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Suicide Discussion

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iLikeFrogs
Venting I think it's time for me to buy the ticket
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2
Views
476
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Pollenallergy
Method Jumping infront of a train, would it be a peaceful enough way to ctb?
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20
Views
2K
OceanBlue
OceanBlue
animetal
Venting I vent so much I’m sorry T_T
Replies
3
Views
432
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CTB Dream
Venting All need method
Replies
1
Views
459
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CTB Dream
Venting 0 energy
Replies
7
Views
819
Praestat_Mori
P
F
  • Question
Help Is 1mg Fentanyl IV ALONE enough for the average woman?
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2
Views
617
Frostyspinach
F
cherrybubblegum
i almost died
Replies
6
Views
687
Worndown
Worndown
AboutTom
Venting They really want us to suffer alone and quietly
Replies
4
Views
652
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
bloodymouth
Venting I want to die, bug I can't
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2
Views
483
bloodymouth
bloodymouth
A
Propofol CTB
Replies
7
Views
1K
Valky
Valky
Eternal Sleep!
Help Got my SN, don't know it's real though!?
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19
Views
1K
stilhavinightmares
stilhavinightmares
Archness
Venting Half Alive - Decaying
Replies
6
Views
696
charlotte_
charlotte_
quietly_gone
Discussion i am thinking about exposing my abusive family to the world before i ctb.
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10
Views
1K
HerculePoirot
H
RatLiker
Will I be accepted into heaven?
Replies
57
Views
5K
ringo99
ringo99
someone.somewhere
SN source scandi/Norway
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3
Views
565
TheDog_
TheDog_
CTB Dream
Even before no different
Replies
1
Views
398
leftdreaming
leftdreaming
ocdrowsy
Finding it hard to explain my emotions
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2
Views
504
ocdrowsy
ocdrowsy
clockwork_cat
  • Question
Help Dealing with SI
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10
Views
1K
Rollo
Rollo
samishii
Help What are the best possible methods when you have no money, no access to water bodies or tall buildings?
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30
Views
3K
ThisIsLife
ThisIsLife
ghostofapoet
Help questions regarding partial suspension
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0
Views
527
ghostofapoet
ghostofapoet
SentimentalTrip
When did your depression begin?
Replies
41
Views
2K
savoytruffle
savoytruffle
l0stc4use
i feel suicidal after making a friend upset
Replies
5
Views
467
unnormal9
unnormal9
Bazzinga
Discussion Have you met someone new this quarantine who hasn't gave up on you and you still talk to?
Replies
10
Views
748
ImsooDone1N
ImsooDone1N
S
Help Shipment sucks
Replies
5
Views
839
befree
befree
fuyufuyu
Any good methods to CTB?
Replies
0
Views
406
fuyufuyu
fuyufuyu
B
Resource carbon monoxide
Replies
3
Views
1K
befree
befree
Archness
Discussion Lobotomy 2.0 -- Future of CTB prevention?
Replies
13
Views
972
Forever Sleep
F
Lawliet
newbies. stop asking for sources
Replies
33
Views
3K
not-2-b-the-answer
not-2-b-the-answer
P
Help
Replies
3
Views
680
k1w1
K
tothepoint
CCS down?
Replies
41
Views
4K
usernameforss
U
donttellmybf2004
Venting Terrified of my familial destiny
Replies
0
Views
394
donttellmybf2004
donttellmybf2004
D
EEBD Hood / Inert Gas Methods
Replies
9
Views
2K
k1w1
K
iftheworldwasending
Venting anyone else stuck between trying to get better or just CTB?
Replies
35
Views
3K
FrostedHoax
FrostedHoax
ChildrensITV
I am not even upset that I have to kill myself so much. I just hate that I have to hurt family
Replies
4
Views
514
FrostedHoax
FrostedHoax
D
SN delivery to Ireland?
Replies
1
Views
420
Irishsteve88
Irishsteve88
The anhedonic one
What is the point ?
Replies
6
Views
1K
The anhedonic one
The anhedonic one
J
Ordering metoclopramide from online pet pharmacy
Replies
1
Views
605
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
FireFox
I really thought I found the one
Replies
1
Views
400
Rocinante
Rocinante
P
QuestioN about current edition PPeH
Replies
6
Views
555
unnormal9
unnormal9
clockwork_cat
Venting Nightmare
Replies
8
Views
1K
unnormal9
unnormal9
FuneralCry
Venting It’s so sad how Nembutal isn’t an option to ctb with.
Replies
44
Views
4K
unnormal9
unnormal9
S
I said goodnight and he didn’t respond
Replies
0
Views
421
spiderlilies
S
Water-Lily
Always the weird one out: Single
Replies
4
Views
487
Water-Lily
Water-Lily
P
Discussion Planning on CTB
Replies
5
Views
1K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
Anonymoususer1234
I have nothing going for me (Self Loathing Ahead)
Replies
0
Views
354
Anonymoususer1234
Anonymoususer1234
C
Jumping?
Replies
2
Views
455
pharmacoepia
pharmacoepia
pharmacoepia
It's a sad reflection on society that this site is "illegal." It's just not fair.
Replies
18
Views
1K
pharmacoepia
pharmacoepia
enviro400mmc
Venting I can't live with the fact I am so privileged
Replies
28
Views
2K
excelsior
E
Infelix-Cat
Best way to CBT?
Replies
10
Views
1K
Vizzy
Vizzy
N
I wish I could go.now
Replies
3
Views
410
NumbCat
N
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