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Suicide Discussion

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Lonerzepam
Help Paramax (metoclopramide with paracetamol) SN
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9
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957
Shadowlord900
Shadowlord900
S
Venting I got rejected from a university course. I’m tired. I feel so worthless, like life is giving me signs I’d be better off dead.
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4
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2K
wr3ck3d
wr3ck3d
D
Mixing....
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2
Views
307
downndone2
D
mrkillmyself
Venting I don't know how to avoid suicidal thoughts.
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11
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1K
stermc
stermc
4
  • Poll
Did you expect yourself to end up suicidal?
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51
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2K
WitheringBird02
WitheringBird02
Ryojix
Old addictions.
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0
Views
261
Ryojix
Ryojix
A
CTB by injection
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6
Views
530
CringeNihilism
CringeNihilism
E
SN or Potassium Cyanide?
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12
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2K
missingpeace
M
Basilweed
Ingesting hexane
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0
Views
300
Basilweed
Basilweed
ThatFlyIndividual
Method Life Insurance with suicide
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4
Views
818
lukas19
L
kittykitty:p
  • Locked
Hii is anybody in Houston interested in a suicide pact? :3
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4
Views
888
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
Winry
Just told my husband I don't want to be with him anymore
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13
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2K
Grav
Grav
gnomeboy17
Discussion IC is related to EM
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29
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2K
MelodyCymbal
M
The Eeyorish One
Venting I Keep Chickening Out Of Even Purchasing SN
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11
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2K
The Eeyorish One
The Eeyorish One
L
Help Does anyone know how to get N in Argentina?
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3
Views
431
downndone2
D
EndlessDespair
Final Goodbye (SN)🕊
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137
Views
20K
Source Energy
Source Energy
I
Drowing tutorial
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11
Views
1K
itsbeenawhile
I
C
Help SN from DD source
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3
Views
501
NoahJuan
N
B
Help SN in Canada
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4
Views
416
bvm
B
cytokinestorm
Story My husband told me to have my pets put down
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15
Views
2K
kitkat7777
K
PAfb_640
Venting My Hypothetical CTB letter
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0
Views
392
PAfb_640
PAfb_640
B
Does anyone know where I can get Barbiturates (a class of sleep pill)? Is there a way to get them without a prescription?
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8
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1K
Blackrose23
B
TackyDriver
  • Question
Best way to ctb?
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6
Views
1K
AxolMar
AxolMar
Chris Can Fly<3
I dont even know what to do anymore
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4
Views
531
Chris Can Fly<3
Chris Can Fly<3
whitefeather
Yes ! >
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0
Views
458
whitefeather
whitefeather
whitefeather
Resource Brilliant Inteview Today >
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0
Views
507
whitefeather
whitefeather
vultureilse
Venting i want to ctb already but im never home alone for long enough
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4
Views
876
missingpeace
M
Capsaicin78
Help Can a person survive 50g of SN with AE?
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6
Views
1K
releasespieces
releasespieces
L
Ratchet Strap
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1
Views
716
jodes2
jodes2
puppet_nihilist
Venting When it's expensive and selfish to kill yourself
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1
Views
631
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
P
Hello thinking about ctb I have many problems both past and present
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3
Views
896
Electronic Music
Electronic Music
T
Ordered from IC to the UK
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14
Views
1K
theviewfromhalfway
T
Thisisme373
  • Poll
Anti depressants
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28
Views
1K
WaitingToGo
WaitingToGo
E
Cyanide
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2
Views
1K
Shadowlord900
Shadowlord900
Capsaicin78
Help Paying someone in the dark net to get SN?
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20
Views
2K
Capsaicin78
Capsaicin78
I
sn in italy and not on ic
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2
Views
575
FireWalkWithMe
F
I
SN source EU pm me
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2
Views
509
FlameWhisperer
FlameWhisperer
Rational man
Two people on two helplines have told me that they would not talk to me directly about suicide or assistance in dying!
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7
Views
966
VioletNight
VioletNight
T
Venting My birthday’s tomorrow and I’m honestly dreading it
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9
Views
743
ThatStateOfMind
T
spooky_kxtty
Venting Completely lost
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1
Views
535
jodes2
jodes2
U
TRIVIA- Ancient method , death by hypothermia.
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2
Views
1K
Disaster
D
Source Energy
I wish I had found SS in 2022. What hap'd to N?
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12
Views
1K
downndone2
D
CTB Dream
Need euthanasia
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2
Views
610
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
L
Suicide by diphenhydramine?
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11
Views
2K
SenseOfLoss
SenseOfLoss
I
so what
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1
Views
414
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
nembutal
suicidal grief is terrible because there is no hope of it getting better
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1
Views
468
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Venting Truth is I'm scared to die
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7
Views
2K
SuicidalSheep
SuicidalSheep
almostoutofhere
Well, my time to CTB has come (with IC SN)
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32
Views
4K
MissGuido
M
alivefornow
I made a mistake and must leave the forum
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17
Views
2K
eashanm
E
releasespieces
If N becomes available again…
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0
Views
498
releasespieces
releasespieces
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