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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
brokenpersi
When you know you are 100% ready to go, and actually might die in few hours <3
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10
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2K
Forever Sleep
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Iwashereonce
My chronic pain problems are getting worse
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2
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345
missingpeace
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WeakBrain111
Method falling asleep on rails
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8
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1K
WeakBrain111
WeakBrain111
Mr Myemna
Anyone from an Islamic background/ Lives in an Islamic community ?
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5
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390
missingpeace
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alivefornow
Discussion "Snapping out of it"
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4
Views
863
Source Energy
Source Energy
Q-Dust
Venting Why can I not go through with it
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9
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3K
missingpeace
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B
Anyone wracked by physical pain, so much so that walking is extremely difficult? How do you counter the feelings of anger and frustration?
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4
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279
Bardo
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Resource My local vet literally sells N. Wtf?
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28
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4K
Source Energy
Source Energy
G
Leaving partner out of love/fear of hurting them.
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6
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389
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Breadbfra
Help Leaving a partner, loving friends and a family
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15
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2K
stilhavinightmares
stilhavinightmares
N
Help Risk of friend/ex/past forum user finding SN (mailed to friends house) and wellness check -- Finally ordered SN
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4
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705
nullnewspaper
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S
I just find the notion absurd.
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8
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2K
Helios-III
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H
Venting I don't want to do it again
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2
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1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Mr Myemna
A semi-response to a youtuber criticizing the site
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13
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2K
Mr Myemna
Mr Myemna
Defenestration
Anticoagulant and malaise?
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9
Views
933
Shadowlord900
Shadowlord900
aneurysm
Discussion has anyone (on here) actually CTB by partial hanging
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16
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5K
RUPA
R
Tricondyla ledouxi
This site has been made public again and I don’t think it’s the right decision at all.
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14
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2K
EndlessDream
EndlessDream
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Venting Another night
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5
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1K
Hendo
H
CTB Dream
No meann
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3
Views
664
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
donttellmybf2004
Venting I’m so close to all my good, healthy goals but a large part of me doenst care!
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4
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763
Hendo
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mentionized1
Help Unable to pass out by partial suspension nor chocking
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29
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3K
bolt
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ksp
death education for children
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20
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2K
ksp
ksp
B
Chocking on food/water
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6
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1K
bolt
B
Lonerzepam
Venting Anyone else always waste their ctb resources instead of actually going through with it?
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12
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1K
Lost in a Dream
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ilikecats
My time might come quicker.
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9
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2K
SamTam33
S
redisblue
Venting CTB is all I can think about
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10
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2K
downndone2
D
R
What made you decide suicide was your only option?
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88
Views
5K
Truth1234
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Basilweed
How to lie about my sh scars?
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4
Views
749
looking_for_peace
looking_for_peace
cxz43
Venting everything is turning to shit again..
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0
Views
535
cxz43
cxz43
S
I really wish
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4
Views
829
missingpeace
M
S
Not true recovery?
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2
Views
459
U. A.
U. A.
toiaistired
Help SN METHOD
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0
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1K
toiaistired
toiaistired
toiaistired
Help HELP
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4
Views
991
toiaistired
toiaistired
J
SN distributor
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2
Views
621
JB3567
J
borderline-feline
Venting Thinking of stopping my psychiatrist appointments
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10
Views
1K
randy
R
E
Clever ways of ctb
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20
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3K
NHLTradeRumor
NHLTradeRumor
U
Has anyone actually had backordered SN arrive?
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0
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503
usernameforss
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living once
Help SN import hold
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5
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1K
FireWalkWithMe
F
m4rius
Story I murdered my own bird at around 5 years old
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33
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3K
Sunny-Pia
Sunny-Pia
D
So sad, anxious, and ready....
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3
Views
628
downndone2
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Parting Sorrow
Help Would THC work as an ae?
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2
Views
607
releasespieces
releasespieces
TheGoodGuy
Help Slipknot or noose for partial hanging?
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34
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12K
wannafly
wannafly
L
Anyone else feel fundamentally broken?
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4
Views
752
lonelyandsad
L
S
Trying to plan suicide feels like shopping to me
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3
Views
811
theboy
theboy
alivefornow
Discussion Unwanted children of SS
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11
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2K
Ultracheese
Ultracheese
D
Imposter syndrome
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5
Views
504
ThomasJ
ThomasJ
Suicat
Feasible?
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24
Views
2K
death song
D
U
Venting This life is abject torture and I can never find a way to avoid it getting even worse
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2
Views
700
ikadasui
ikadasui
jigsaw_falling
Venting feeling guilty for wanting to make a suicidal gesture
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10
Views
2K
jigsaw_falling
jigsaw_falling
Mr Myemna
Story Parents' actions...
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4
Views
866
sorrowful
sorrowful
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