
529
Tartuffe
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L
Venting Lonely in my own Hell
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6
Views
593
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
Unattainable666
WHEN I'M GONE
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1
Views
509
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ShinigamiApples
Story Darkness and Sadness.
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7
Views
668
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
huntergirl14
its dark out there
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2
Views
452
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
FrankieTeardrop333
Until we meet again, whenever and however that may be.
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6
Views
657
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
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  • Poll
Discussion Would you give life another shot if you had reliable N stored at a safe location you could access at any time?
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11
Views
877
sancsuinet
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Discussion I honestly lost control, i did what i thought was real at the time, in my delusions, but it has wrecked my life
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3
Views
588
nekrocis
nekrocis
247sadgirlhours
What are your "core memories"?
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5
Views
1K
Suicidе
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999tilltheworldblow
Method Failure using gas geyser (+ stove) in enclosed room
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0
Views
573
999tilltheworldblow
999tilltheworldblow
CTB Dream
Venting Procreate gross
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12
Views
2K
phrog21
phrog21
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Venting Does anyone wanna ctb because they ruined their life?
Replies
21
Views
1K
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
Exact Change
Do a family member CTB?
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3
Views
487
depressedlover
D
Ambivalent1
Anyone else keep living because you want to find connection in this world?
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11
Views
1K
endless_pain
E
ShinigamiApples
Story A Bittersweet Farewell Letter
Replies
1
Views
668
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
glitterypearls
who else get really freaked out about talking to someone before they CTB?
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4
Views
675
Forever Sleep
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does anyone else say "i wanna kill myself" to themselves at random points during the day?
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51
Views
2K
Yakui
Yakui
kiki <3
wanting to be murdered
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27
Views
1K
RoundaboutResolved
RoundaboutResolved
OneDayMaybe
Goodbye/CTB thread [SN + dom + ibu]
Replies
33
Views
3K
RoundaboutResolved
RoundaboutResolved
disabledlife
Since it is more and more difficult, even impossible to obtain N. It is a pity that it is not possible to make it yourself!
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13
Views
974
unnormal9
unnormal9
disabledlife
Word of French actor Alain Delon, disgusted by this shitty world.
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7
Views
2K
Teikoku
Teikoku
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SN Dosage Recommendation
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4
Views
834
blackhawk2000
blackhawk2000
huntergirl14
the universe
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4
Views
1K
huntergirl14
huntergirl14
CTB Dream
Venting No 2nd chance?
Replies
1
Views
490
Holu
Holu
Archness
Consideration
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3
Views
568
tams
tams
ekat
The Blue Whale Challenge
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3
Views
764
looking_beyond
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Story Live Stream Suicide
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13
Views
2K
yusso
yusso
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Any news from K.L.?
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11
Views
2K
ReluctantSeeker
R
C
Peaceful way out
Replies
8
Views
920
MyLifeIsANightmare
MyLifeIsANightmare
milk is sweet
Method about to take sn
Replies
2
Views
886
ThisIsGoodbye
ThisIsGoodbye
Vexin
Venting I feel stupid and lonely i wish dying was easier
Replies
6
Views
626
nosoul
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Reliable SN source US
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0
Views
487
Life is overrated
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Help SN from CCS, what does the 69.00g/ mol mean?
Replies
2
Views
476
nosoul
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Discussion Does a lack of privacy irl increase your desire to ctb ?
Replies
2
Views
477
Lxions
Lxions
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