Who's Disappointed Every Time They're Still Alive in The Morning

[TheBroken]

Who's Disappointed When They're Still Alive Each Morning?

 

[LONE WOLF.]

Every morning l wake up and sigh because I know I have another day to act my way through! I want so so badly just to let go and join my 2 Staffies over Rainbow Bridge, pretending to live hurts so much!

 

[leloyon]

I mean… not really? I like the idea of going out on my own terms.

 

[tsykoais]

Every morning l wake up and sigh because I know I have another day to act my way through!

this

 

[scamper]

I used to be disappointed every time I woke up, but I realized I'm just not going to suddenly die in my sleep, as much as I'd love to. I have to do it myself, and I am going to.

 

[MildlyBetter]

The ideal death to me is falling asleep and never waking up, it seems so peaceful.

 

[MidnightDream]

No. If/when I die, I want it to be on my own terms. Dying in my sleep would be the exact opposite of that

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I hate waking up every day. Sometimes I want to scream. There is no point in living. There is only suffering.

 

[downndone2]

I hope to die each night. I want to go in my sleep but also fear how long it'll take before someone finds my dogs

 

[charlotte_]

This is certainly how I feel. Everyday I woke up, I could only feel a sense of fatigue and powerless. I hate how we're all stuck in this eternal loop of waking up and doing the same shit everyday, unable to change and unable to escape

 

[FuneralCry]

Of course I am, waking up and realising that I'm still here certainly is something that is so awful to me, existing in this world is such a cruel burden, it's a punishment to be trapped in this cycle of endless suffering, destined to suffer even more as time goes on. Passing away peacefully in my sleep certainly would be the best thing possible, there is nothing more ideal than this existence being permanently forgotten about with not even the awareness of the fact that I'm gone. To me it's always preferable to not exist.

 

[unnormal9]

Every single waking moment.

 

[Georg]

Yes, I get a panic attack almost every morning when I realize that I am back from sleep in my shitty life

 

[StolenLife]

Hell yes I'm repeating the same miserable day over and over and over again like I'm in some sort of time loop.

 

[wastingpotential]

before i used "oh. another day to get through." but now it's just getting worse and worse i can barely even sleep so i have to be up at night dealing with the idea of even seeing what tomorrow has to offer

 

[GreenTree]

Yes. I wail in agony. Wake the house.

 

[Tobacco]

Most of the nights I put my head on the pillow wishing to just sleep forever.

 

[Skathon]

...I usually sleep in the morning.

 

[hikki]

i do, and it's frustrating. i wish i could give my life to someone that actually wants to live

 

[n25mfyu]

there's no morning i wouldn't cry

 

[picklemick]

I'd love nothing more than to go to sleep an never wake up

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

yup

 

[Justnotme]

This applies to me. Fuck, what a terrible and devouring feeling it is. There's nothing inside already, so this morning comes day after day and drives me crazy

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Every day I go to sleep I wish for not waking up the next day, that would be the most convenient way to naturally CTB. But unfortunately it's the most unlikely way to exit this world easily.