Unwr!tten

Unwr!tten

Saltier than SN
Apr 10, 2023
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I don't know what's wrong with me or what's going on. Six months ago, I was seemingly perfectly healthy now it's one thing, then another and another. After I was really sick for over a week, I'm "better" but something feels off physically, like I'm not quite the same. I'm always just a little nauseas, a little dehydrated. I'm in mental pain and without insurance in the US, I'm thousands of dollars in debt. If my physical Health doesn't improve, I may CTB before I'd hoped I would. I cannot and will not live in a body like this for years.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I'm sorry that you have to go through this right now. Again it's an issue of money to be able to afford a recovery treatment, this world out there is so unfair. To keep the dignity I personally would also consider ctb in this case, although I hope you can find a way to recover! I wish you all the best.
 
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Unwr!tten

Unwr!tten

Saltier than SN
Apr 10, 2023
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Thank you. The roughest part is that its not like some big diagnoses like cancer, etc… that would almost be easier but it's a lot of small things that have seemingly popped up at once that might be symptoms of something bigger but no doctor has caught anything.
 
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Letgo

Specialist
Apr 1, 2023
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I am sorry that you're going through this. And it can be frustrating because there are little things but nothing really to point out. Maybe if you give it some time and rest you will feel better? I hope you get better. Will be thinking of you. All the best for you and whatever you decision may be.
 
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Unwr!tten

Saltier than SN
Apr 10, 2023
532
I wish I could rest, but I already missed a whole week of both my jobs, am now short on money and have to work again :( I just wanna feel myself again.
 
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Glandular

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Mar 23, 2023
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Thank you. The roughest part is that its not like some big diagnoses like cancer, etc… that would almost be easier but it's a lot of small things that have seemingly popped up at once that might be symptoms of something bigger but no doctor has caught anything.
Sounds like some sort of autoimmune disease.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It's really so horrible how there's unlimited potential for existing here to get much worse, it certainly sounds so tiring what you are going through but anyway I wish you the best, it's such a cruel world we exist in where people suffer all through no fault of their own.
 
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Letgo

Specialist
Apr 1, 2023
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I feel you... have you tried any vitamins or protein that can help you regain energy?
 
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outrider567

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Apr 5, 2022
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I don't know what's wrong with me or what's going on. Six months ago, I was seemingly perfectly healthy now it's one thing, then another and another. After I was really sick for over a week, I'm "better" but something feels off physically, like I'm not quite the same. I'm always just a little nauseas, a little dehydrated. I'm in mental pain and without insurance in the US, I'm thousands of dollars in debt. If my physical Health doesn't improve, I may CTB before I'd hoped I would. I cannot and will not live in a body like this for years.
I don't want to be a keyboard doctor, but I had constant nausea 25 years ago, and it was because of acid reflux--Have you tried ant-acids ? like Prilosec?
 

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