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samishii

samishii

What's the point?
Dec 24, 2021
103
Question ^

P.S.- I am a fat person due to which I can't seem to pass out when pressing on the carotid
 
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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
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Asphyxiation
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I think that if I had a good answer to this question I would already be gone at this point. I guess all that anyone can really do is look at the suicide resource compilation and do research into the different methods to decide what is best for themselves. I mean of course hanging is the most commonly used suicide method I think and so many people have managed to go through with it but it still terrifies me and I think the reality is that it's more difficult than those who succeeded make it seem.

It just sounds like an awful and risky method to me as well but I envy those who managed to go through with it. But I hate the fact that in this world suicide is so unnecessarily difficult and complicated, having limited access to methods and feeling so trapped here really can be so horrible.
 
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lionetta12

Just a random person
Aug 5, 2022
1,278
Question ^

P.S.- I am a fat person due to which I can't seem to pass out when pressing on the carotid
I guess getting hit by a train is free and should be accessible most places but it's terrible due to the trauma to the driver and passangers. Full suspension hanging if you can find a tree and a good rope, but that costs money, although not much. I don't know, kinda tricky to find methods overall, especially when there's limitations, I wish it could be easier for all of us.
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,558
Save up for SN.
 
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lionetta12

Just a random person
Aug 5, 2022
1,278
Got no income streams to save up from, if it was an option I wouldn't be here asking this dumb question 😅
It's hard to come by anything that's free these days, it's sad that we even have to spend money to leave this world.
 
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hapiniuier

Member
Jan 1, 2023
73
If you're serious about leaving - borrow $. It's not like you'll be paying it back with interest.
 
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samishii

samishii

What's the point?
Dec 24, 2021
103
If you're serious about leaving - borrow $. It's not like you'll be paying it back with interest.
I don't find myself to have it in me to keep even a single penny borrowed. I just end up feeling like an embezzler.
 
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beautifullgoodbye

Member
Dec 20, 2022
13
If you're serious about leaving - borrow $. It's not like you'll be paying it back with interest.
This is horrible. Imagine someone asking to borrow $ from you and then ctb the next day. I would be so angry
 
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stermc

stermc

libertas quae sera tamen
Nov 24, 2022
945
Getting a rope (a strong one, since you said you are overweight) could be a good one. Other than that, trains. Stabbing yourself. Throwing yourself in front of a car or something.
I don't know, there are not so many possibilities.

Ps.: I don't recommend any of these methods. Just saying.

If you want to talk, I am here!
 
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hapiniuier

Member
Jan 1, 2023
73
I don't find myself to have it in me to keep even a single penny borrowed. I just end up feeling like an embezzler.
This is horrible. Imagine someone asking to borrow $ from you and then ctb the next day. I would be so angry
I didn't say anything about borrowing from private persons. There are giant conglomerates of loan sharks and usurers, screwing them over is actually a good deed. Caring more about their profits than your own well-being is neither moral nor wise.
 
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beautifullgoodbye

Member
Dec 20, 2022
13
I didn't say anything about borrowing from private persons. There are giant conglomerates of loan sharks and usurers, screwing them over is actually a good deed. Caring more about their profits than your own well-being is neither moral nor wise.
Oh okay, that would definitely make sense
 
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HermitLonerGuy

HermitLonerGuy

Warlock
Sep 28, 2022
707
I didn't say anything about borrowing from private persons. There are giant conglomerates of loan sharks and usurers, screwing them over is actually a good deed. Caring more about their profits than your own well-being is neither moral nor wise.
i may actually do this to buy a gun or SN. thanks for the idea.
hi op i currently have no money, my two ideas for me are drowning in the ocean or jump from great height. Both of which you excluded.
 
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Barteljaap

Barteljaap

Member
Jan 17, 2021
78
I didn't say anything about borrowing from private persons. There are giant conglomerates of loan sharks and usurers, screwing them over is actually a good deed. Caring more about their profits than your own well-being is neither moral nor wise.
If your attempt fails you will be in big trouble...
 
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Sunset Limited

Sunset Limited

I believe in Sunset Limited
Jul 29, 2019
1,405
Alcohol + hypothermia or alcohol + benzos + hypothermia.
 
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Escapee

Student
Jan 14, 2023
163
Pray to God to take you to him.
 
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Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,278
Old age
 
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juxtajuno

juxtajuno

bpd qweenie <3
Jan 25, 2023
61
get into a shootout with the police or something (not recommending this at all)
 
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samishii

samishii

What's the point?
Dec 24, 2021
103
get into a shootout with the police or something (not recommending this at all)
No point, the police aren't going to be out shooting criminals in their head, no offence to you but is a very stupid idea imo
 
juxtajuno

juxtajuno

bpd qweenie <3
Jan 25, 2023
61
No point, the police aren't going to be out shooting criminals in their head, no offence to you but is a very stupid idea imo

don't worry, i wasn't being entirely serious lol
 
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Tears_From_Nirvana

Tears_From_Nirvana

Seeking Fantastic Exit
May 21, 2023
21
Do you have or could you get driving access to a car?

I've fantasized so many times about driving 120 mph into concrete with no seatbelt..
 
samishii

samishii

What's the point?
Dec 24, 2021
103
Do you have or could you get driving access to a car?

I've fantasized so many times about driving 120 mph into concrete with no seatbelt..
Ohh that is one of my fantasies too, unfortunately i don't have access to any motor vehicles
 
Ciel

Ciel

New Member
May 19, 2023
3
I don't know, grab a knife and cut your throat or wrist ? Painful indeed but practically no money needed if that is what you are looking for
 
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GasMonkey

GasMonkey

Nitrogen Master Race
May 15, 2022
1,878
None. With no money you have not access to any reliable methods.
 
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Das Nichts

Das Nichts

Dead Man Walking
Apr 8, 2023
520
Save up some money and go with inert gas or sn.
 

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