Best way to CBT?

[Infelix-Cat]

I have made the decision that I will most likely CBT soon and I was wondering what the best option would be and I would like some imput. The only methods available to me at the moment is carbon monoxide poisoning, try to overdose on heart medication or to jump in front of a train. I have no guns or other lethal substances available to me and I have no rope or area to hang myself.
Out of the three options I have which would be the most likely to succeed? I feel like it is carbon monoxide poisoning because I have already overdosed and failed but I'm not sure if the train is a better option.
Can anyone give me some advice? Or let me know if I should try to find rope and a place to hang myself instead.

 

[lookingforsanctuary]

The problem with the train is that it affects the train driver :(

 

[Infelix-Cat]

The problem with the train is that it affects the train driver :(

Oh you're right I thought about that a little bit but I'm a very small person and I assumed they wouldn't see me if I was laying down but I don't want anyone to have to clean that up.

 

[Abdullah]

Hanging is very hard to do unless your pain is far worse than the sensation of a rope tightly gripping your neck. Train is a bad idea. If you fail, you'll end up living with a missing limb or two. Even if you succeed do you want to be found in pieces? Not me ! If you're looking to CTB via carbon monoxide, there's a thread on here somewhere of a woman who CTB by lighting charcoal in a tent but the logistics are somewhat complicated, be warned.

 

[Infelix-Cat]

Hanging is very hard to do unless your pain is far worse than the sensation of a rope tightly gripping your neck. Train is a bad idea. If you fail, you'll end up living with a missing limb or two. Even if you succeed do you want to be found in pieces? Not me ! If you're looking to CTB via carbon monoxide, there's a thread on here somewhere of a woman who CTB by lighting charcoal in a tent but the logistics are somewhat complicated, be warned.

Thank you I will try and look for that I appreciate your imput.

 

[SilentSadness]

Carbon monoxide definitely sounds peaceful but also very difficult to set up. It would also make the area hazardous so you should put up a sign if you try it. As for the train method or overdosing, neither sound like good methods to me. I wish ctb wasn't so difficult, and that we could exit peacefully using N or similar when we pleased.

 

[FuneralCry]

The way that I see it, it's a personal decision deciding what method, overdosing is well known not to be recommended if one wishes to succeed, it sounds risky overdosing on something like that, but apart from that people have succeded with the other methods, I guess that all that one can do, is do their own research into them, I hate how difficult it is to die in this world but anyway I hope that you find the freedom you search for.

 

[Infelix-Cat]

Carbon monoxide definitely sounds peaceful but also very difficult to set up. It would also make the area hazardous so you should put up a sign if you try it. As for the train method or overdosing, neither sound like good methods to me. I wish ctb wasn't so difficult, and that we could exit peacefully using N or similar when we pleased.

I wish it wasn't difficult too. Thank you for the suggestions I will make sure that if I do use carbon monoxide I'm not putting any people or pets in any danger.

 

[Vizzy]

Oh you're right I thought about that a little bit but I'm a very small person and I assumed they wouldn't see me if I was laying down but I don't want anyone to have to clean that up.

For train you should just lay down your neck on the railroad so that train will slide your neck like a butter, don't put your body on the rail road that's a painful way to go and you won't die soon

Don't worry about cleanup because those are done by professionals, trust me they would have seen worse than your condition

Make sure you close your eyes because driver can see it, if you put your neck at the right time driver can't see you!

Train is good method if you put the neck correctly on the train track

 

[Infelix-Cat]

The way that I see it, it's a personal decision deciding what method, overdosing is well known not to be recommended if one wishes to succeed, it sounds risky overdosing on something like that, but apart from that people have succeded with the other methods, I guess that all that one can do, is do their own research into them, I hate how difficult it is to die in this world but anyway I hope that you find the freedom you die

Thank you for your advice. Unfortunately I have already tried and failed to overdose and I know it's one of the least likely methods to succeed. The only reason I've considered it again is because the medication I'm taking is a beta blocker that lowers my heart rate so I thought if I took enough of it and was not taken to the doctor quickly it could slow my heart enough to stop it. But I appreciate your kindness I will probably have to think about it more.

For train you should just lay down your neck on the railroad so that train will slide your neck like a butter, don't put your body on the rail road that's a painful way to go and you won't die soon

Don't worry about cleanup because those are done by professionals, trust me they would have seen worse than your condition

Make sure you close your eyes because driver can see it, if you put your neck at the right time driver can't see you!

Train is good method if you put the neck correctly on the train track

Ohh I didn't think about putting only my neck on the tack I will consider that thank you. The only thing I'm worried about is if I can stay on the track without getting scared and backing out. But I appreciate your advice thank you.

 

[Vizzy]

Thank you for your advice. Unfortunately I have already tried and failed to overdose and I know it's one of the least likely methods to succeed. The only reason I've considered it again is because the medication I'm taking is a beta blocker that lowers my heart rate so I thought if I took enough of it and was not taken to the doctor quickly it could slow my heart enough to stop it. But I appreciate your kindness I will probably have to think about it more.

Ohh I didn't think about putting only my neck on the tack I will consider that thank you. The only thing I'm worried about is if I can stay on the track without getting scared and backing out. But I appreciate your advice thank you.

Putting the neck on the track is the best way, any other body part you ain't gonna die instant and if you are unconscious it's gonna be painful