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Suicide Discussion

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CTB Fella
My depression is getting worse: Finding it difficult to get out of bed.
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11
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616
Forever Sleep
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SanctionedSquad
Help Best peaceful drug (combo) to ctb that is like sleeping that I don't have to inject?
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4
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1K
SanctionedSquad
SanctionedSquad
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Help How can I get myself to commit suicide without distress?
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4
Views
734
tiyijinn
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Cryptonite
There is actually an explanation why it had to happen to us
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20
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2K
Methuselah Fallen
Methuselah Fallen
dra1ncoreslwt
  • Question
Venting I chose my suicide date.
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10
Views
804
Mortadelo
Mortadelo
Ineedtodie
If you have your method of ctb ready without fail Which factors are stoping you Vs factors pushing you? Or is it one way too overwhelming?
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13
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886
help56
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ASH how did I get there? What happened before?
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3
Views
756
Letgo
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BringMeToLife
Venting My head hurts. Hit me with a brick.
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2
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460
Pidgeons_Sparrows
Pidgeons_Sparrows
M
Venting There is literally no way to win in life with those people
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5
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518
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
T
Clinical euthanasia
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1
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448
Unwr!tten
Unwr!tten
tomoki
advice on the potassium cyanide (KCN) method
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10
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2K
Kundalini Guy
Kundalini Guy
Brew
Venting i will be vulnerable because f you.
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0
Views
388
Brew
Brew
ilikecats
Venting I think my friend ctb
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5
Views
611
ilikecats
ilikecats
X
What website is IC?
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2
Views
541
Pidgeons_Sparrows
Pidgeons_Sparrows
CptBBQ
Venting Eaten from the Inside
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2
Views
544
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
N
Venting Where is it supposed to go
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5
Views
546
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
M
Can't decide between two method and stressed in general regardless
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2
Views
511
AresCohere
AresCohere
BringMeToLife
How to forget I'm alive?
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4
Views
426
Hollowman
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C
Venting frustrated
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1
Views
351
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ConfusedHurting2632
Venting The last time I went to the mental hospital, about 6 months ago, the doctor there was disrespectful as fuck.
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7
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1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
N
Fear has lifted?
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7
Views
620
losing hope
L
H
Discussion After Death
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8
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886
soolka
soolka
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Discussion Drugs that kill the pain of living.
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3
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577
unplug
unplug
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Venting Forever
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3
Views
514
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
nanfranci
Story it’ll be soon i won’t wait until i get much older
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4
Views
803
AkaRed
AkaRed
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The beginning of my end
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3
Views
497
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
G
Finally
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4
Views
859
thouxan
thouxan
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Venting I tried to hang myself this evening and failed
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5
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2K
thatlatealready
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StarMaiden
Venting How does anyone afford to admit themselves to mental hospitals let alone "visiting" on multiple occasions? (USA)
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15
Views
1K
sheepgirl
sheepgirl
Loyd
Story Someone special ?
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6
Views
636
Loyd
Loyd
BlackWednesday
CTB Monday
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17
Views
840
soolka
soolka
Catching_the_bus
Anyone else want to CTB on their birthday?
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16
Views
790
WaitingToGo
WaitingToGo
deathissosad
SN Regime Questions
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8
Views
937
diyCTB
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NoLoveNoHope
Method Best at-hand method?
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0
Views
725
NoLoveNoHope
NoLoveNoHope
P
  • Question
Method Dilaudid
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1
Views
784
Aisley
Aisley
singularity3
Method Tapentadol+Clonazepam+Alcohol
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0
Views
582
singularity3
singularity3
C
Venting To the people who say that taking meds will help.
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37
Views
3K
Archness
Archness
ppie41
Venting Falling back into old habits
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0
Views
458
ppie41
ppie41
nunex
Method SN without antiemetics?
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36
Views
4K
nosoul
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finnn
hi im back
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4
Views
608
finnn
finnn
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Anyone have a link for sn
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1
Views
490
RhapsodyinBerserk
RhapsodyinBerserk
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Tonight
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9
Views
993
RhapsodyinBerserk
RhapsodyinBerserk
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Discussion My ctb notes are pdf files,how to print confidentiality?
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1
Views
443
Deleted member 60002
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DaizyPusher
my gf left me and i feel so empty
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22
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1K
leavingsoon99
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B
Venting having a body is a curse
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19
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1K
Unending
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Random__Lover
someone to talk about ctb?
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8
Views
525
Random__Lover
Random__Lover
CTB Fella
How much help have you had from "professionals"?
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57
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3K
asleepsomewhere
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Usako0504
does anyone else feel like they have no choice? Like this is the only option left because they've tried everything?
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18
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864
Meretricious
Meretricious
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Method Respirator for pre-testing carbon monoxide setup
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2
Views
566
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
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Discussion NDE videos
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1
Views
576
Iwashereonce
Iwashereonce
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